STORIES HAVE MOVED TO THIS GROUP CLICK MY OWN HEAVEN/HELL/HADES FLOW AND IN OLYMPUS BUT YOU NEED A FEW PROTOCOLS IN SL TO ENTER THERE. NOT MUCH REALLY, HERA HAS NOT MUCH PATIENCE AND LOVES TO DELETE GIVEN THE SITUATION ALSO WITH OTHER CHARACTERS, LETS NOT TALK ABOUT ZEYS. I AS STYX, might send you into a Quest lol non according to the myth would be able unless we upgrade it a bit the narrative, only Hades and the nymphs can visit Olympus and Persy of course from all those who belong to the Underworld.
Well, unless you're dead and are going to the Elysian fields, that's an option, a probability if you know the verse. Honourable warriors, noble in spirit to an Isle around called the isle of Fortune as for a visit in Olympu? History states it's own.
All the world's a stage, And all the men and women merely players; They have their exits and their entrances, And one man in his time plays many parts, His acts being seven ages.
Well, well, this is maybe not the music that I'm looking for but maybe it's preciselly what I've find to put, it came as a part of the resilience Teal Swan was talking for 2021.
Before waking up and for some days I was trying to remember that word, before watching Teal Swan's video. As I recalled in my memory my Psychiatrist said to me "I can understand you are stuborn but..." He was complitly reasonable and right, I was going to loose my house. McDonald's was not paying me more so I reunite more money to move into a new house from a fake eviction to all of us in the house, but I was determine with the recycling and knew they were puting me a few hours so they don't recycle as is written in the book of the company. "I'm resilient, is not stuborn, I have to stand before advesity where no one will" Ofcourse stuborness and being stiff is a trait of OCPD people as me, as my work a priority, making things work. Wishing much support on 2021, even if I'm alone, I wish integrity, is not about saying sorry or guilt, is about making things work, having the best players in rl is what matters most for a good outcome. Then rp for fun, to administer a vission that is important for the whole, why are we here, are we predestine, are we instruments of God? Are we learning? Or are we the first opening passage to so many? What are our values? Your lost all values? Feel your body, feel your breathing. Be resilient to have what matters in rl too, this is not the end. But the end of an old generation.
Let me tell you that I'm a soul traveller, could care two f***s about what you are thinking. I'm hollow inside, as if dead, meaning I can let anything come and go as I fly into the unkown that many times are hours and hours of silence in simple extasy, many times rushes of the most horrendous motion pulls my body down to travel again. No one is that important in this living, trust me that you are nothing. Everything you fight for, is irrevelant unless it comes from the beyond and you are awake for all that surrounds you as part of the whole.
You are making noice to be known and are only in the first level of emotional expression as to defferr only the artist and very rich to the top had the chance to feel the arts, extreams since one would pay for it and to an extend have an art around values at least, investments what matters in their own elite. And on the other side the artist would die to simply feel the arts, lets remember that many artis would end crazy, suicidal, or dear in early age, no one wished an artist in the family, such and such, artis were heavily envied by the sexual drive and exotic life of freedoms they portrayed in order to keep the muse out. Non of you is an artist to me, you are all consumers and need to be known. What you write is only a copy and extenssion of your practive, but non of you have surrender to a dance floor, or to be honest. Being manipulative and simply learing, getting so much emotional drive for 15 likes, what people fantasize as a delution of having power, when you are simply in pampers learing how to manifest.
There hasen't been a single person that I'm bond to say, you can transmit things from the world, you are beyond your ego, or self. Much talent but there is a great deal missing. If I have to pay people to teach what roleplay is about, I would have to teach new poeple. What I've seen is beyond horror what people are capable to do to friends for a few likes, the lies. You see great writers and composoers insulting you in the private, as Rowe "I won't share you if you don't... bla, bla, bla" becouse your 'best friend' is telling her that my english is horrible, after he changed the story line in 4 parts so he could win, what he did was killing her Story Line in her Group and in the Other group, with everyone's. And this is a little example of what I've to see every day.
2021 will come with great profits to people who work and stand up to meassure the bills, people who work apreciate team work, regardless if you are a friend or not, its so it works becouse we like things to work and f*** friendship. It's another style of syncronizity. 2021 is not going to take the toxic away, we have learn to block, to take social distancing, to eat healthier, to drink water, cut down sugars and anything that atracts cancerigenous enviroment for the virus to take over.
I have seen many people who have stop roleplay in 2020 thanks to the amount ot publicity and horrendous writting without spirit to stop and feel, it was so bad I had to ask the Borderline Psycho to take books and copy from them change some sentences 6 months ago, after all she did to me, I asked her the secret of writters and deleted her, from Hera to Psyche for the very fact that it was a shame to see this person's post as a roleplayer. Gradually you warm the water to the frog till it doesen't know is burning like hell. You have to do this to Borderlines, they will think they have everyone in control by their harrasements, that they are on the top of the lead when actually, they have to learn to graduate their own.
When one comes, one needs to trust the enviroment in order to go crazy, to move further from what is known and create, let it come, let it brush through you, composse rapidly name all those fully trusting, in rotation, authentic, exploding to one another. It does cut the inspiration to see 1x1 and the fear of people pretending to be nice, thanks to the publicity.
Is like asking an obesse person who has no meassures to undertand limitations, that we don't only eat for pleasure, we also eat becouse is healhty to our body, we don't always have to like it. An Obesse society of consumers ca create narcissistic characthers in all your writtings, but you never walk a block to be anything. And it won't stop for the desire of image, be liked in rl. This motions on people who need love and love is understood as fast pop art need more walks out there, walk as you are, dance as you are, start touching every element that reality has away from the screen. Some many times hurts as death would to be away from what you love, even if is imaginary and not real, but trust me that it will give you the space to love what you really need. 2021 is like this music, is not what I was looking but it might guide me to something my heart really needs, maybe is not my mind, but if I let it go and let God's will enter through me you will understand fullfilment in the servive of everything that keeps you so alive, really. Then rp, makes sense for the reader, many people will come by the end of 2022 how many months before and after is all up to a will beyond us. We can only cooperate or keep making copies, ooc screaming and pushing so many away from inspiration by sharing people without a talent, people can see that and stoped to roleplay. People need to see the real you. I need to see the real you. Why one orgams is better like no other.
Is not fun, having orgasm without true connection I don't think we humans are aware of the power of God, because I've tried beyond anything to brake it and is maybe for the work. I don't think God wishes my happiness but to do his work, and he will play me as demon to tall into desire to prepare the destine of his children. But I love to fight with God, I'm another blind person when it comes to me. Is possible to trust in the unknown, is it possible to be certain that all this is happening is true? This are our stories, the stories who build a platform for other generations, to do it even better, the path of love, a love I once Universal when rp was rp, when love never stopped among every relation with all of us. Opponents too, imbeciles too who made their groups away from the cream who feed them.
I teach people to open their minds and they use this power to turn against, 2020 has shown us that a virus without a body, with a simple DNA strand can affect the whole world. A piece of virulent information has changed the way we think and act, of course not many have the time to think and see deeper as long they keep posting to be known. But this actions will end soon, very soon.
I'm very exited for Brexit and the Green Agenda the British Parliament has for the future, I've participated with my Borough and it was broad to the Parliament where Teresa May direct thanks to the Councils for the new environmental laws. The Environment is all that matters but is not enough, not enough people have died, too many people are being born without education and misery. Is not fair, we are too many people in this earth and God knows why some go first and others stay, this is a torture as it's. My best friends have died, thanks my family rocks together and cares. Roleplayers are my family in a way, more of a shame but this is where I'm to invest the rest of my decades.
If people don't have values in rl, they could never achieve a healthy body, mind and spirit. 2021 will keep some at bay, the world has yet not turn into the end of the world, I'm proud of the peace that everyone has tried to keep calming everyone. One of the reasons I haven't roleplay much was to keep the peace in the world, I can't express how it works but my body does nothing, I don't think you care for anyone anyways this is why you are so poor, this is why God has not giving you power to care.
If people pray, if people become more devoted to something greater than you, doing a work, being part of the community, we would have better roleplayers but people with crazy checks are in this place 25/7 braking peoples heart as mine. Many times on dayly basis to anyone, they lure them to write and then hurt them, people who are use to kill others in War, veterans who need the big rush and intensity of murder seek on hurting others. And be carefull, this people can have their monkey flyers who nurish from a narcissit, but is only an Illussion. People really think that there are 72 likes when there are 2 people or 3 behind killing their fingers to be known that is very sad to see. There is no energy in the stories either.
2021 Changing the system will help players to simply play having not to see all this toxic, we become stronger or die, we care of our family and give them a room, hide them from the madness. As me and my sister, as all my family talk to my mother because she was so free and powerful when was younger and now she feels hostage, or guilty for doing nothing. I had to be there for my family, many good things happen to my family and I'm proud of it. I was not with my family as much as in 2020 to change the system, from upgrading them in internet to change works and move things, but they did it. At the end of the day, we come home with goods, we wake up to fight again for our family. Is me and my Sister as dad RIP, thank you for the everything I'm doing and I'm at, is thanks to dad. Me and my sis will get the immune system stronger and commute, be nicer, chose nicer people, this is how defences work, support our mother and children with good man, she wan'ts spark in man and I say you are the spark you don't need a narcissist to take your spark away and give you nothing? We need good man to turn the fire works to watch you dance, I tell her all the things her partner would say but he is too shy to say it. We change the system, we help people walk through till they walk free without so much work doing greater things. Resilience is keeping up with those who stand strong next to you, because the opposition will never brake the foundations resilience brings. This is something Teal Swan said I shall share her post. But before she talked about it, I was for days digging for that word inside those space time trances, I coulden't find the word of Resilience but it was as an astral conversation because its like looking to a landscape of motions and without saying the word sometimes is how it works better to the catcher. If you give it in the hand, is not as valuable or understood. Ones intelligence has to catch it, then is part of you, part of your work. This is it 2021.
You detect the bad information and without scandals you cut it away and change it with the information you need, resilient. Not everyone has this attitude and action, you need a body. It might seem that you are kind or cruel, without emotional baggage you simply do it. 2021 takes no sh*t from no one, from a daily clannishness to space immediate action and a sense of Government to take care. Reinforcement and delivering the information is a must, to follow up, is a must, whatever is good or not. Now the world will learn to recycle and follow environmental rules, this was only a practice of life and death to follow procedures, eventually people will do it for love, for environmental love, not to win a toxic war in which others are to attack away from the story. Lets play sports, each sport has its set of rules, we all play by this rules if you wan't to play. 2021 you will be known as toxic, no matter how much you mutate, no matter how much you support it. You will suffer for not giving up a piece of your ego, I'm sorry but this is how people die, they don't call for help, they don't trust in their family to be taken care, they eat sh*t as if its fine, at least for a little while learn to adapt with resilience. 2021 will define who got stuck on 2020 and who is moving towards 2022 and beyond.
2021
We learn from the Government, we need Judgement, we need heads, we need leaders, whom ever it is, we need our spoken man and woman, we need to be leaders and follow leaders at the same time. You need to listen to what your mouth says, what are you thinking before you speak, much love and care at home to cleans from outsiders, have a strong digestive system and thinking mind, what kind of authority are you having towards an entity who has an authority of its own too.
I don't think is fair that those who are placed in the front as me to command the rules are bing backlashed by lawless people, extreme muslim and mentally ill role players. And I love mental illness, I dive into the darkness and love studying it, probably I'm a machiavellian and crazier than anyone would think but at least I'm programmed to enter places no one dares or simply for bad lack I have to. Both.
I gave my self to God and asked how can I serve, so this was long ago, I still need much redemption because I shout very much to God and hate him till death for putting me through this as I asked him to do so, but this is my relationship with God. I know God loves me, I know God will forgive me, I know God is there even if I insult him. I know God is an entity greater than I'm and trusted in me, wishing there was more but society won't sacrifice anymore. At least is something I've ask for, we do not need to suffer in order to learn, this goes from annal sex, to punishments to all over the way disassociation, all those fractions are the very fears of being total. Totally in love, totally truth to your self.
We do need disassociations as role players to an extend, as there are grey areas in many of the rules we are still on an expeditions as to what sexuality is, loyalty, puberty pedophilia how do we do so people can understand where their pedophilia comes from, the hatred towards woman or their own sex age, the perversions on being superior and knowing what a child won't, taking advantage. We need to do all this play by the laws of rp out ooc, but not in children really, I still have to write all this grey areas. At the end of my years I only wan't to write about sex, I wish I was married already with my beautiful loyal stable husband in our home to make this book and simply care for our home, role-play, some meetings around the world and some cities, every 3 months or 6, or once a year, not much. Enjoy a stable peaceful living. And loyalty is a thing that when is shared multidimentionally, not everyone can understand.
Because of all the attacks in rp, I can't story line or be intuitive. This person wishes to kill me in real life, for a certain reason I believe that the day I pay a hacker so this person is blocked from all my accounts and any account it might have. Also the day I'm married because the masculine energy does protect my psyche and our world, a new world will ripple with a faster velocity. I really don't have time to put my energy on this, a person doing pages non stop and posting will never be a person of power to me and all those who surround me. I thanks to have seen what an old friend would give himself to be, as to also make copy of my characters and be part of the harassment because he is allured with those domains and likes around. Its very good to know that from 2020, I would have wished to have been listened, valued and trusted for what I've said, but this man can't see my power this for I will have to block him as well, when I pay a hacker to know who is who.
It was not easy in 2020 before corona virus I had deleted all my friends from all the domains, then rebuild new ones, but this people seem to be everywhere, insulting too and coming to my private to harass me as well. Using my stories to reply them on other names, copy more of my characters every time I post something bad happens, and is not in story line.
Eventually when rp.me rises to have much success around the world, this people will be banned if they continue. It seems I'm not only the only person.
So Teal Swan talked about Resilience for 2021, I was looking for this word in my psyche because without resilience I would never be alive from the desires of death from this person and the other who supports her, I would have never broad to the Government the help we need to regulate people for the planet. Without resilience I would't wake up early again to salute everyone in the neighbourhood and wish them a good day, look in the eyes and pass around making sure they are doing well, they are not alone. Having resilience to put the muslim on the alert of police reports and deportation if they don't commute with respect by the laws. If I had no resilience this court cases would not push further, today I felt a big hug from the Government, maybe a mediator, maybe a lawyer, its totally unknown. I've been in the lowest misery as if I'm the voice of tones of rubbish not being recycled, tress being cut in the amazons and monkeys dying, wild animals. I lay in my bed as the voice of farmers in UK against the cattle being broad for cheap from Brazil, now they are bing helped. Resilience is the bridge to make those in power walk through to pronounce the laws and make it stop, or change.
I really love the Government and anything that comes from superiors, even from a superior force to another superior, from a little person to a superior force, or a bit mass, it all constitutes our body. Violent changes will keep moving on for 10 years till we are moving in that speed. Specially for this first years, to all those who invest and work in team, problem makers will be left doing their problems and people will move on if they don't adapt. Many people will have to change their job, residences in order to give better people that place.
2021 In roleplay, there is only a dozen of people here online, but in my part creating scenarios will do to help elevate another level. If people don't change and follow the line, they can keep posting and liking, writing non stop to shine alone. I can see it very well and wish you to learn this lesson from my words before it hurts you too much, I recommend you to do your own website to rp because you will be banned if you don't respect peoples sl and plays, and the person you support for friendships and likes, shares mean nothing to the board. Being creative is one thing, needing connection is another thing, having a degree of role play is totally another one. Resilience is like having to see everything I've talk about to continue, as the virus has mutated in UK 70% faster and showing no syntoms to 60% becoming more contagious to those who walk out without a mask having it. Meaning my words for peace and change to stop making copies of people, because this is what the virus does, it takes a body and makes a copy of it. The Virus becomes stronger, become resilient.
I'm to the point that if you are not healthy and take care of your body, I don't wan't you in my real life, why shall I cry for you in your death. That won't happen again, someone murdered my father and he knew very well this could happen, that was a sick act to put himself in a murdering state to all of us. In the same way you can see how people take care of their body, you can see it in their role play, how fake they are, how good they wan't to be, how much they share their own characters and hate you for being authentic, alive, full of energy with a story as no other. Toxic people will never share you, they will resent your talent and wish you death, as a virus would, because the virus dies also if the body dies, is not a healthy outcome to be a virus or be with people who are not aware of this actions in their body.
The same happens in role play, great investments will come and rise to the top. I really wish you to strive, to be strong, to re-create the information in your DNA for real life through the help of your characters. If to be a better person, be selfish you have to take care in order to give. You can't love everyone, you can't let a murder inside your house, if you think everyone is going to love you because you are so cute or talented, maybe you have a problem of delusional thinking and your abuse is only the aftermath of disassociation. We need imagination, and we need our real bodies, we need to associate better our stories with our realities, there enters the Quantum, but is not a projection, is not what you say, you have to be so aware to see what it's and what really matters. This is why God only gives a few the power to see, to know the truth, it can be dangerous in the wrong hands. Being humble deep down, modest, even if the show is put up to opulence of extravagance, even if we come from this or that, know we all need warriors, we all need a direction, but I need celebration, I need to celebrate it has been too many years without celebrating my body and home, also my role play.
Thank you 2020 for letting me relax and hug the world, for being one with the world, with the dead, for being there as when the birds chirp in the new dawn and I feel nothing for so many hours. Thank you for brining me relief and joy as I could not walk in the gates of heaven without my brothers and sisters. Please God, grand me power to those who stay by my side be firm and wild, to have resilience, to have judgement from what is good from bad. To stop supporting mediocre rubbish doers who only seek money, take their reputation down, their money and numbers down and elevate the laws of the environment with me and all those who support me all almighty, may your will be my will and for the children of the future to follow up.
My list of investments and players is quite good, I'd like to thanks the adminstration for the pin number, people might be more ic isntead of running away through all their characthers posting shallow things and hackers will stop thinking they control people or that nothing really matters, becouse they zig zag from this both extreams without having sense of group stories.
To stop from feeling becoming numb, to desintetize could come by times as part of meditation and static bliss or from a brake of too many shocks or traumas in rp as well. From being intuitive to the stories one needs this field of feeling to be objective, to detect symbols, things, words, to visualized, feelings are with all our senses and more and it also needs a pause, a big box within that remains centred, balanced.
People are learnign all kinds of arts, ups and downs. If you wan't to make money in the future, know that your characthers can be sold if they are authentic, no matter what you post or how many likes you had in the past that won't count, but in the stories you roleplay in groups and from the date.
If you wan't to really make much money in the future, start making scenarios and roleplaying from them, know that characthers who have been played before yours are also credited even if those pages were deleted and remade.
Build scenarios because such constructions have the power over the capital of properties, not as groups but is the great power for stories to flow and create value, blogs and bulletins are lost in the big ocean without giving the consitency and at first resilience to build this virtual rp Universe.
The Multi-movement in roleplay is that we are individuals and we belong to such entities not as a walking group, but throughout the faces we go together and part away from and return or continue with. There is much condescendence and much delegation from this very scenarios. Much ups and downs, you will wan't the younger generation who have prove loyalties, and warrior skills ic to play your leaders, you will grant them powers with properties. Is not about groups, is about entities and many of us have many entities inside our characters so study, keep studding, have resilience.
And celebrate creation, celebrate those who died. To my beloved sister Terra for a Terra Nova, as you wished sister in a tower, in the top of the world.
To people I don't know if they love me, sorry If I was everywhere but not much in rp, I'm suffering much sometimes, I suffer for the kids and teens who need to go out. I suffer for me, for my kids, this codeine pills made me see how much suffering there is inside of me, its a killer, is killing me inside because I'm totally disassociated from my own pain as a person.
This is is why ask you to build your real life as well, to get in your hands that touch and feel, if you like to be a better roleplayer, if you want to exist for longer, if you wan't to stand strong for many decades supporting this community remember the baby steps from this decade and write about in, make your own observations and evaluations. Don't rush into the people to meet more, stand silent to feel another, to really feel, to have real value, and happy 2021 from the bottom of my heart.
Also as 2020 ended I learned from Dr. Grande that people from OCPD and is true, it hurt me very much to be this way, so I'd like to work in giving a chance. I really don't have time to explain things, my work is more important and is maybe worst to ignore or not be there than at least trying. Certainly what I wan't is not there, is not perfect so I will keep working to achieve perfection, I'd love to enjoy more my love and artistic form. I'd love to be free from this trials and paranohia. I'm overportecting myself and guarding my entity as if it's gold becouse many follow after me, is like love is a luxury, it would be my joy for love in rp or let this earth be destroyed, let my family be taken. Is not easy for me and maybe there will be always something. I don't feel safe in rp, but Im resilient to keep flowing to let the drops follow into the ocean.
~The Writer~
And yes, people will pay for whats worthy, why people rp, think, think what made you rp the first day, feel it. Walk out there to improve and see, what person made you. How beautiful this world really is, specially on Spring and Summer is going to be a worldwide blast, get ready.
I'm watching the series on ETA on Prime, a documental on the recent history of terrorist in Spain, from El pais Vasco, a northern region linked to France at the edge of the ocean and the Pirineos Mountain. Geographically all the Northern parts of Europe came through this Atlantic Coast to the Peninsula, since the Mediterranean had too many Hills to cross over and too southern coas to Cataluña from France. This terrorist group from ETA were like IRA to UK, they started with the dicator Franco we had during the times of Hitler and a national war whom they continued under their name, to some extend this people had their rights to keep their lands and believes against the oposition, their language is far away from Latin and said to come from Scandinavian, but anyways. At some time I had witness many of the attacks and threats in the 80's, thankfully they do not exist anymore. Trust me that it would ruin our X-mas to know a little girl ended on a wheel chair, and that Boom we heard at home thinking was a storm of some earthquake, the windows and walls moved. Maybe that was another bomb, but they did more than 800 kills, on policeman, government officers and innocents around it.
Our school who had the Prince of Spain had many threats, from 2 to 3 along the year. It was as long as an University with up to 2.000 children, from kinder garden till collage. So we would be in the sport's field, joking and that, but some times a sense of fear. Many of the times were rumours that the big brother of some one did the call to not attend the test that day. But there were not cell phones at that time, they could catch any line really. Most of threats where for money and a child of our class was the son of terrorist. I respect their believes and watching all of them stating that hatred and violence had lost meaning or respective families from terrorist and victims makes me feel that at the end of the day, some one is going to win. I won't mean that the other side was more rightful, they had simply more power to let their independence whatever the case, no matter the threats and aggression the whole country suffered and went by it, to have a greater Spain at the cost of no bullies.
The same would go to Barcelona who Spain has invested so much money on Industry and Machinery to ship over the Mediterranean as a main port, most spanish would emigrate to work in Barcelona on this factories on the times of my grandparents, and now they claim to be the richest of Spain this for they do not need Spain. Non of Spain hates them, we joked in the bar and even talking a few words of Catalan joking as if we are part of Cataluña. In Ibiza we speak the same language and is ridiculous having to learn that language, spanish and then English, them many learn their native language from Germany and Italy whose parents are in the Islands so is totally ridiculous. Fine to some, not for me and my kids.
And they we see all this hatred around it, all this sense of property and holding on. All the Presidents of Spain from the 80's till now are speaking on this documental, pictures and lectures of the King of Spain on those times. It feels really special, now we have to deal with Africa and South America with the blend of other countries a harder target to maintain, but won't talk about it now it's simply the hardship of Hatred one has to sustain with, and the fear of being damaged behind. Hatred as a global thing and thinking towards ones economy and the good of the whole, I would never tolerate, condole or invest on any type of bullying and hackers. Those acts will never be forgiven, specially on the history of role play. For a mere feeling the administration of this site must know of you guys who do such acts, hacker to hacker for cyber-security, masters of social engineering would never use tactics on deleting people's friends, deleting their own threats and abuse in their privates, as using woman sexually privately and Ignoring them in the air then deleting their conversations as a luck of trust because they know they are not being a good friend or person. On and on, they talk what was said in the private on the air to push them down and put their competitive psycho followers to do more pages for them and around them while abusing the other person in the air, then this messages are deleted.
I'm very glad and sorry at the same time that the pin has to come for everyone. I lost all my friends in myspace, thanks to that hacking, came here because its a better quality site and after all no one has respect of hierarchy anyways so why go to their poorly maintained sites. The future was in rp.me for many reasons, specially the settings, and became greater. Now, I've reading so much bulling, like this woman never stops talking about me and wishing no friends, talking about time frame zones, about things she does not even know, but I'm not here to say anything on changing anything really. Simply know that all your acts are part of your destine, if you supported a person who is harassing and copied all my characters, now is mild people I'm not roleplaying in those groups. I do not exist for 9 months, not only supported but also copied my domains to support such actions.
People know it, some need likes, but those who like you told me already without asking. "what people are capable to do for likes" and "they are here to have fun" on other words, to be alive, what makes this living sense. It's sad, but I'm honoured to see this documental, one day there will be a documental about role play and all those who were hacked will come in the air to speak. This last week or two, I read "I'm not going to be a woman to maintain her children, I'm here to role play." That was really bad, that's the end, placing that on the air. The hatred is so low class, that everything you had trusted turns like pearls given to the pigs, but I've collected my mind and the rules of rp, so this things never happen again to anyone as that psycho going on my Facebook and exposing my real life with lies. Cruel lies about me as a mother, just as the other. It's funny how long ago this person said opening that I was not a character, that Styx was not a person or Goddess with a body, that it was only a river. Without even reading, like what kind of person would do this? As much hated would my character put it would have some balance to it all, a crisp sense of good humour into story telling.
Anyways, not all veterans or obese people are the same. Not all veterans believe that bullying a country is the best way to be superior, or not all obese people disgrace other people to compensate their fear of being loved in real life. Because of the believe to never be loved for their great deception, so others have to pay the hatred. The other because never had a good f***, God knows, the other because her husband cheated her and she would rather have a fantasy with someone who cheats in writing and is not available as a woman really needs. So its all a sick circle, this laws of rp, will help people moderate their rp and rl, to end this circle of sickness. For people to only sl follow the line, and the many stages of having a relationship of rl. The back and force and the not necessarily obligations to protect the rules of rp, if not go back to rl and cave man people pulling woman's hair.
At the end of the story, the morale is that hatred is a very powerful mechanic, it does really hurt people and put people on power with a witnessing eye. That silence is watching, it won't mean that such actions will happen again, all the work moves towards an integration called justice, new unfairly things comes, but is part of evolution.
I'm no one special, I work a simple work today I got my first call from the lawyer on a second case court, won't talk about it because it might take years unless higher sources deal this phenomenas rapidly to an effect. I need to be free from trials and more powerful people to bring balance. Id wish to write as I used to but I'm learning how to do pizza dough and being at peace, 5 years of bullying to 6 now, because it continues. This two people wan't to put me as part of their perversion, one day I will pay a hacker so I delete their domains from all my characters, think to know whom they are, but is not who I'm or belong to. If people knew their names, I think Tony Starks know from feeling, their manipulations. Also my discord was hacked and they made Wonder Woman's group go down to zero in the comic community. Copied her Word Prompt of the Week too, sick people, they don't know that the great force is the bond of friendship with people not how much you produce. Psychos without flexibility to think for what is really happening, and making lies about their real life on each character. The truth is that they think they are helping to maintain the site but so many people left thanks to them, some need to return, but if I state their names they would immediately know were it comes from.
Also the same reference to my language in the private, insulting my writings in the air and in the private, how much hatred a person could have really? Like those Terrorist placing booms to innocent people, people who go to work or school. Because they feed their theories with hatred and really think to own their independence in this way. And really I send a nice video in the private the other day, share some nice words about potatoes and get another insulting second question, the harassment is such this question is asked 3 times on my writing, with words of impediment and many words who reflect minimisation as an imposition when the question has been themed to change the subject. Such as where I'm because I can see your writing (as a minor thing) or such words an obese people would feel to himself really, all those words. What is the need to have a psycho in the community of rp and a borderline, all they wish if they do that to each other or one day they are completely eliminated from my existence. But I must stand, as my country stood once, as that little girl of me stood ones too many times, it will continue and one day it will cease, it will end. Thanks to the many people and patience I will be able to write again one day as a role-player.
When I look at my children and the cruelties of the world I really hope first of all to define good from bad, what works better in team work and be reliable with mentally healthy people. Perhaps doing mind craking results or facing the fence of evil people, such as the poverty in South America or Africa, that they can simply Garden around their home, go to church, have a sense of unison with God, to never be narcissistic thinking they know better and to never treat anyone wrongly unless to be put away to not poision anymore. To be selective and productive in a wise balanced mannear to long lasting projects, to know the senses of prayer and the mind. To respect silence and those who are modest for revealing the truth is not always necesarly if you are going to hurt someone and if you have a studious delicate mind who regards the time for instrospection to find the key words so things work. To be able to chosse wiselly and be surrounded by those who have values of respect, one day very soon this nightmare will be over, specially from this two psychos who had insulted me and my children in the world of rp, among so many things who have never been stated. You never know how the coin twists, and trust me that in this letter I'm saving a life, you have to believe is over, trust me.
Before the party, because the Club has it's on standards, we had a little charity chat.
Of course my love, we have important Guest coming all over from heaven.
They are in charge of keeping it pure, top of the cream hon.
And the dead from Hell too, but they all have a public image, is going to be fine.
I don't know what everyone is expecting as long is doesen't go too private for the open minded.
Is not as easy my love, wait I got a call from a Nordic Goddess.
Your husband is violent and you want to be crying with him? If you wish to be with him...
Ofcourse I'll be there but you are taking your dirty secrets too hidden, your humility is equal to your desire, for natures sake, range him almost amongst your saints. He also got that spark, why do you think he is making you cry? No, no I'm not busy at all.
Is only a party, no sex at all, I promise you that I will be thinking of your Hell, well, people are arriving hon, let me know. -before hanging the phone- whatever.
As we entered the party it seemed some need to debate as to pealing the layers of imagination, paying attention to only looks and the number of their judgements.
Im ready.
the mercy seat uppon the ark cherublims and magnanimously cheers to the conquering music. I love them all dancing, all your bodies. Juicy, sweaty and fresh.
Mean while in the north pole, a wife to his unmoving husband had her hollly duties.
As children dancing in the garden of eden prove superior to thousands of its critics.
Yes, Charon it has been so apocalyptical lately, for what remains of the energy, give me your little dance, strictly, calmly, sooth my rage.
HUhhhh...
And of course because everyone is part of a party...
Euripide gave good providence while Clio came to mark the demons in the house.
If you shake the first chacra the energy rises by itself, no offence. Hum, mmm... yes, like that, I like that. You need no one if you like to pray dancing with your body.
Pleasing the sentiment of human nature knaveries are knaveries, let the man do their duty.
Not imperious but fair of the fittest moment, a woman listen to her drunk man.
Jesus Christ, he has it in his power to dismal catalogue with the most pleasant of his white people's conclusions.
I like it hot and in the air, is where it burns best all around. Latino and African style.
He is holding his prayers so I write, but I like music and feeling the body till all the guest comes.
There are certain light characteristics in modern man, you find it in the mix between pussies and d*cks, then whatever on the way of the dance in a liberating expression.
Don't tell me the Devil is here?
Whatever, this dud will never confess.
What are people talking about so much? The Dark Nymphs pushed them interrupting the closed minded.
Celebrating that God has given us this body with different images
around the world, never dance with the same people. That's more pathetic than sinful.
And for those who copy dance steps, just let it flow that..
you are worthy for, is all I ever wished you for, come down to the river and celebrate one another no matter the hatefulness or fear, let it be in the air.
Of course my love, I love everyone and everyone hates me but this river is miraculous, it baptises the self. I love my husband and God above, even do I'm a monk and I'm tired of the spiritual world who needs sharing actions, honouring those who are every year trying to bring meaning with too many words.
Of course I'm not going to talk as a sex worker, but is being tiring up there in Olympus holding my rage as if I'm a Nymph with no water...Huhhh.... like trying to have a colourful orgy in my mind, a cracked Picasso painting with cubisms passing through to ease the hate. Finding without seek an orgasm inside of me as when man seek for immortal moments. Is so hard. Life is so hard I can only think of one thing.
You better turn me into gasoline Charon, or that they talk about so much, renewable energy. Would you make me submissive, don't think to have the stomach, the greater that you can hide my rage, the greater yourself. Last night found it hard to sleep after you left, went down with cheerleading pom-poms shouting yes at me to go out watch some people f***ing to enrage them more. Is this world heavily into roleplay sex, you know all those fantasies this people play, what is all that about? Playrooms, they like to f*** in private rooms too? And get all dressed up for sitcom. Never have heard in my entire immortality the word 'cowgirl' position, what an innocent enjoyment.
Tried desperately to remember what are we doing in this world, flush a memory, a vivid dream, oh but is too dark, not now. Moderation, Styx, normality blessed them dogie style.
They wan't sex, power and money, people? Ahha ha.
Is difficult to understand the inner goddess jumps, canes, chains and whips, is that found exotic? Knees bleeding in the flat pavement. _ Charon listens patiently, drives through the objects beyond, without making any attempt to be heard, hours pass.
Then uprose himself so gallantly, pocketed to feel his Charon coins and keys as a supernatural creature making me bubbling up across the buildings of the city. Pick up Senua and a Pretty Boy too, The Dark Nymphs and Clio escort us. I don't think that I'm ready to throw a peculiar party, I'm no roleplayer. Is actually my a reality, an expertise. It happens to be that people are getting a little too biblical now days, on my defence this rivers only flows among heaven and hell. Clean my hands.
My heart is a dark child he mend's roads with.Softly.
Our son Rio vanished at the time the Light bringer raised his wings above this earth. All I asked our boy was that, its not necessarily to... worry. He got pist when he found from my mouth that I'm loyal to you, why would he think I'd betray you, a binding oath. This is what happens when God plays with the clay in my river to handle his angels, Christian philosophy, guilt, desires and more guilt, accusations. I'm tired, is time to sleep from this long ride as for me to behave. No words flow as easily as with the power of rage. Miss the infallible resource of the underworld, my Greek... it be nice to watch for a while longer. As if the Kingdom of Hell exists. Is difficult to see it, really. A fantasy? A creed? A club?
It al fliped as the Gods parted to their own realms resetting their bases. As some fought for lower positions to represent widows for example and what else, me exporting their dead husbands, nothing new happened in Olympus really.
The Gathering of the Gods determined characteristics who breeders were installing as some trait that allowed them to strive, to prevail, to prove they own their realm, but Olympus? Watched Charon waiting next to me, we were not leaving. Sometimes, I'm very ambitious and expand beyond measures following the dictamen to letter, other times like others woke up without any hatefulness to stand against and for, it was like oh! I'm Styx, and months have passed without hearing a voice from Zeus. Hera commanded peace in the heavens and as this river descended from the Isle of Fortune and the Elysian Fields, atmospheric as heavenly hosting Gods and Noble Warriors, notorious.
Even when no one was watching this is the pick of the Zenith and found my tribal instincts to be far away from Zeus and Hera's matrimony. Was debating if one soundtrack or the other really, that much I cared the actual evolution.
Blew another empty smoke sensing my daughter Eos revelations, of course, I have raised her. Every month gave her packs of bills to count, her adoptive father Charon ex-changed them from a few of his gold coins. She certainly was raised to be more materialistic than how minimalist she claimed to be, coached her, guarded her, supported her wishes, and always gave her half of my belongings. After all, she is the New Dawn and what best investment there is then having the proof of my very self being reaped from my very best to stand in her own to the leftovers of the world. I just really hated the idea of having her work for others, they all belong to the elder generation, thoughtfully asked Charon as pensive he was "When are you going to ask Zeus for the money?"
I mean, is not that I only want Charon's vessel to travel the souls for the money, or his stick that rocks his boat is not that I never ask him for anything as the devotional wife Hera who loves freedom. On the reverse demandingly, because patience has no ticket return in this river. "And we are not moving till he pays fully, the more the better at once. The fewer losses Char, is an investment. For your own benefit." Of course, my husband is the God of Greed and who would be better for this act. I mean. Look around. Not even the very Zeus had the enlightened idea of what was going on and even if he did, he seemed resilient before Eris and everything it represented. I wan' to be alone. What I'm after takes a push of my own and as many teachings on counting gave to Eos, counted on no one to bring forth the word. So I made my way down a few levels bellow exactly where the prodigal son of Hera, Haephetastus was always. After electrifying her mother and F***ing around the world with Dyonisus he returned by the charming voice of his other best friend Eros to return to Olympus. We had a pact, I made a deal for him in the name of his technology.
It is not that I'm independent and like to do things on my own, smart habits and practices allow me to enter at the right moment and was kind of pursuing numbers and charts, drafts of commerce to this in recognition of his behalf. Gods, as people look at the market place become more objective. It was easy written on wet clay, as the ruler of Babylon was written in cuneiform. He is a funny guy of those who is made only by his mother, as Athena to Zeus, he was mama's boy and certainly liked my presence as every friend of his who was a womanizer, a futuristic poet or rails, armors and everything going metal, wires, nets of wires.
"I definitely like this song, Haepe"
He stood up with open arms to welcome me, he was not really into God's gathering and all that, he was thinking always thinking as his mother, he was everywoman's wish, modeled after a woman wish on her opposite sex. Much to himself, constructive. Praised for the tendencies he broad, from Warcraft items of defense to attacks. From connections of warriors to hackers to protect the company. Not that is easy getting information from the River Styx in order to destroy me. You would flip the coin to guess, enter as many realms and get out to find me and nothing would match. I like those who recollect the water with a ceramic bowl to make tests and make meetings on my name, specializing in the subjects of mine and getting distracted from the samples. It was impossible to get to the bottom, really. Strategists.
They united from different clubs, laboratories, offices, conscientious reunions, and calls by the observance of principles. And my waters are as I say. To what I say, it is. Not necessarily if you are inside the mafia, is kind of the dark side of Olympus. The fun. So after hugging the boy out of the free time of the Olympians, he made me enjoy listening to his last rebellious invention. "So, you are also privatizing your own for less stress and more productive quality, you are learning to manufacture new methods, very well! Is all in the system, the better, the greater trait"
I was not going to talk about our technological pact on frequencies, I mean. I got the head office on my neck, after all, I'm the Goddes of Last Breath, and it is not that I inflict that on others, only, was flown by it. Setting on the corner of his bussy desk, observing his last movements among the informational clutter of his composition, and is part of his masterpiece, alright? Crossing my legs to incline forward admired the sparking potential. It's logical. Perfect. "So you can now monitor the souls while they are alive, but you have them plugged in your algorithm. Zeus is yet not bringing word for the investment and your mother insists on the biological touch, how motherly of hers, isn't it?" Everyone wished to be alone, is not that hatefulness rules the world and the world needs a break, jumping from concepts to conclusions as the program now exists beyond my given charts to prove the trait in the market, found the whole situation too slow, bureaucratic, and taking advantage of the lockdown to do nothing about it really. "So they don't trust me, he? And who said it was to trust me? I'm to be feared and hated! Respected, I don't need non of them to talk to me. I want the deal." Of course, after watching Eris take her leave as the floors of Olympus followed her, that was a weird sensation, could perceive two stages in one, the illusory and the real crossing the dread of specters affected on daily life, Gods and Human beings too trapped in a ghost area, a down gap between pulsating new impulsive waves. "Yes, the recession, right. It has been a high expectancy of results is a matter of resolution, postponing is bogus." If there is something admirable from the high ranks of genious is that they always have a clean record.
Pat on his shoulder as a professional who gave him the underworld's map to engineer the program on his own hands. He knew what to do after he provided me with his interesting occupation. "So you are incubating Zeus information, and he gave it willing it to Hera, good, very good!" Leaned back, proud of the waiting. "I can see" Finding some discomfort in my crouch by seating in the narrow corner of his desk, added to my personality a dissonant tone of thankfulness. "Pleasures, comforts, only Olympia knows! And the International Gods, are they aware or are they still hiding from the apocalyptic threats? The old is dead, there is no other choice Haepe. I'm old and I'm death, but there is something beautiful about this generation. Something keeps me alive." We shared a few talks and laughter on Gods for a while, it was pathetic of ours but funny. It has been a memorable date, he worked well with me, when joking and when serious.
"Did you know that my daughter Eos is coming to celebrate your work? I need you to code it in her body."
Today I feel ooc and worried and I like to set my mind out if I can recover something, something that I feel lost. It's as lost as the lost souls from the river Styx. In a metaphorical form, the character of Styx is top Narcissist and Hateful, powerful in her domineering flow to flow among all the legions of Hades, Heavens, and Hells, but deep inside she only cares to her realm, the lost souls who sink in eternal last breath. (Is very sorry inside)
Developing this character for the last 16 years, it has been the same stories, over and over again, getting to learn more from the same thing, I had found the lost souls to be roleplayers. Living in the flow of roleplay, between life and death (virtual reality) because someone is not alive and one is not touching any ground. Is not that I own roleplayers, but to my feelings, is the roleplayer in me and what signifies. There can be found many interpretations of what roleplay is about. And I won't share all my studies since I know how people can copy my copyrights, studies who had cost me a deal, for good and bad. Studies I worked very hard and appreciate from the roleplayer community to the roleplayer community to materialized. Not changing anything really, but adding and simplifying.
So, you can study myth and then start to think you can work your myth, as any given character can existentially have its movement by your creation, by the same foundations, growing up with it.
Then healing is a form of life that is contact with nourishment, longevity (immortality in a spiritual present form of belief that makes you high, cleanse and pure) So I have developed stages where some of this lost souls, have learned to walk on earth, while the majority are forgiven after a cycle of eternity as in Myth depicted to be 100 years, I'm not aware of if the underworld has measurements of years since none of us have been dying to record anything about the time being there. But there is time in our consciousness that all sinks down, over and over again, as the lost souls who did not pay the values in their living and the coins to Charon, the ferryman to cross over to their hells or heavens.
This somehow has over gone over and over my head. I don't think people come to role play for healing or therapy or self-development, maybe they do in the process. Most are like watching TV for entertainment in a sedated way from reality, randomly doing and doing for no reason, much of frontal thinking, very fast, operating to show perfection, to be liked to have friends, to learn better, to have fun and I love that. A roleplayer is very valuable, is more into character development and stories. These stories have shown a community of people who are graciously sharing time and over the years, even if you don't interact with others so much as I do, it becomes familiar, your home, a part of you where you link over and over again, between last breaths, again and again, lost it in.
Most of all I want to thank everyone for their process of development in their characters, I will ask to stick to their characters instead of making so many characters. The methodology is going deeper, running away to find a better character as if a new lover will be better, won't change your problems. Yes, we need many characters since each shares different voices, other voices can't. But you can't go as deep with so many, is impossible, you can be a good clicker or a good writer and is wonderful to have read so many good stories. I'm grateful to the amount of flow it's happening and I feel so much fear at the same time, impossibilities. These impossibilities will be changed by pairing a few settings and is very basic, is methodological and purely mechanic in the operation system of how you configure your character in groups, from the very rp.me. When I say it will, is because any idiot could get to my level of intelligence. I can support it in a few months or anyone can get to that mathematical, scientific, relational solution.
Sometimes there are doubts, as today. Why would have to work with that, can people already do it by their intelligence? I have come to a point in life where I'm overvaluing what roleplay is, and if supporting human stupidity would be profitable and successful to the degree of level I see, and I had the experience. Not showing off, but it does exist.
I believe in Univeral Love and a true role player must have achieved this degree through all its characters, independently of who is writing behind. As a self-development and group development. I come from a life experience where things are valued and I don't only mean money, but money determines how much money and worth its to each thing. Because we do not value air, we take for granted the power in breathing, there is therapy call Re-Birthing, this therapist specialized in this technique and many were doctors, it's a long story behind it. And I'm not going to talk about it, you can understand it in a book or from mouth to mouth, but these techniques are very powerful, by just breathing with many methods. What I mean is that some people value the air they breathe and you can read your breathing.
Will stop here, you can feel people's breathing, by studying yours. There is a full dictionary there, as cries and laughter can have many connotations and different tones, musics to it. Without words. Words are in a lower level of mind, you will never achieve a higher consonant to see it all, since word thinking is not inside the speed of light, time-space who relates with a chain of events that mean the same, through the history of your own. this chain system is worked, unleashed, and decodes much information inside.
In the Occident, many people go therapy to have better relationships, to have success, and a few because they are touching down the bottom, about to die, or were in an accident. this last have more probabilities to make their lives better, then the first two. My mother was an organized to international Therapist, so we knew how to sale therapy to the rich or newly rich, a few would pay by parts thinking they would change their lives for better, but statistics never lie. Those who come for success or relationships, never change. Loneliness is a great epidemy in the world right now. It's been grooming before the internet came out, why people do such things, for their lack of connection.
Now people feel connected online, and there is a jump from both worlds, who will eventually explode more easily, giving trust faster. Won't talk about, since is not of mine to predict, some people think I'm a read the future and I deny it over and over again. Is commune sense. Anyone has the senses to feel and see, is like the weather you can predict it will rain, and at the same time, most of the things are predictable. Because of the nature in it.
I've been around many people who are doing well, and you don't need so much in this world to be happy being grateful is magical. Then to another extend find our bodies need to worry, to do things, is a healthy part of the brain who needs to be active. Then we need silence, to relax, to let go, to surrender, to perceive without ambitions. As the simple doing can turn silently, there is an inner observer (not judgemental) One learns to see the observer from the judgemental the more your practice your self in any given scenario, life or RP.
And I miss the playfulness and celebration. It has been very costly to apply changes, its time for me for honoring everyone from far away. Something in me rather keeps in this place of being alone, peacefulness. An inner danced happened, but I stopped seen people dancing, and dancing myself, many things happened and became very discriminative to everything I do not want and won't condole. I only think of the future and the greatest method to do a short cut for this future. It feels in the present time, to be honest, and it might sound crazy as it's.
I only see children, all my children in the garden of the divine playing. And it makes me laugh inside, not hoping they will grow up one day, but that they will see the seriousness and maturity in it, being playful and yet responsible which means the ability to respond.
Maybe I had practice meditation and therapist, studied many religions and tribes, but I consider myself a Roman Catholic Apostolic, who likes a little more the nordic churches but had limited time to be religious at any church. I'm not a Christian, but if you put me before all the nations, it's us who had given ourselves to others and the world as no religion did, there is an act of missionary, there is sort of sacrificial goodness in saying sorry. Have lived around the world, not in every country, but I'm in a believer in what I have seen from my existence and thanks my parents to have educated in this way before going to India when was 13n.
There there is a communion among all things, Jesus is the only meaning of our Christening like. And I have my relationship with God as I hate Jesus for putting himself in the cross, against the world of celebration he meant. But its sales and moved the world, with martyrdoms. Something I truly hate, away from playing Styx a Goddess of Hatefulness, I hated. But as a child loved going to church and feel divinity, brotherhood, goodness, and pity, seeing the cross, a sense of humbleness. It might be in these last two years that came to get a glimpse of what it meant, the Meek. And would say from this last decade too. But was not aware in its totality, if I had to choose to be an arrogant person, would have never chosen that path, till I said yes. I get it now.
I won't like you as a role player, and you might know there is a spiritual war out there, being paid for a long, long time. Is not the Devil really, we "Christians" because even if you are an atheist you have an embedded biblical DNA in you and is coded so deep in your personality that much must be washed since it also gave some traumas. But hey, we had evolved beyond the Bible. In a more psychological and playfully way, I believe we are above all human intelligence to understand other religions and cultures as roleplayers as many out there went not to conquer the world but to bring goodness, in bad ways, and good, but they did, many running away from own. We tried to hard, we tried too hard, but we tried and we did it.
In the year 1981, I was 7 years old as a Spanish person, not in the USA or UK, my parents are their friends who were talking in what school to place their children for the second language. What I mean is that the world at that date was debating if Inglish or French as a second language, if you slip the world in parts for whom was studying a second language were only the rich. But they had their choices. Only Europeans know that the USA did not win the war against Hitler, and was not the UK all alone. Because you know history from one side of the story. But Hollywood made people laugh and dream, and the music made the people happy. So it was very liked by the world. The Spanish from Spain was the only and first to have the "Revolution against Franco" The dictatorships that were going in Europe. It was not a communist thing really but against poverty and tyranny. It was very basic in Spain, they were 50% of all your goods by force or death. It was the Spanish who called the attention of well-known people in America and Canada, who came to aid Spain, first and only when Europe silenced the UK too. The Russians made half the job from the back of Europe all alone. And Americans with Canadians put the world together with the UK too.
But in the year 1981, intellectual debated the long fights among the colonies competing to get more land to conquer the world, but there were all Christians. Spanish practically gave much of their lands of the Westside of America up till Canada, they were doing a good job and they could not bring more Spaniards anyways to do the job. Spanish had admired the British and we gave up long ago, there are many stories it to I won't talk. What I mean with this story, is that the world has come together to finally speak one language in our generation.
Most of you are not aware, because you were born ignorant to history and the reasons why, what put the Christians together to push the English language together in the world, the French are still angry till date, but is the Frech President and speaking on behalf the president of America till date and Eu is struggling for the past mistakes with this extremist religious and cultural war of believes.
You might be reading this if you care about role play and healing and be thinking so what? I don't care. It's sad to say that people with education are the only ones who care, or that Christians are the only ones who care, or that is no one's business to care so much. Somewhere in some corner of your own, there must be good, there must be an eternal wish to do good, to heal your own at least. It would be stupid to think that will you gain a better person to give because you have another or you have money if you had not healed inside, you can only share mistakes and sickness a waste of life. When I had put 40 people that I consider white trash and lives from the Government for free with values, to what is hard work to sweat to be caring, to be frightened of your work, when I say White trash I mean it because it thinks to be superior, still. There is no strive or struggle to be better. Before an immigrant who would want to be a better person. And if you take from statistics to the black communities who are in Welfare many will do the same, but the majority are striving to be better in a world that gives a damn. As their own, they do.
What I mean by this because if I have to take standiscts of how many roleplay work, don't work, have ambitions, want to be a better person, want to help the world around them, and who is white trash living from the Government without caring a damn. And they would think on the other side, If I have to bring people who care in this place and wish to study them selfs in energy groups, they won't find a healthy environment, or understand clearly what this place is.
I don't think you value the English word or what this place means for you. Did you know the English Dictionary is the simplest, compared to German, Spanish, Frech, Italian, Chinese, Sanscrit as Latin? Did you know, many said around the world, it would be the easiest language to learn for the rest of the world. Is being said from teachers in school as well, the School of the Prince of Spain. From a British man who knew I forgot how many languages, he was very fat and pink, with glasses and we thought he was crazy because were all Spanish and snob, all the same, and this how you think where you are small-minded as a teen, especially. But we liked him. It was maybe the first time we liked English class because he talks about the languages in the world and the history of English being an English man who traveled the world, so he was not given by books only or family, he was kind of those British explores and end up with a ridiculous job, to keep on. You could see he hated being a teacher with brats who did not appreciate him and was there as a stepping stone. But he gave us the importance, many teachers did, also the teacher of Science who studied in France. All of them gave is the importance.
I don't know what it's like to be in a public school or other cultures as a child, but I can see when a person has importance. Arabs don't care to their people, they had petrol and is just two decades ago they have an infrastructure to do things, and still, they care more about the survival of children from the suicidal bombers than their people. They don't know about Laboral rights as the Christian world fought for, they don't know about Female Rights, Black Rights, this was all Christians because they had the right to scream for freedom. You can't do that in Africa, in a Muslim world, to date. Not in China, or India, etc... and people can be happy and find enlightenment but alone.
So yes, I will end here saying nothing much, I believe in collective awakening, I believe you are damn slow mentally, to be honest even if you people are cool writing stories, but I wish you to get the importance of you being in here. Not as Christians, but from where you come from, if you want to be white trash till the day you die, or you think that you matter, that is not supremacy or a split from the world, but to go out there in your community and participate. Bring a real story here, study, there are roleplayers in this place who shall have a noble prize and are writing for free, is sad to believe that the true success to all this would be in making a better world.
But again you go make statistics and put them by parts, 80% relationships, success. Roleplay gives a belief of success and power but is illusory, there are many more realities to it. If you stick to the bases and foundations of your character with others.
I can't ask roleplayers to heal, as this letter states and will remark 2% of the thousands of people we had worked for the International therapy shows, go to India or if not have the money they give their career to become a therapist, to be a massagist, involving the therapist in their coaching to the companies, etc.. to at least devote their work in an always healing and nourishment, with them selfs and others, continuously.
Now China is opening their gates to alternative therapy, the black people are not going to therapy really, they have way too much going on blaming on others but they try, The Arabs have strong beliefs and would let a relative die without going to alternative therapy having all the money in the world. The new rich are more interested in Instagram than nourishment unless its to look good and here we go, take care if you can, and build walls for your career.
Roleplay is a place of no real religion and we are the first, I want you to know a little about the world, I'd love you to pay interest in your healing process, to study the world. I would love to say that we have a great team of roleplayers managers but is sad to say how afraid they are of mingling their darkness, shadows with others. I'm going to tell you one thing, we heal together. And is not in a seminar or going to hurt, even the pope Francisco said that going to confess your sins is not enough, we have traumas, and there are techniques.
If I had the power, Id wishes to call some roleplayers and ask them if they are eating well, if they are going out. I know is the process of death and killing past, as a kind of abandonment to some, and to a few, an entertainment escape and too little ones is a process of spiritual achievement or self-realization. And all of this together. I don't think roleplay is the answer, I have seen how many talented roleplayers have stopped it because its not the answers and many who are here 24/7 are killing the meaning of what roleplay is.
Some times it looks like a madhouse or playground of children. A loss of time to people who have values. If you stand away and look at it as if its the first time you come to roleplay, by looking at the pictures in the New members, or go to read the groups and the sections of people's blogs. Is not easy to understand at first sight.
There is also a kind of frequency field, I have tried to bring people to roleplay, but found is impossible, those who are here are the ones who are meant to roleplay and that's it. Is too new, is like you must have particular traits to have ended in this place and waned or not, these traits are all in the commune. As different we are all, as you might have 9 traits to be a serial killer, top narcissist, or genocide. But, I won't share my diagnosis or the traits I have studied. I'm not going to give pearls to pigs, ungrateful people who copy your work, and are ungrateful.
I can share one trait you all have, there are a few more. Freaks. You all have a freak, MissFits. You would all be doing something else, but are here, dueling. And return. You can be anything and that's freaky. Not even a heavy metal punk is as a freak compared to a real roleplayer, everyone is Stuck in Character in Real Life.
There is a percentage of woman who are so heartbroken that will never meet a man again, so betrayed, this prototype keep playing the good girls friend and wife and nice person in all their characters, they have moral existence to their families but hate them deep inside because they are a failure. You have many prototypes, I could have one lover after the other or be married for many years, but love writing and doing my crazy things in RL, something no family, friend, or relations would understand since is too strong to handle. But I don't roleplay for there reasons most of you do or stop my living life because of traumas.
Id wishes to value more my fellow roleplayers and ask from the distance what's stopping me to roleplay. I have dialogues and long days of silence, I have my own resentments as well, resentments who paralyze me. I'm paranoid and ultra cautions into what invest my money and time for the next decades and the direction of affairs with my family and closest next to me. You do not know me, but I have my own thing going on and I do care to my people. I'm not there all the time and I have also incapacities and great need of good characters around my existence as to those I love.
I do not believe in suffering to learn, and desire non of this to further generations. There is violence, much violence, and autonomic changes coming with intensity in serial numbers as to say, entities pushing on streams, on their own, together, and them good too. But there is violence. I'm partial to Violence as Might, Strength, and a sort of healthy rage, that one who has when you go to the Gym or create resistance to dive for longer periods of minutes underwater, as I actually did and many would on their own. There is a predominant power behind violence, power, and strength, and is not all dark really. But it has to be tremendously dark if you need to heal. But is dangerous in the wrong set of awareness. If you have a roleplayer friend to trust your stories with and is able to stand to any "darkness or conflict, without having the fear that you would be rejected if you are not nice, or someone would delete a button on you or block you, etc... Insult you publicly" it would be ideal you can trust, because Europeans don't really do that and find that very white trash, screaming ooc, conspiring against people as if freedom of expression will make it, putting others against your own anger without looking deep in. I don't think we had Europeans fighting for toilet paper as in America but is Americans who own roleplay, and now China (Not very well) But they are using it in their companies so their workers can express, certain things IC. Ideas too. To stress out as well.
Anyways, is been enough. I wish to have evident statistics based on my theory. What takes to be a real roleplayer. Or a manager of roleplay. If you are going to harass one of the best roleplayers so is yours, you are not a roleplayer, from day one, you never were and never will be. If you are going to act against another roleplayer, so you are closer to another roleplayer, you were never a roleplayer and never will be. If you ask for quality and popularity, you can't have both. Since our mind is unlimited, but our time is not. You cant be a manager of every verse, but you can support others to do so. If you had sought for power, keep the roleplayer till you find the original power. If you put my final conclusion placing normal people who are rich and pay therapy, having only 2% of true seekers. And then you have to place in a chart, how many roleplayers come to roleplay to look within (any character as its character, because many are playing the same ego, or strategy to get a so together) I don't know if you'd get a full 0.01% because you are all freaks.
Freaks never wish to change, you find this in people who jump from character to character without depth, scream out a good story, write a good story, scroll in the stream day and night. Any psychiatric or person with a comune sense will agree with me. If you had a rat, rabbit or money to be tested in a laboratory and you asked them if their wish to be there, none of them would tell you they want to be somewhere else if they were born there. Or did not know better. I see you as that. I don't think you knew any better. As good as you are doing here, it seems to me, you can't even test yourself, to get the formula, to look within. You will keep on and on being tested, being studied over, as an experiment, the first roleplayers of the world.
And when you become your own doctor, your own therapist, or God, or have some commune sense, use your consciousness or love to one another. Become less self orientated to be something you are not because it's good, but there are few layers that are not soo good as its. I think you have the potential of bringing together a better board, or healing, and self completeness. Not as a character. But as a human being.
One day, freedom will rotate as in rp and out. And you will be grateful to have achieved this, not on your own or on your own, or how did it happen, or why, but by doing it so much you came to this realization. And perhaps you can welcome the world, who has to painfully has to learn a second language called English. Think of your self as a present to one another, and not only feel, also think. is easy to learn by copying everything we learn. Is just that there is something more to it, you can be managers and respect other managers, stop being so self-orientated and say sorry openly to all those you have envy, hurt. Share the same pain, move on.
There is so much love in every character, there is so much worth in real roleplayers, some roleplayers are like, is nice, is there always, but is not getting it. Is something mystical about it, is not one person or one writer? I have experience times that you would wish to know if everyone is the same person because you value everyone. Or one has inspired the whole board and it became contagious. It simply comes through, and everyone in a comune climax, ultimately high. More than a monologue, a 1X1 story or streaming out. The stream has killed much of what roleplay used to be, thanks to Facebook, myspace copied that f***ing stream and excuse my OCPD, not the word of how f*** things can get to be when you were used to perfection. Deeper writers and readings and more sense of community.
For me, the stream is a rubbish container of publicity and a waste of time who has created the rubbish or roleplay and my time on earth. Short mind, activity, addictive, and cutting away from the energy group. But if you come and tell people who has been streaming all their living, they won't understand unless they experienced it.
At this moment before getting serious on my studies, and is very difficult to draft the precise words without hurting anyone, by being more professionals. If you have the statistics on a draft, you would never have to point with your mouth any negativity and no one would take it personally, a group of people would see evenly what sales, what chucks, and what works more. What sickens people, what heals. The world of therapy became a bussiness and it turned ugly with copyrights and millions of dollars cutting the flow of people, they started saying other things, becouse mediation was not a sale, and hurting each other of tribunal fights. You have no idea how much my heart hurts to know the potential of humanity in greater scales. The better the worst. It would have been easier to be raised as a mediocre to have a mediocre view to careless, it would be less hurtful to take some drugs, alcohol, make love with my husband and only care for my children. I would be happier with a simple life. But I turned to learn too many things, becoming a freak and could only create in the world we seem to fit in. A world of arts, relations, studies and creativity, not only with computers but in real life too as roleplayers.
Sorry if I had to let go some critical views who might sound insulative, you are free to feel and discard anything, I just hope you would love your existence better being a roleplayer and thinking that one day you could work as a roleplayer helping to make a better board, and with it, a better world. To take it more seriously, more IC, imagine the world is watching.
Is all I have to say for today, is not easy being IC, today has been an ooc day. And like the stream too, especially the comics verse, is goofy, smart, and unpredictable. I know why many good roleplayers give up roleplay, and wished to bring my attention to those who pollute this site with rubbish content. Will ask once again, to take your time in helping uniting groups, stages as they are. To take more time in writing something worthy to read. Thank you for being in this place, and never be afraid of expressing yourself to me or new people on this site, in giving them a hand and turn them into better roleplayers.
Is all, there is healing in joy, this is not analysis, this is what makes roleplay above all, with all, but there are laws to it, there is a science to it and one day you will have to pick sides if to be a piece of rubbish or to be quality. If you nourish and heal yourself while commuting with others (counting the darkness to IC) or to hide it in lost soul monologues. Sometimes you can even report from the news you read or feel, from a member in your family, you can write so much and heal at the same time for the way you can communicate something, is not that other people are reading you, but there is a kind of prayer and understanding in the air.
Psychatry tags people, and they know the mind is always changing, Neurologist know this but they have to draw a pattern, they can write down everything as they say everyone is unique with so much in it. Imagine the multiple capabilities and connections of the mind, imagine if this minds move with its body and does things. Imagine the power of thinking, besides coding and images, who is artistic, imagine we could credit all this artist and musititians with a link of the stories who inspired us with their arts. Imagine someone does that to you as well. Imagine you had heal and die in peace content, not in a desire and regret, for that very hollowness of the lost. Imagine your experience has been a Quantum Jump or prayers to millions, and behind you this millions are waiting. Imagine you are not being an obstacle but part of the flow.
Is very difficult for me to write as corporate, as an computer ingeenering to what roleplay is about, becouse I don't see it happening. It can't sale as it's. I see beautiful talented people in this place, learning to write and coding, if I have to report what is the benefit of roleplaying. It would not come to healing, becouse if you see a person having the same existence than when it started roleplaying, there is something wrong, maybe had find a better way of understanding and expressing. But something is not active, is only a virtual expression of how would you relate, is like you chip this roleplay into real life. Do please take your communion in roleplay from the heart and bring the heart to real life, in your style, however, you are the awareness to it, this is not a program to learn languages and psychology, this could be healing if we play our sickness and become more playful and serious about it at the same time.
Look at reality, not from inside a cocoon, strive to breakthrough. From RL to RP and back, I feel it when I relate and return if the members of my family or people who are connected with me are better, happier if I'm bringing something. Is like an electric vibe and we are only two inches away from making a perfect world if we all get this code call Univeral Love, or a heavenly state is as continuous healing, but healing does avoid darkness or destroys or fights against death. Is grateful to have lived and to part away, it has been fulfilled.
Only think about it, you have been posting all your existence, with better words and images, music, but what did you really do? Besides maintaining your body to continue posting. It won't matter, nature can take over the earth again and heal itself. At least if there is joy, there is a way to be. And roleplay has great qualities to have achieved by now. Besides being a channel of entertainment and activities to the imaginary. It feels as If I'm hammering into something and not nailing it. It's something there, and is not about investing with all the money in the world for it to happen, or telling people how to do it, or in the program. How can you pay a prostitute to love you? Maybe she will for one hour, the best she can, maybe it won't be sacred, I don't think it would feel unique but for the relief, I don't think it would be unconditional or very human, you would say at least I'm not using a woman for sex and lying to her that I will be her boyfriend or husband as many men do out there, and it's fine to do it if you love the moment, those are aware agreements in people. If you look at roleplay, it has all these qualities, we do it for free, and is one of the most joyous things because everyone is there as well in this manner, committing to your characters and relations. As idiots, imbeciles, genious, to have liked, to feel connected, to let it out, something is going on. Could see it as a Nebula in space, not fully really taking form, but you see its colors and potentials, not taking gravity and seriousness. Many Nebulas come to be nothing, they don't form, some do. And there is much going on.
I wish I could roleplay again, but the sensation has changed. Is easy to be popular, I know all the tricks, is very easy, any idiot could do that, it somehow that a call is calling me and just voicing out how it feels, wishing you the best in your journey that maybe one day you forget this words but something has click inside your own. Reading these words or not. That this prayer turns you a healer and a destroyer, a fun person to be around in RL and RP.
Thank you for being who you are, to those who resent me because you love someone and wished to be above, I forgive you, is the way you love, and everything we do is because of love. Even bad things, even our shadow love is because of love. I know you will never be my friend, it's a strong pattern and design in it. A person who looks within has 2% betterment, is not much if you look at it with your forebrain very fast, but looking deeper to it all, at the entire body of a person is much. If you knew how much it takes for this little 2% it takes all of you. Women to male organisms differentiate with a little more of this percentage. The same to a higher level of IQ. It is using 4% to 5% of its brain as Einstein was. Is like lifting your body away from a cancerous relation inside oneself. No one is responsible, you can have a doctor, a therapist, a priest a best friend, the unconditional support of your partner but it will happen 100% to see your own relations with sickness, any sickness. (Not other people).
And I'm not perfect, but I had stopped smoking thanks to the stories and regained smoking two months ago after a death. I'm not perfect and as you continue to strive from this cocoon, wishing we are something special not just freaks. I really dream to see, we did it. But as it's, because by the intuition of how people write and why do they have these characters with who, get to know who is who and could totally understand why things are being said, but we are not being fully honest and cooperative. Asking for quality is not deleting everyone and selecting the best with some of our characters, but why do we do many of the things we do. Bulling and corrupting the stream is one.
If you knew how much love we need, how much working love, and healing love, you would understand it would never stop.
With much consideration to every and each roleplayer, for whatever reason or background who broad them here. I'm sorry if you need to feel what I mean and it might sound too much but I will post this as my mind is organizing to minimize this into a part of an infrastructure I'm working with. My heart needed to breathe it out, its a part of healing is not a culture or religion, or in the program, or in the settings. But after so many studies came to the point that if there is love there is no healing and if there is no real nourishment it's only an illusion, stimulating to the mind and perceptions as real, but true healing takes something in all of us and we shall understand whatever spiritual consort of prayer or healing, the wars in the world, get more in tune and participant.
I wish I could explain this better, but I have trust in you to be whatever you want in real life and keep promoting joy and playfulness, sincerity in all you do.
Thank you, and forgive me for not correcting this post, said goodbye, and had not finished many sentences, they are openers of gates within thoughtfulness and prayers once again. I wish to thanks especially, that you become better writers, watching your evolution has been formidable, to those who were always nice and perfect getting to honor the darkness. I don't see community RP, transformations, confessions or forgiveness, stages, groups rotating, strong dynamics, and stronger faster dynamics. 99% randomness and only two talented people whom one happens to be a genious, do please become a genious yourself. people being the same person in all their characters is not a roleplayer. Or a person who truly pays interest in reading in going deep, in going totally, in being taken by it. Another understanding, culture, draft, music to it, etc... Its too much Ego. Let this genious be, be grateful these people exist, really. Talent is within you and can only be achieved in this way, not because of any other reason, it can help blood relations or social status, but many genious have come from non of this and I think is enough by now.
Have invested too much time in roleplay, id wish to say goodbye as if you re my children and to tell you that everything is going to be well, but a human to be considered matured is 26 years. University and Masters degree, and more years added to it a couple, 28 years to know the child you had can work with strong foundations by itself. It would be premature to say goodbye from my part, really. Something is calling me, to change, to heal, to transform, not feel sorry is saying these changes. Is like the music continues and that contagious dancing has stoped in me. It would be irresponsible to march away since this is not a hobby to me but a life form who has become a part of me.
We simply do what love to do, and as some careers, you can't be playing football for so long, you move on, as a coach, etc.. watching others do what you used to do. Achieving other realms of the old age, as a painter who breathes to paint will never stop painting until my last breath. But I'm not really a writer, in fact, never wished to be a writer. Wished to be an astronaut, a detective a nun, a classic musician, never a show off dancer, but to make people dance like a dancer. Never wished to do many jobs I did, did it because I was misguided by people "You cook so well you shall be a chef" Never dreamed of being a chef, never did. And even studying for scriptwriting, was to honor my father. This life is complicated, knew had to do with multimedia that a person was more important than a movie. That it consumes too many viewers times. I knew my studies were not to watch a film or read my stories but something more interactive in the body of the real world. And ended up being a roleplay, because the Industry only had seen me as a sexual instrument and hated my talent. Got much trauma from it, to date to ever come out as a working person for a better job. My psychiatrist has given me medication for meetings, serious meetings out the ordinary, for this very reason, because something inside gets nervous, never express it, but the whole context of me changes trying to avoid being known by this fear, by being wrongly perceived as a woman and not an intelligent supportive person. It's so strong, that I used to say, Id love to have two bodyguards next to me so I'm taken seriously.
Wondering if its sickness that I'm here for or a talent, both, a sick world screaming with stories, writing today about healing to help me expose the profound meaning of healing, purification, and ritualism in doing so, making it part of your duty and day to day form of being. Being a better person as a roleplayer is not changing anything really, but loving yourself through all these characters and relations as we know it. Trust there is nothing to fix, you are already great, given all the potential to feel and transit through all your inner systems and connective systems. Ones you appreciate this joy of flowing within the self of you and with others, things happen. I really wish you to be an eye-opener within you and know that the world is watching as well, to take it with more importance. So make this place a better place from within you to others, loving too much one person could be denying others, maybe is an obsession. Maybe we need to change angles and emotions, the love of another might not be it. Admiring and being present won't stop when you love someone's talent its admissible to let this reflect in you as well, in all things.
Namaste, Amen. Enhsalla, might this world come together and let me free. Believe in the miracles of the heart, do please believe any toxicity can be transformed making your mind and body more vulnerable and sensitive to healthier products and vital needs. The more aware you become and grateful what you are given to be and become is all inside of you, all that you have to relate, from the darkness to goodness, and let healing be by simply observing the works through love.
I don't think I could ever be alive without you, lets say I must say goodbye in this letter, for new days, and new ones.
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