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Logan Marie
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***___QUICK PREVIEW ( scroll down for more)___*** "I recognize...your hope for eternal happiness, but it doesn't exist."
Age: RPed Between ages 19 + Difference: Mutant Abilities: Logan over the years of finding herself has also come to the realization that she is not any average kid with an unfortunate past. Logan can harness her Chi (the ability to focus the same level of inner strength to exterior motives [ super: strength/sight/ hearing/smell/speed], but she can also detect others who possess powers whether they were mutated or born with the power(s). Nationality: French Hobbies: Making music, Flirting, Traveling, Spending time with her foster family S.O: Lesbain Career: Street performer, bartender, College student ( when desired), Will join forces with other mutants when needed (x-men etc) Living situation: With foster mom in USA or her own apt /Car Foster Family: (mom)Harlow Lea Sparks, (sis) Sonali [ Biological: Mother is Deceased, put up for adoption by Father] Personality: Now: Logan is a young adult. She does as she pleases but always remembers where she came from and how she got where she is. She visits Harlow and Sonali, her adoptive family, but does not live with them, she travels a lot. She is a very intelligent girl, bilingual (English and French) and loves music as it was one of the strongest connections she shared with her biological mother. Although Logan is very stand-off-ish and rather cold, she does have a warm heart, although not many get to witness/experience it's existence. Logan is only sexually attracted to females, she flirts and screws around with hearts(unintentionally), she is weary of relationships due to all of her previous ( family relationships) being unstable. - She is a very Free spirited girl, and truly goes where every the wind guides her. She does not have many possessions. Just some clothes, a guitar, a frame of her adoptive mother and sister and a tarnished photo of her and her biological mother. ______________________ *****The Tale****** ~This place was a refuge to lost children and the forgotten. There was this little girl she had long black wavy-curls, and the purest blue eyes- the color of the ocean, who sat by the window, in the creakiest part of the room. She didn't play with the other children, she didn't talk much either, she was quite satisfied in her solitude. Every morning at 10am she would pull the musty brown chair to the window's base and sit silently on her knees watching cars speed by with the hope they would drag her sorrows and pain with them to a far away place... We use to think she was the lucky one because so many families seemed to take a liking to her, for the first few years she did several home visits. The adults would have this idea of the perfect child I guess, all of them had this honey-glazed idea that they were giving her...and- well.. all of us, a world we'd always imagined and wanted. - but with in just 2 weeks to a month she would be sitting back at the window in that musty ol' chair, silent. I asked her once, why she didn't want to live with any of those parents who'd wanted and tried to adopt her~ she simply replied "They like the idea of me...they think I am lost. " I stared at her blankly, we ALL were lost...or forgotten " I don't want to be found. I have a family..." she paused and rested a dainty hand on her chest " Even though they aren't here in front of me...they are all the family I'll ever need..." ~
Logan use to be a forgotten child, and as much as she didn't want to admit it, she was lost as well. Lost in her pain and lack of understanding as to why her father did not want her any longer. Before the death of her mother Logan's life seemed more than perfect. At the time her father and mother were always at her side, asnwering all of her questions about everything, and always encouraging her to continue to inquire about the world...because of all it had to offer. ~ The night that her mother died, she had been neatly tucked in bed by both her mother and father, her mother was in route to America for a business trip when the crash took place. Logan was greeted the next morning with a relative who explained that her father had to respond to an emergency and didn't wish to wake her up. They both traveled to the hospital where Logan was greeting with moistened eyes and sympathetic hugs and muffled sops offering 'I'm sorrys"or "You will survive this rough time". - That day Logan rested in the bed next to her mother she hummed the motionless woman now on life support, songs that were once hummed to her when she was put to bed. That was the last day she saw her mother- and the day that her father began to grow distant, she was 6 then. Logan never understood why her father began to push her away, but she copped on her own. The death of her mother was hard for her, especially with her father's sudden rejections. - Not many years after her father brought her to an orphanage and left her, asking her to understand that he was in no position to raise her on his own, but he kept in contact, until Logan was 10. Time pasted, and so did home visits - potential adoptions rose and she refused. Logan grew bitter very quickly as she resented her father for abandonment and missed her mother so much that she did not give any other woman the chance of day to prove how loving she could be. One day a woman with a foreign accent, approached Logan and introduced herself as Harlow. She struggled to explain in french to the girl that she wished to adopt and take her to live with her in America. Harlow had been in France for 6months on business and had begun volunteering in the orphanage in her spare time, she'd taken to Logan, as most adults seemed to, but she was different and Logan knew that. ~ Logan stayed with Harlow in France the last month that the woman was there before returning to the orphanage. As much as she wouldn't admit it, she enjoyed staying with the American woman, and disappointed to see her go, became quick upset and nearly as pained as when her mother passed, due to the thought that Harlow was giving up on her just as her father had. While Harlow did not fill the hole that was left from the death of her mother, a new place in her heart that she was afraid to admit had been created specifically for Harlow. Month passed before Logan realized that Harlow's words of " I will be back" where a promise and not an easy way out of responsibility. Logan was reunited with Harlow in the USA at age 12. The pair struggled. Logan's development of bitterness and stiffness formed a strong wall that made it hard for Harlow to deconstruct. Logan was often missed France and avoided men (as she thought of them negatively due to her father) and was very resistant with Harlow no matter how much she really tried to change. - Throughout Logan's teen years she became even more of a rebel, but her respect for Harlow and Harlow alone was very evident. - Harlow is the CEO of a large firm. She is kindhearted and very patient. As Logan aged, matured, she was introduced to Harlow's world, the people she worked with, and the events she attended. Although Logan didn't enjoy most events, she agreed to attend just to witness the smile and happiness that would appear on Harlow's face.
__________________Internal Awakening- When Logan turned 17 She began to noticed auroras that existed in the wake of others, their different colors and so forth. Not everyone she meet had such visible surroundings that she soon enough learned only she could see. A few months after Logan's 17th birthday she and Harlow experienced her abilities awakening when they were tracking down their lost dog- who'd escaped from the house. Unaware that what she could smell, and hear were upon her super senses the pair were able to locate their lost companion, but Harlow began to question Logan about her ability to track their pet. Logan brushed off the occurrence not realizing what wonders she'd left Harlow with, yet soon enough when the arrival of Charles Xavier, several answers were provided.
Logan reluctantly enrolled in the school for gifted youngsters, upon her arrival and stay of 6months she could that she did not enjoy the atmosphere and the idea of being confined in the school. Soon enough Logan left unannounced and has been on the road ever since, playing her music and doing odd jobs, but always returning to her adoptive Mother.
~ As Logan neared her years of adulthood- Harlow and Logan both welcomed another to the family. Sonali, whom Logan rescued on the side of the free-way when returning home for a visit. Over time Sonali grew close to Logan and she views her as her light in the darkness. Logan and Harlow were the first forms to express love towards Sonali and because of that she became very attached to Logan and Harlow, often seen with Logan all the time when she is at home visiting. ~" No matter how incredibly intolerable....I just can't seem to get you to leave!"
"Harlow...is her name, and don't you fucking forget it!" ***Background on Harlow[Adoptive Mother]: Harlow is infertile, she always wanted children but could never conceive any herself. She struggled to find someone who did not find her lack of fertility unsettling. Once she did- she was engaged and to be married, but her lover die of cancer that took wake in his body and gave him little time to live. Through the hard time of watching her love die she turned to her work for escape. - With the welcoming of Logan in her life and a few years later Sonali she has found herself awakening, and rekindling parts of her that she thought no longer existed.
She gave me another chance and I suppose for that reason I'm indebted to her.
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