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drabble ft. ❝beauti𝖋ul delirium. & 🍭inscrutable.   “YOU CAN'T LET GO OF ME EVEN NOW, CAN YOU?” His mother’s drawl crooned over the cacophony of voices ringing in his head. She towered over him, a fanged demon, as last he saw her—before the very end. He felt so small again. Just as he had when he was William. Meek, forgettable… unlovable…              beneath her.“I was trying to save you…” Spike whispered. “You’re thankless, always thankless.”“If you had any gumption, you would have been waiting with bated breath to see me whither and die, boy!”“I’m not a boy!” A sharp burst of anger, his fist beat a crack into the basement wall.“And… not… yet a man…”  Drusilla’s dreamy tone echoed through the room. “Always searching for a Mummy… a skirt to cower under…” she tilted her head. “A bosom to suckle.”“I couldn’t leave her…”“If you were half a man, you would have left!” His mother screamed. “What man wastes his life away scribbling poems and caring after a withering old lady? They all laughed at you. They still laugh.”“I killed them all, tore them limb from limb.” Spike uttered, rocking forward on his tailbone.“Painted the roses red… planted a garden for your mother in bloodied soil.” Drusilla sang. “Watered the thirsty little flowers with their blood.”“Never done anything for yourself, have you?” said his mother. “You let everyone walk all over you. Wasted all your time on reasoning and reckoning, but it couldn’t fix what was wrong, could it? The sick little weakness…”“I changed. Gone around the bend, yes, gone around the bend, but I got stronger.”“And now you’re weak again,” said Buffy.  “Got a soul like it makes any difference to me. You’ll never be the man I need.”“You should have killed her when you had the chance,” said Drusilla. “Wrung her pretty little neck. But you never could make Mummy happy, could you?”“No, could never make anyone happy. No one's happy, only hurt.”

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----Trigger Warnings----Tauriel remembers every detail of that fatal night. A reverent that curled around her mind in her waking hours or sleep, much like the spirited mist that coiled around the surrounding mountains. A pale noose that sometimes suffocated her, taking her every breath and haunted her mind.When the howling of Rhîw splintered between thin blackened trendies hanging from the tree's hypnotized in its cold embrace. It awakened her from her slumber right before the Orcs entered her village, as if the Valar themselves were trying to warn them all before the pillaging began. The swaying of the pendulum in the next room clicked from left to right as swiftly and clear as Quell. The breeze right before the very first scream pierced the air like the tip of a dagger and a deep, resounding thud as the springs bounced off the wooden floor, awakening her parents in the next room.A heavy silence filled the air before her, nadar's voice screamed out for Tauriel to hide, as he had taught her. She slipped swiftly out of the warmth of her covers for the very last time and under the wooden planks under the privacy of her bed. It was a hidden cubby he made for her, and her naneth if trouble every brewed while he was away. He kept it stocked with a week of supplies and weapons in case they needed to stay for more than a day. She couldn't stop shivering as she backed her small frame into the stone-cornered wall and slipped down, holding her trembling knees against her chest as she watched the shadows between the floor boards. And suddenly, Tauriel covered her ears at once when she heard her naneth's gurgling cries and nadar's final roar before a swift steel blade plummeted into his chest. She cannot recall how long she stayed under the floorboards. Tauriel felt as frozen as a gentle leaf in the middle of a catastrophic Rhiw storm. But the scent of rotten eggs, charred flesh, and iron filtered heavily into the air and reminded her she was still alive as cold, sticky droplets of life spilled between the wooden floor.It must have been a few days that passed, and the last dying cries, moans faded away like the torn pages of an old book her nadar would sometimes use when he couldn't find a dried twig to light their fireplace in the colder months. Her naneth would always scoff at him for doing so, lecturing him on the time it took to make that book, and what if that was the last in existence? The words he just burned would be forever lost, she would scoff. Her Nadar would settle back into his old creaky rocking chair with a wooden pipe between his smirking lips and motion for Tauriel to join him on his lap as he snuggled her in his arms listening to his wife lecture him further. “Aye, its the past woman! And the best stories are always held in our minds and hearts.'"They are passed down from one generation to the next. Not some flattened words scribbled a bout with no feeling at all! I'm sure whatever story that was written in that book is still with the loved ones he had left," he said and began to rock softly with her in his arms in his chair. "Plus you fancy freezing to death? Miss I am cold! I am cold!" He chuckled heartly and kissed the top of Tauriel's fiery locks." I'll never know where you got this colour from lass! But I believe its a reflection of your soul." Her emerald eyes welled in tears again as she sniffled and rubbed her tiny nose knowing she would never have another memory of them again.Lost in her thoughts, she barely registered the creaking of the floor, shifting of light as King Thranduil's men found her there. She was catatonic, and they must have called her a million times before one decided to jump down and a loom of dust from the dirt beneath his feet splattered around, awakening her from her dreams as she looked up towards him. "Are you a Maia?" her raspy, brittle voice from lack of fluids asked in a whispered breath. "No, I am not Henig. Odulen an edraith anlen. We come to take you to the palace where you can recover, and we will find you a new home in the inner sanctuary of the Village." He spoke gently and quickly scooped her up, and she didn't realize how weak she actually felt as she slumped into his chest as he crawled out of her family's secret dwelling, she would see her parents again.Their lifeless bodies lay unnaturally on the floor. The skin was as pale as the moon and hung barely on their bones. Their eyes were still open wide but soulless, and their mouths were agape from their silent screams. In that split second Tauriel went from having no strength at all to kicking and fighting away from the gentle soldier that held her and sunk by her naneth's body. And even though there was pools of blood she crawled into her frame like a baby and laced her small arms over her naneth's lifeless heart. "Wake up Nana! Oh wake up! Please! I do not want to leave here I want to stay with you or come back and take me too! Take me too!!!" She sobbed and squinted her eyes tight and perched her lips as her breathing hitched. "You promised you would never leave me! You promised! Come back! Come back!!!” Her voice hoarse, her body feeling the weight of every tears ahs she pounded her tiny fist into her nana's chest before sinking completely into her motionless arms and tried to lace them around her slender shoulders. At first Thranduil's men just stood frozen. Their eyes peeled at the little girl, and they occasionally glanced at the other unsure what to do. But they knew it was only a matter of time before trouble would befall again and they needed to gather the survivors and the dead too. The same soldier who first held her in his arms tired to at first encourage her gently into his arms. But Tauriel resisted and screamed, spatting in his face and clung to her naneth as another soldier had to assist, even though she was just a little lass. "No! Noooooo!!!," Tauriel screamed before finally sinking into his chest again and she felt even more tired than she did before as the world around her muted into nothingness. "We will give them proper burial and you could visit them whenever you wish," he tried to reassure her. But his words felt as lifeless at that moment as her once vibrant village as he carried her away, and that was all she could remember, as she must have fainted in his arms, wanting to dream it all away.When Tauriel awakened again, her old painted walls were replaced by fine, smooth marble, tapestries, and a heady scent of lavender's and myrrh, and the sound of fresh springs spilling over perfectly shaped rocks could be heard in the distance. Skyward lights from the morning star splintered purposefully through an arrangement of mirrors perfectly orchestrated, filling the area beneath, and even the tiny dusting sparkled heavenly in the room, making Tauriel feel as if she were in a dream. But as a shadow blocked out the light that temporarily warmed her skin, meaning to bring her comfort, but instead reminded her of why she was there. It was the voice of the soldier who must have brought her there.The sacred healing springs in Thranduil's palace, and as he spoke with words meant to bring her solace, all she could see and think of was her parents spread across the floor in her childhood home. Tauriel would not even look at him or cast a single gaze his way. It was too painful and too much for her to bear, and she no longer shook in fear but with the thought of never allowing another village to suffer as she just did. Her emerald eyes fixed on the glint of two swords that hung on the wall in the distance, and she drew in a breath, feeling as if it was the first one she ever took in her entire young life, and she swallowed back the last bit of sorrow and spoke in a pristine, clear voice to the soldier. "Teach me. Teach me all you know, so I can fight alongside you one day. I may be young, barely a knee, but my nadar has been training me since the time I began to walk. I will not let your efforts go to waste.”The little girl she once was no longer what laid on that bed now. She stayed with her parents in her childhood home and was replaced by a spirit that would revenge her parents deaths and not allow another family, nor village to be torn apart again. With a look of certainly unwavering resolve upon her face, Tauriel let the last tear she would cry for that day slip past the curve of her cherub face. Her emerald eyes now fixated upon his dark azure's in the healing room, and she spoke once again. But her voice was strong, almost fierce, and he could tell she would not take no for an answer. "Teach me everything you know, and I will bring you every head of an Orc I come across. I assure you of this." He smoothed his large hand over her own and threaded his fingers with hers as he nodded slowly and squeezed it tight, seeing the determination in her eyes and a soul of a fearless warrior in her eyes. "I will teach you all I know and guide you in the best way I can. You have my word. My promise young henig as long as you promise to not waste the life you still have and seek beauty and be fearless in love again."Tauriel could not speak as he spoke kindly to her and with such care, reminding her of her nadar as tears welled in her eyes, so she simply nodded in agreement and squeezed his hand. 

  MENTAL HeALTH.   May prompt.   Isolation and Avoidance. Darcy tends to isolate herself and avoid getting too close or opening up to others. She's deeply distrustful of letting people into her paranormal world, fearing they'll think she's delusional. Darcy brushes off relationships and social connections that could potentially provide emotional support systems.  Substance Abuse. Turning to alcohol, cigarettes, and other substances is one of Darcy's main coping mechanisms. She self-medicates heavily with vices and indulgences as a way to blur out the psychological strain she endures from being a medium. Frequent benders and bouts of inebriation are her escape hatches.  Thrill-Seeking Behavior. When substances aren't enough of a distraction, Darcy chases an adrenaline high through daredevil activities and reckless risks. Putting herself in harm's way through things like street racing, illicit substance abuse, or throwing herself into paranormal hotspots is paradoxically a way for her to feel "normal."  Avoidant Behaviors. Darcy employs a variety of avoidant behaviors to sidestep dealing with her mental health issues head-on. She'll immerse herself in work at the bookstore for weeks at a stretch. She keeps obsessively busy or hits the road without notice torun from her problems. Compartmentalization and blocking out her troubles is a pattern.Lack of Healthy Coping Skills. For all her knowledge of the metaphysical, Darcy seems to lack any effective healthy coping skills or outlets. She doesn't exercise, journal, seek therapy, or pursue creative outlets. Her self-care abilities are limited, leaving her to cycle through the same destructive behaviors.Emotional Repression. At her core, Darcy represses, bottles up, and internalizes the heavy emotional and psychological toll of her abilities as a medium. Rather than process her traumatic experiences, she lashes out, builds up walls, and forces the stress down through vices. Her emotions remain unresolved.Darcy's mental health is like an open wound that she neglects to treat, allowing it to fester and become more infected over time through unhealthy, avoidant behaviors. Her self-destructive coping mechanisms may temporarily numb the pain, but provide no lasting solution for healing her tormented psyche.   Darcy E. Nolan   "And still, I rise.”  —  Maya Angelou   template credit.    

TTaken from Miss Christine Daae's stream and furthered for the two of ushttps://www.roleplayer.me/599023Christine Opening--Autumn in Paris, her adopted homeland.... her favorite time of year. The streets bustling with activity near the opera, and more often than not, rain with notes of floral could be smelt on the breeze. Christine was eager for the falling temperatures, knowing that winter was peeking around the corner.Katherine---As Katherine sees her old long time friend, a smile splays across the dark hair beauty's lips, and she joins her as they stroll the cobblestone streets of Le Paris softly giggling, taking in all the sights and sounds. Mingling, clattering leaves rustling in a melodic tune as they pirouette gracefully on a kissed autumn breeze. Such as the many ballerinas of the grand Opera under Madame's guiding hand, making sure they keep to every carefully placed step.An enchanting dance, mesmerizing and surreal as they share a cup of hot chocolate watching nature's beautiful showing. Autumn in Le Paris not comparison to any other in all the lands holding the dark magics,  music in one's soul.Miss Daae was among one of her oldest and dearest friends that she had known in other lifetimes, and she swears in other skins, and when they encountered the other again it was as if not even a single day had passed between the years they had seen the other.Katherine was pleased that Christine was now the prized jewel of the Palais Garnier. She remembered many a summer's day when Katherine spent some time in Uppsala seemingly like eons ago, that it was Christine who welcomed the young maiden to her home when she found her wandering aimlessly, lost much confused and without knowing a single soul. She had just freshly been turned into a creature she rather not think of now, given her soul was returned more than a year ago. It was Christine's kindness, her heart, that helped Katherine remember who she was and not the monster she felt she became. Now married and a mortal once again, the two girls reunited and spent most of their evenings at the other's homes. Warm, lost memories, silly moments they recalled and speaking of the great loves they now held in their arms. Many a day they would visit a local bakery when Erik was away on business and Christine was not practicing her cords. They have become more as sisters now ad cherish each other with all their hearts and souls.  

Hey everyone!I am a girl who has been roleplaying for many years. I am new to this site, but not new to the concept. I do all kinds of rp but I do some things that I don't like to waver on.1) I always play female2) I play sub if doing an NSFW roleplay

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Beyond the garnet aged veil of Palais Garnier. There was another story being told. Dark, sensual laments. Sorrowful gasps with curious wide eyes as patrons entered it's doors. Intricate details etched upon the walls. Scribbed from a artist's hand. Scriptures, verses forbidden and unknown to the common man. Her Tsigani blood was electrified when she first came to Le Paris. The city was a dark tempest of the night, a dangerous beauty to all that encountered her grasp. Sensual reds stitched along a azure sky, and the nighttime was awakened under her delicate hands.Music flowed like honeyed wine, and skyward lights danced along cobblestone streets and stoned architecture carved from a long-forgotten dreamer's hands. When Katherine first entered its veil, she too was a creature of the night. Her mocha ringlets danced along her feminine frame joyously. But shrouded over the hunger and deep thirsty embers, she tried her best to fight. There were times she swore she could still feel the incisors between her rosebud lips. A history she would choose to long forget, but still whispered in a coiled grip.Daggers that once were the takers of lives, but none were deserving of the breath they bared. But that was long ago. Many lifetimes passed, and now she could feel the warm scarlet pulsing in her veins. As well as the life she carried inside her tummy. A celestial tapestry of the love they've shared, overlapping in many lifetimes and brought together again by fated hands. But there was an energy in the air that prickled along her porcelain flesh. A talons claw scraping along the edges.A surge she couldn't decipher and disembodied voices calling her name. As shadows danced along each candle like jinns cackling and taunting in the night creating labyrinths in her mind. Cryptic puzzle pieces reveal the tearing between the realms beyond the naked eye. Erik seemed to be as haunted as she felt, too. He spending most of his time retreating to the catacombs far below the city streets of Le Paris. The echo of his long, skilled digits tearing over bone-white keys from the laments of his soul far surpassed the encasing of his world that he kept hidden away and hardly revealed.The city was unhinged, and even the patrons acted peculiarly after each showing at the Palais Garnier. Instead of roaring applause, there were tears from unspoken words as lovers' hearts held tighter, clinging to each other's arms. There was a change in the air. A heavy mist that did not lift even as the sun tried its best to penetrate in the day as musical notes flowed along spring blooms and birds echoed each note of the music that he made.Le Paris the city of dreams and shipwrecked parts of one's soul.Katherine was a dancer since the time she was barely knee-high, and the forest surrounding her home in Bulgaria was the music of her young soul. Her days were spent along rolling fields, and her teacher was a willow tree who carved the ebb and flow of each movement she made. Le Paris was a place she had read about in school on sketched pads someone made from their travels abroad. Even now, she recalls the stocky gentleman with permanent flushed cheek barreling in through their tiny school, excited to share his memories of it all. She couldn't remember all that he said that day.Or even exactly what was in the poorly stitched-together notebook he had made. But the one sentence that sparked her heart like a beacon to Le Paris that he said was, 'it was a place where an artist heart was carved and can truly be set free.' Even after her heart stopped beating on that fateful night many centuries ago, she never stopped yearning for this foreign city, a place in her mind drizzled with gold.Le Paris.. Each syllable electrified her mind, and when she first laid eyes upon it, she recalled her younger self. The tsigani girl, whose first teacher was the willow tree, and the dancing girls were buzzing bees and zigzagging dragonflies. While parchment-like leaves clapped excitedly when the dance was done.So much time has passed since she first arrived in the city, and everything she ever yearned for was here all along. Since the moment she was turned, she had searched the world for a cure and wanted to just feel her heart beating once again. Now, as she smoothed her soft palm over her tummy, feeling their unborn fluttering like a butterfly awaiting her time to spread her wings, each memory and moment they had shared since her arrival played in her mind like pages of her favourite novel, and she could see it upon every droplet on a fresh bloom awakening in spring.Her thoughts stilled as the carriage suddenly stopped, and the horses released a heavy sigh after traveling over the mountains from their cottage nestled on the outskirts of the city. As the coachman opened the door, her amber hues fixated on Palais Garnier it was just as beautiful and haunting as she remembered it was. For much of her pregnancy, she kept away from the hustle and bustle of the city, enjoying quieter days in her solitude and priming their home for their daughter's arrival. But as word spread—even over the mountainside of Erik's lament—she braved the city again, longing to be by her husband's side.

The thunderstorms used to scare her when she was a little girl but now, she truly did enjoy them. She was laying on the sofa along with her dog named Mason, who was a bit scarred of the thunder. She pet her dog gently trying to calm his anxiety down, "I know you are scared Mason, it will be fine" she said softly. She turned on the candle and started to hum. The humming usually calmed her dog down. "Come on we are going to write a letter to your nonna, my mamma" she said softly. Sitting up, she grabbed a paper from her desk and grabbed a pen. Her mother had been her strength and her biggest supporter. She was not going to be able to go to New York this Sunday for Mother's Day but she was arranging flowers to be delivered to her mother, as well as a gift. The designer started her letter for her mamma."Mia Cara Madre,Where can I begin mamma? You are truly the inspiration, the strength, and love that I carry within me. You are the bravest person I know, and not only because you are a widow, after the passing of my father but you have been a warrior always being there for myself and Aaron. You are truly the most amazing woman that I know, and the woman I am today is because of you. When things were going downhill for me, you were there to help me up. You were there to pick me up and push me knowing that I could do the best. You are the best cook, besides nonna, you are my everything. Thank you for being my biggest supporter through the ups and downs, from my dancing days to my designing days and currently as a business owner. You don't know how much you mean to me. There are truly no words to describe how much I love you! Thank you for being an amazing mother, my best friend, and an amazing rolemodel. You are a warrior, a strong woman, being a funny woman, and a fighting spirit. I always think that dad is watching over us, and watching over you. I am so proud and happy to call you my mother, mia madre. Ti amo molto. I am sorry I won't be able to be there on Sunday but I hope your gift,your roses and this letter lets you know how special you are to me. You are celebrated, loved and special not only on Mother's Day but every day, mamma. Sending you hugs and kisses, we love, sending love from your daughter and grandson.With love,Isabella Fontana & Mason Fontana. "I think she will love it Mason!" she said softly as the dog barked and cuddled close to her. She was excited that the storm was lifting up. She was excited and hoped that this letter would find her mother well. 

He was promised a vacation away from hunting, Henry told him they would go to Italy, to enjoy some history and Lincoln had always wanted to go there. But Lincoln in the back of his mind had a doubt in his heart that Henry was going to keep to that promise. Henry had phrased it oddly to him so Lincoln was worried they were not going to actually go there, even if that was the case he hoped wherever they went it wasn't a horrible place or whatever they were going to go after wasn't too dangerous, Unaware that Henry had a mission for them that included both things Lincoln did not want to deal with, Russia and Rasputin.Lincoln and Henry arrived at the airport, Lincoln was told to pack for about a week and Henry said that they would be home shortly after they had arrived and no need to pack a lot of things. But it's the middle of winter so he was told to pack for the cold. So he had a coat and long winter pants and good shoes for walking in snow or cold weather. Henry dressed like he always did snazzy and dressed to impress, pompous he was at times it seemed. "Do you think a suit is always for all occasions or are you just too in your head to know better clothing?" Abraham taunted his mentor with a playful snort and jabbed his shoulder with a punch though that got him an elbow jab in the side from the vampire."Grump" he teased as they were taken through security and allowed through, Abraham got a coffee to drink and left to go to the restroom, unaware that Henry slipped some sleepy medication in his drink. He came back unaware and unassuming of Henry's devious behavior. He drank his coffee with no issues as he waited for a long while for their plane and as they boarded and placed their bags away he flopped and yawned."Gah why am I so damn sleepy?" whined the human as he winced before seeing that sparkle in Henry's mischief-ridden eyes as he frowned."We are not going to Italy are we Henry?" he mutters before his world goes dark as he passes out for what seems like forever. Henry could have felt bad but he knew Lincoln's help was needed for this and he knew Lincoln would fight him tooth and nail under his own judgment so he had to play a little dirty to get the human on the plane and situated and left to sleep, The airplane ride was uneventful.When Lincoln finally came to, he was pissed off, he was very pissed off with Henry and now he was overly stressed out as well as the plane had landed and he frowned."Henry where the f*** are we?" he demanded sharply as Henry looked at him with a great apology in his eyes as Lincoiln's eyes went huge as he looked out the window as the blast of snow greeted his gaze as he screamed seeing he was in Russia."HENRY WHY ARE WE HERE?!" he howled in absolute panic and horror before he was slapped sharply upside the head as Henry sighed."Rasputin but listen before you freak out, I promise we will be in and out in a  few days I have the plan to defeat the vampire but I NEED your help so please I know I did some backhanded stuff too get you here but I didn't have a choice" he whispered to his pupil who gave him the most furious glare but he had no other choice at this point so with great reluctance he followed Henry off the plane with their bags. The lucky bastard didn't feel the cold or heat so while Lincoln was freezing his ass off Henry acted like nothing was going on.They had to take a taxi and got to their hotel as they got checked in and given a room, Henry had f***ed it up because there was one bed as well. "Why why did you get one bed?" Abraham whined as Henry snorted."because only you really need to sleep, so you can have it" Henry said pointing to the bed with a bookshelf near it so that Lincoln would be kept entertained while Henry looked over notes and intelligence about this vampire. Then he watched Lincoln walk to the window and stare out."I know you're angry at me Lincoln, But I can't defeat him with your help," he said as Lincoln looked outside being silent and giving Henry the most deathly silent treatment to voice his anger toward his mentor for doing this to him. Henry knew he messed up by how he handled this but what else was he really going to do? He watched the man walk back to the bed grab a book shift away from Henry and stay against the wall back to Henry and read the book.After what felt like forever Henry could not stand the silence as he didn't want Lincoln to be this way the entire time."There is a book fair down the road in a few hours do you want to go and get yourself a book?" he asked with no movement from Lincoln even at the mention of the books or the idea of getting a book. Henry huffed and jumped on the bed and looked at him."You can't be that angry at me"  he whined as he draped himself over Lincoln and started to try and pester his student to get him to at least acknowledge him. He could see Lincoln's heated glare from the book looking at him."Oh, Oh I know," Henry said getting the idea as Lincoln raised an eyebrow but his eyes widened in horror as Henry cracked out his fingers."Think it's about time that the tickle monster came back""No, NO NO NO" Abraham squealed in horror as he thrashed to try and get off the bed but Henry was quick to pin his pupil and started to tickle the sh*t out of him as Lincoln while still mad burst into laughter and squirmed trying to get Henry off but the vampire was far stronger then he was finally getting that smile out of Lincoln. Lincoln laughed as he squirmed and cried out,"MERCY MERCY!!!!" he screamed finally through laughter as Henry smirked and got off of him an ceased his relentless attacks on him."Better?" He inquired as Lincoln sighed and smirked."Fine, As long we can go to the book fair and maybe a drink? And then you can tell me what this plan is so I know what we are doing" he finally gave away his anger and stopped as a small smile pulled on his lips as Henry sighed with relief knowing that Lincoln would be better now."Of course, my treat I'll pay" he agreed with his pupil as Lincoln nodded his head and smirked gently."Maybe if there is an axe store nearby I can get one?""Don't push it Lincoln"

───General Information─── Name: Kim Jaewook Alias: Chaos Age: 30 years old Gender: Male Species: Ex-Human/ Demon Birthplace: Incheon, South Korea Death Place: Seoul, South Korea Birthdate: April 2, 1994 Sexuality: Bisexual ───Personality and Outlook───   Personality: Jaewook's personality is a bit different, he has his moments of being insane but he can act hyper sexual. He was gifted to be a demon but he acts a lot like a incubus, being sexual whenever he feels like it. Jaewook can have a more serious personality as he does have a small touch of his human side still stirring around in his head. He usually acts like he doesn’t care for much of anything, though he struggles with having sensitive emotions towards some things that reminds him of his past.  Usual look: Jaewook is usually wearing darker clothes with some kind of long coat to go with it, his hair is usually tied up though when he feels comfortable enough he will let it hang to his shoulders. Sometimes his hair can be shorter and pushed back but that is a rarity since he takes pride in his longer hair. ───Family and Friends───   Family: Father: Kim Beomsoo [Deceased] Mother: Park Minhee [Deceased] Younger Sister: Kim Haru [Deceased] Friends: Park Kyung: Ex-wanna be lover, died from killing himself No other friends   ───Background───   Jaewook was born and raised by what he thought was a rather loving family, until he reached five years old he began to realize and see the terrors that his father was inflicting on his mother and now him. He would have to watch his mother constantly be beat and abused right in front of him and eventually it began to be inflicted on him. His father would make sure to put bruises and cuts on him in places that nobody at the schools that he went to would be able to notice it. Things only got much worse when his little sister Haru was starting to reach that age as he began to take much more of the abuse so she did not receive it. But Jaewook was able to keep a straight face and try to live life as it was. When Jaewook was 18 years old reaching close to his last years in school while his sister was 16, they both returned home to an event that completely turned Jaewook's world upside down. Upon stepping inside of the house, Jaewook could hear the muffled cries of his mother, making his sister wait outside he began to make his way in. Seeing the shadows in the kitchen he stepped through the door only to feel his blood run cold, there on the table was his dead mother, and his father was there cutting her to pieces, blood was everywhere and her body parts were thrown around like a wild animal had attacked her. Jaewook couldn't move as his father looked over at him and told him to clean it up and discard of the body. Jaewook didn't even get a moment to think when he looked over to see his sister had sneaked her way in and with horror across her face seeing what Jaewook hoped she wouldn't. Jaewook rushed her upstairs to her room and locked the door so their father wouldn't be able to get her as well and did as he said, collecting his mothers body and parts to rush off and find somewhere to hide them. It was only weeks later, seeing his sisters light fading from her eyes that she decided to stay home from school deciding she just needed a moment to herself. Jaewook accepted it and went to school as he always did only to come home and feel the panic hit his heart again as he saw his little sister standing on the roof of their home. He rushed his way to find a ladder so he could climb up to the top trying to talk her away from the edge. Her words will always ring in his head “I'm sorry Wookie, I just wanna see mom again” she told him before she took a jump. Running to the edge he looked down to see her mangled body on the ground in a pool of blood and he felt his mind snap, he had just lost the last person he loved so dearly in his life. Watching his father put on a dramatic show as the ambulance took her body away, Jaewook felt the pit in his chest growing as anger filled him, he couldn't take it any more. At the age of 19 he had decided now was the time, with all the extra abuse he had been given he decided his fathers time was up. As his father was busy in the kitchen working on something Jaewook pulled on a glove, grabbing the baseball bat that was near the front door and began to make his way into the kitchen without making a noise. The then proceeded to bash his fathers head in until he was sure he was dead and began to set the house up to make it look like someone broke into the house. When the police came Jaewook had made himself look beat up and small, the bruises and cuts made by his father made it more believable as the police took it as it was said, taking his fathers body out and Jaewook was a free man. By the age of 25 Jaewook had been through many things, several jobs, waves of depression and anger, until he started selling drugs so he would be able to pay for the house and some basic food, keeping himself alone all this time constantly having nightmares of his past. He eventually met a man by the name of Park Kyung, a man he fell deeply for though their interactions were him simply seeing drugs to him and occasionally spending a night smoking with him and getting so high they slept in the same place. He was finally going to tell the man that he wanted to try and date or at least hang out together and get to know each other a bit more. But the day that Kyung would normally get his normal refill of weed he didn't show up. Jaewook felt a bit confused and concerned asking a fellow dealer if he had heard anything about him and learned that the man had killed himself the night before and his funeral was soon. Jaewook couldn't take any more, everywhere he turned there was death of someone that he wanted to cling onto and it seemed like life didn't want him to have any happiness. He found his way to the highway, somewhere that was really busy during the night, he didn't want to continue on, he was done with dealing with how things were, he wanted to see his mother and his sister again. He looked out seeing the oncoming buses that were making their way loaded with people and he stepped out. He could feel his body crash into the front of the bus, the quick amount of pain before the darkness and silence. But somehow he opened his eyes for one moment, seeing the bus driver over him trying to see if he was alive and that's when he saw it. A grim reaper standing over him, he knew he would be taken away and he was thankful for it. But the grim reaper bent down to whisper in his ear “Your time isn't now, you are wanted for a higher power” and then everything went black again. Jaewook woke the next morning in his ratty apartment aching as he went to look in the mirror in his room and saw all his scars and the wounds he would have had no longer there. A voice in his head told him he was now a demon, the demon of Chaos and his job was to bring chaos to the mortal world, death was not an option for him. Now he spends his time doing whatever he wants, spending time in bars, picking up people, causing havoc where he can, hating the fact he was a demon, and hoping at one point maybe he can finally die.  

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𝖇𝖎𝖔.   Billie Eilish Pirate Baird O'Connell was born in Los Angeles, California, on December 18, 2001. She is the daughter of actress and teacher Maggie Baird and actor Patrick O'Connell, both of whom are also musicians and work on Eilish's tours. Eilish is of Irish and Scottish descent. She was conceived via in vitro fertilization. Her middle name, Eilish, was originally meant to be her first name, while Pirate was to be her middle name. She was raised in the Highland Park neighborhood of Los Angeles. Eilish and her brother Finneas were homeschooled by Baird, a decision their parents made to spend time with them and give them the freedom to pursue their interests. Baird taught Eilish and Finneas the basics of songwriting. Eilish said her brother and mother inspired her to get into music. Their parents encouraged the siblings to express themselves and explore whatever they wanted, including art, dancing, and acting. Eilish performed at talent shows and joined the Los Angeles Children’s Chorus at age eight. At age six, she started playing the ukulele. She wrote her first "real" song at age 11 for her mother's songwriting class. The song is about the zombie apocalypse, inspired by the television series The Walking Dead, from which she took script lines and episode titles. Eilish took some acting auditions, which she disliked, but she enjoyed recording background dialogue for crowd scenes and worked on the films Diary of a Wimpy Kid, Ramona and Beezus, and the X-Men series. Eilish also took dance classes until 2016, when a growth plate injury ended her dance career and she focused on recording music. In 2015, 13-year-old Eilish began working on songs with her brother Finneas, who had been writing and producing for several years and had his own band. The first songs they recorded together were called "She's Broken" and "Fingers Crossed", the former written by Finneas and the latter by Eilish. "We recorded them and put them out on SoundCloud, just for fun," she recalls. On November 18, 2015, Eilish released the song "Ocean Eyes". The track was written, mixed, and produced by Finneas, who had originally created it for his band the Slightlys before deciding it would be a better fit for Eilish's vocals. He gave it to Eilish when Fred Diaz, her dance teacher at the Revolution Dance Center, asked them to write a song for choreography. The siblings uploaded the song to SoundCloud, where Diaz could access and download it. The song received several hundred thousand listens in two weeks, and Finneas's manager, Danny Rukasin, reached out to him to discuss Eilish's potential. Rukasin felt she could achieve significant success with Finneas's help. In January 2016, Finneas and his manager arranged a deal in which Apple Music signed Eilish to A&R company Platoon, specializing in packaging emerging artists before they get a major-label contract. Eilish then got a publicist, who connected her to the luxury fashion brand Chanel, and a stylist, both of whom helped shape her image. On March 24, 2016, a music video for "Ocean Eyes" directed by Megan Thompson premiered on Eilish's official YouTube channel. "Ocean Eyes" and Eilish received praise and promotion from various media outlets and marketers, including radio stations and music supervisors such as Beats 1, KCRW, BBC Radio 1, Zane Lowe, Jason Kramer, Annie Mac, and Chris Douridas. On June 23, 2016, Eilish and Finneas released "Six Feet Under" on SoundCloud as her second single.A homemade music video for the song was released on June 30, 2016. It was directed by Eilish and edited by her mother, Maggie Baird. In August 2016, Justin Lubliner, who had noticed Eilish's talent in 2015 when he first heard "Ocean Eyes", signed her to Darkroom and Interscope Records. He developed her rollout as an artist, taking inspiration from the model of hip hop artists such as Travis Scott and Chance the Rapper, not relying on one big single and focusing on creating a "persona and distinct aesthetic". Darkroom and Interscope Records re-released "Six Feet Under" and "Ocean Eyes" as singles for digital download and streaming on November 17 and 18, 2016, respectively. On November 22, 2016, a dance performance music video for "Ocean Eyes" was uploaded to Eilish's YouTube channel. On January 14, 2017, Eilish released an EP with four remixes by Astronomyy, Blackbear, Goldhouse, and Cautious Clay for "Ocean Eyes", and another EP for "Six Feet Under" featuring remixes by Blu J, Gazzo, Jerry Folk, and Aire Atlantica. After the success of the "Ocean Eyes" remixes, Eilish released "Bellyache" on February 24, 2017. A video for the song was released on March 22, 2017, directed by Miles and AJ. Eilish released "Bored" on March 30, 2017, as part of the soundtrack to the Netflix series 13 Reasons Why. A video for "Bored" was released on June 26, 2017. In March of the same year, Apple Music showcased Eilish at the South by Southwest music festival. On June 30, 2017, Eilish released "Watch". Eilish released another single, "Copycat", on July 14, 2017, and announced the release of her debut EP, Don't Smile at Me. Eilish later released "Idontwannabeyouanymore" and "My Boy". On August 11, 2017, Eilish released Don't Smile at Me. The EP was a sleeper hit, reaching number 14 on the US Billboard 200. Eilish embarked on the Don't Smile at Me Tour throughout October 2017 in support of her EP. Eilish released "Bitches Broken Hearts" through SoundCloud on November 10, 2017. Eilish's team worked with Spotify, which promoted her on its most popular playlist, "Today's Top Hits". The Baffler described Eilish's sound as fitting into the "streambait" genre consisting of largely "mid-tempo, melancholy pop" influenced by Lana Del Rey, whose "singing style, bleakness, and... hip-hop influenced production" shaped the aesthetic. Eilish's commercial success expanded with her Spotify promotion. In September 2017, Apple Music named Eilish their Up Next artist, which followed with a short documentary, a live session EP, and an interview with Zane Lowe on Apple Music's radio station Beats 1. That month, the live EP, Up Next Session: Billie Eilish, was released. On December 15, 2017, Eilish released her collaboration with American rapper Vince Staples, "&Burn", a remix of her single "Watch". It was included on the expanded edition of Don't Smile at Me. In February 2018, Eilish embarked on her second headlining concert tour, the Where's My Mind Tour, which concluded in April 2018. "Bitches Broken Hearts" was re-released worldwide on March 30, 2018. For Record Store Day 2018, Eilish released "Party Favor" on a pink 7-inch vinyl, along with a cover of "Hotline Bling", by Drake, as the B-side. Eilish collaborated with American singer Khalid on the single "Lovely", which was released on April 19, 2018, and added to the soundtrack for the second season of 13 Reasons Why. She released "You Should See Me in a Crown" in July 2018, The same month, Eilish performed at the Mo Pop Festival. On the day of release for her single "When the Party's Over", Eilish was featured in Vanity Fair's "73 Questions" rapid-fire questionnaire video series by Joe Sabia, who revisited an interview from October 2017. The resulting video was a side-by-side time capsule of both interviews showing her growth in popularity over one year. She signed a talent contract with Next Management for fashion and beauty endorsements in October 2018. She was placed on the 2018 Forbes 30 Under 30 list in November of that year, and released the single "Come Out and Play" in November 2018, which was written for a holiday-themed Apple Inc. commercial. In early January 2019, Don't Smile at Me reached 1 billion streams on Spotify, making her the youngest artist to top 1 billion streams on a project. That month, Eilish released "Bury a Friend" as the third single from her debut album When We All Fall Asleep, Where Do We Go?, along with "When I Was Older", a single inspired by the 2018 film Roma, which appeared on the compilation album Music Inspired by the Film Roma. In February, Eilish partnered with YouTube on a documentary miniseries, "A Snippet Into Billie's Mind". "Wish You Were Gay", her fourth single from the album, was released on March 4, 2019. When We All Fall Asleep, Where Do We Go? was released on March 29, 2019. Spotify launched a "multi-level campaign behind the album", creating a multimedia playlist and "new product features" that Spotify said "allow for vertical video content, custom assets, and editorial storylines, all with the goal of creating more meaningful and engaging context for fans." In Los Angeles, Spotify set up a "pop-up enhanced album experience", which included different artwork and a "multi-sensory" experience of each track for fans. The album debuted atop the Billboard 200 as well as on the UK Albums Chart, making Eilish the first artist born in the 2000s to have a number-one album in the U.S. and the youngest female ever to have a number-one album in the United Kingdom. Upon the album's debut, Eilish broke the record for most simultaneously charting Hot 100 songs by a female artist, with 14, after every song from the album, excluding "Goodbye", charted on the Hot 100. The fifth single from the album, "Bad Guy", was released in conjunction with the album. A remix of the song featuring Justin Bieber was released in July 2019. In August, Bad Guy peaked at number-one in the US, ending Lil Nas X's record-breaking 19 weeks at number-one with "Old Town Road". She is the first artist born in the 2000s and the youngest artist since Lorde (with "Royals") to have a number-one single. Eilish began her When We All Fall Asleep Tour at Coachella Festival in April 2019, with the tour concluding on November 17, 2019, in Mexico City. In August 2019, she partnered with Apple Music for Music Lab: Remix Billie Eilish, part of Apple Stores' Music Lab sessions during which fans deconstruct her song "You Should See Me In A Crown" and learn how to create their own remix on Apple devices and GarageBand. On September 27, 2019, Eilish announced her Where Do We Go? World Tour. The tour began in Miami on March 9, 2020, and ran for two more shows on March 10 in Orlando and March 12 in Raleigh before Eilish ended the tour prematurely due to the COVID-19 pandemic. The tour was set to conclude in Jakarta on September 7. On November 7, 2019, Jack White's Third Man Records announced that the label would release an acoustic live album of Eilish's performance from the record label's Blue Room, exclusively sold on vinyl at Third Man retail locations in Nashville, Tennessee, and Detroit, Michigan. On November 13, 2019, she released her next single, "Everything I Wanted". On November 20, 2019, Eilish was nominated for six Grammy Awards, including Record of the Year and Song of the Year for "Bad Guy" as well as Album of the Year and Best New Artist. At age 17, she became the youngest artist to be nominated in all four General Field categories. In the same month, Eilish was crowned 2019's Billboard Woman of the Year. On January 14, 2020, Eilish was announced as performer of the title track for the 25th installment in the James Bond film franchise, No Time to Die, written and produced with her brother. With this announcement, Eilish became the youngest artist to write and perform a James Bond theme song. It became the second Bond theme song to top the British official charts and the first Bond theme performed by a female artist to do so. It was also Eilish's first number-one single in the UK. At the 62nd Grammy Awards, she became the youngest person to win the four main Grammy categories – Best New Artist, Record of the Year, Song of the Year, and Album of the Year – in the same year. During the COVID-19 pandemic, Eilish and her brother performed for both iHeart Media's Living Room Concert for America, and Global Citizen's Together at Home concert series, singing a cover of Bobby Hebb's "Sunny" for the latter. Both virtual concerts were an effort to raise awareness and funds towards fighting the disease. On April 10, 2020, "Ilomilo" was sent to Italian contemporary hit radio stations by Universal Music Group, as When We All Fall Asleep, Where Do We Go?'s seventh and final single. On July 30, 2020, Eilish released "My Future", her first original release since "No Time to Die", along with an animated video. In 2020, she became the youngest person to feature on the Forbes Celebrity 100 list, with earnings of $53 million. In September 2020, Eilish released a collection of branded ukuleles with guitar manufacturer Fender. In October 2020, Eilish announced a livestream concert titled Where Do We Go? The Livestream set to air from Los Angeles on October 24, with proceeds from the show's merchandise raising funds to support event crew members affected by the COVID-19 pandemic. In a Vanity Fair interview, Eilish said she was working on "sixteen new songs and loving them all", revealing an upcoming musical project. Eilish won three Billboard Music Awards on October 24—Billboard Music Award for Top Female Artist, Billboard Music Award for Top Billboard 200 Album (When We All Fall Asleep, Where Do We Go?), and Billboard Music Award for Top New Artist—out of the 12 that she was nominated for. Also that month, she announced a new single, "Therefore I Am", which was released along with its video on November 12, 2020. Eilish performed "Therefore I Am" and "My Future" at the Jingle Ball in December 2020. "Lo Vas a Olvidar", a single featuring Rosalía as a part of HBO's Euphoria soundtrack, was released in January 2021, almost two years after initially teasing the song. The R. J. Cutler–directed documentary film Billie Eilish: The World's a Little Blurry was released on Apple TV+ and in select movie theaters. The film was praised by critics and fans for its in-depth look at Eilish's personal life during her ascent to fame. At the 63rd Annual Grammy Awards, Eilish took home two awards: the Grammy Award for Best Song Written for Visual Media for her Bond theme and the Grammy Award for Record of the Year for "Everything I Wanted". In her acceptance speech for Record of the Year, Eilish said that Megan Thee Stallion "deserved to win", but still thanked her fans and her brother for her award. 2021 saw the publication of her personally selected comprehensive book of photographs that shared "an intimate window into her life" on and off stage, By - Billie Eilish. On April 27, 2021, Eilish announced on her Instagram account that her second album, Happier Than Ever, would be released on July 30, and the tracklist was made available on Apple Music. The album was released in various formats, including collectible vinyl and cassette colors. The album's release was preceded by five singles: "My Future", "Therefore I Am", "Your Power", "Lost Cause", and "NDA", and was accompanied by the title track. On December 2, 2021, Eilish announced an eco-friendly limited-edition vinyl version of Happier Than Ever made from recycled vinyl scraps. The collector's item was available only at a number of Gucci stores around the world and included Gucci-branded nail stickers designed by the brand's creative director, Alessandro Michele. To further promote the album, Eilish worked with Disney+ on the concert film Happier Than Ever: A Love Letter to Los Angeles, released in September 2021,and embarked on the Happier Than Ever, The World Tour in February 2022, concluding it in April 2023. In June 2021, Eilish was criticized online for videos in which she mouthed the anti-Asian slur "chink" while lip-syncing the song "Fish" by Tyler, the Creator, while Matthew Tyler Vorce, her reported boyfriend at the time, received criticism for alleged social media posts in which he used offensive language and slurs against gay and Black people. Eilish was also accused of queerbaiting after using the caption "I love girls" to promote the music video for "Lost Cause". On June 22, she posted an apology to Instagram stories for her usage of "chink", saying that she was "appalled and embarrassed" by the video and that she was "13 or 14" at the time and did not know the slur was a derogatory term. She also addressed a separate video of what was viewed as her mocking an Asian accent, writing that she was actually "speaking in a silly gibberish made up voice". Reflecting on the events in a July 2021 interview, Eilish said: "I said so many things then that I totally don't agree with now, or think the opposite thing. The weirdest thing is how nothing ever goes away once it's on the internet ... When you're a f***ing teenager, you don't really know yourself ... I didn't actually know how I really felt. So I just came up with this facade that I stuck to." Eilish started formulating ideas for her third studio album's songs with Finneas in December 2021. In a July 2022 interview with Zane Lowe for Apple Music, she said she hoped to start writing the album in 2023. In 2022, Eilish won the Academy Award for Best Original Song for the song "No Time to Die" from the film of the same name, becoming the first person born in the 21st century to win an Academy Award. That same year, she became the youngest headliner to date for two festivals, specifically Glastonbury and Coachella. The Pixar film Turning Red was released that year, for which she and Finneas wrote three songs, "Nobody Like U", "U Know What's Up" and "1 True Love", performed by Turning Red's fictional boy band 4*Town. In June 2022, during her world tour's Manchester show, Eilish debuted the then-unreleased ballad "TV". The song references the overturning of Roe v. Wade, a case that made abortion a constitutional right in the US. The next month, on July 21, she surprise-released the two-track EP Guitar Songs, which includes "TV" alongside "The 30th". Eilish explained her decision to surprise-release the EP during the interview with Lowe. She told him that while work on her third studio album was coming soon, she refused to wait until that time to put "TV" and "The 30th" on a track list. She wanted to spread their messages to her fans as soon as possible, noting the immediacy of its lyrics: "These songs are really current for me, and they're songs that I want to have said right now." Another reason was Eilish had grown tired of doing heavy, traditional promotion for upcoming music. She wanted to release songs like she had early in her career, previewing them for fans in live concerts before releasing them without much marketing. Eilish worked with Apple Music to exclusively host a film of one of the Happier Than Ever tour concerts, specifically one of her shows at The O2 Arena in London. She billed the film as a way for fans who missed out on tickets to experience the tour, wanting more people to recognize her showmanship live. Three concerts, titled Happier Than Ever, The Hometown Encore, were held at the Kia Forum in Inglewood, California, from December 13 to 16, 2022, as part of the tour. In 2023, Eilish made her acting debut in the Amazon Prime Video satirical thriller series Swarm. She starred as Eva, the leader of a cult inspired by NXIVM, and received positive reviews for her performance. Eilish wrote the song "What Was I Made For?" for the soundtrack of the 2023 film Barbie. According to statements posted on her social media, she was inspired to write the song after seeing unfinished scenes of the movie during its production. In 2024, the song won the Academy Award for Best Original Song and two Grammy Awards for Song of the Year and Best Song Written for Visual Media. It became the tenth song in history to win both an Academy Award for Best Original Song and a Grammy Award for Song of the Year, and Eilish became the youngest person ever to win two Academy Awards in any category. On April 8, 2024, Eilish announced her third studio album, Hit Me Hard and Soft, which is set for release on May 17, 2024. Later that month, Eilish was announced to be the next 'featured artist' inside of Fortnite spin-off game, Fortnite Festival, along with an unlockable outfit in the game,  shortly after the information was leaked online. Eilish announced Hit Me Hard and Soft: The Tour, on April 29, 2024, with concerts in North America, Oceania and Europe between September 2024 and July 2025. As of the present, Billie finds herself stepping up to the pinnacle of her career, a dream some musicians never see realized. Countless thanks, both heard and silent, have been given to her family and followers for standing by her, but Eilish is all too familiar with the consequences of riding fame. Following the conclusion of Hit Me Hard and Soft, she intends to focus on herself and put her music on the backburner. Working herself to death might seem admirable to some, but not to Eilish.

𝖌𝖊𝖓𝖊𝖗𝖆𝖑. FULL NAME ⇩Billie Eilish Pirate Baird O’Connell NICKNAME(S)/ALIASES ⇩B/Bee - First letter of her given name Bia - Shortened variation of both her first and middle names Bilz - Shortened variation of her given name with an added “z” for flair Bubs - A nickname given by her mother for her childhood obsession with blowing bubbles Bug - Short for “Ladybug”, a nickname given to her by her mother since childhood GENDER ⇩Female SPECIES ⇩Human RACE ⇩European (Caucasoid) ETHNICITIES ⇩Irish, Scottish AGE ⇩22 BIRTHDATE ⇩December 18th, 2001 BIRTHPLACE ⇩Highland Park, Los Angeles, California, United States  𝖆𝖕𝖕𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖆𝖓𝖈𝖊. HEIGHT ⇩5’ 3” WEIGHT ⇩123.4 lbs HAIR COLOR ⇩Light blonde, typically dyed COMPLEXION ⇩Fair EYE COLOR ⇩Pale seafoam green CLOTHING/WARDROBE ⇩Billie is notorious among her circle for her exceedingly unpredictable fashion sense. Most often she can be found sporting casual getups, often masculine in nature and loose-fitting, but when occasions come calling, she can easily break out into a series of glamorous and unquestionably elegant outfits.  𝖕𝖊𝖗𝖘𝖔𝖓𝖆𝖑𝖎𝖙𝖞. TEMPERAMENT ⇩ISFP (Introverted, Sensing, Feeling, Perceiving) MORAL STANCE ⇩Chaotic Neutral; Billie is incredibly independent and keeps a very short list of those she’d consider her rocks. Putting up firm walls and mountains of barriers between herself and those she isn’t intricately connected with is a regular practice, which both allows her to pursue her own goals freely and, unfortunately, shut out many potential friendships. RELIGIOUS STANCE ⇩Billie is an agnostic, a fact that is made well-known to friends and family. Despite not being raised particularly religious, she was very taken by the notion of a god and considered herself a vehement believer for a good portion of her early teenage years. Since, she has struggled with faith, citing the evil and hatred in the world as issues God has yet to resolve. Alas, presently Eilish assumes a neutral stance overall, claiming she loves the “idea of God”, and respects all beliefs. POLITICAL STANCE ⇩Politically, Eilish is very left-leaning, taking stern stances alongside groups such as Black Lives Matter and the LGBTQ+ community. Most notably, she participated in several of the later BLM rallies and marches in Los Angeles, and fiercely defended the movement during its peak on social media. Her focus shifted more towards the LGBTQ+ community as time went on, but most recently has distanced herself from politics. Billie considers it a “dangerous game” to get into for an up-and-coming artist and has learned from several mistakes that came around as a result of including herself in such a spotlight early on. SEXUALITY ⇩Bisexual with a lean towards men RELATIONSHIP STANCE (NSFW!!!) ⇩As a bisexual, Billie feels naturally attracted to both men and women, although has a preference for the former. Ideally, she prefers a male partner for something long term, while she views shacking up with her fellow woman as something she’d do casually with next to no commitment. She is not opposed to a long term relationship with a woman, but she rarely seeks it out. In terms of roles Billie feels naturally submissive yet assertive in a relationship, regardless of her partner’s gender. A delicate balance of submission and dominance between herself and a partner is a notion she considers sacred. Overall she takes relationships very seriously, and keeps her body count low for this reason.  Billie’s role in bed is fickle. There are times when she prefers a slow, gentle experience, and others she’ll demand fierce, rough intercourse. The former she reserves mostly for male partners, while the latter, her wilder, dominant side, comes out most often with females.  HABITS ⇩ Tourette’s-induced tic’s (involuntary head and mouth movements) Anorexic tendencies (typically during times of great stress or anxiety) LIKES ⇩//WIP// DISLIKES ⇩//WIP// FEARS ⇩ Failure Disappointment Loneliness Anxiety Stress The ocean Stalkers STRENGTHS ⇩ Independent Caring Loving Sheltering/Nurturing Creative Protective Insouciant WEAKNESSES ⇩ Overthinker Stress/anxiety brings down her energy Lazy tendencies Bottles up emotions GOALS ⇩ Inspire others Use music to be rid of her own insecurities and those of others Continue her career for as long as possible and finish it out with a bang SECRETS ⇩ Horrible insecurity regarding her body leaves criticism and jokes about her form hitting the hardest, even if she outwardly laughs it off. This is the reason for her casual, baggy style.  Secretly very reliant on those she holds dear. Behind closed doors, a softer side of her emerges that often seeks reassurance and comfort from her inner circle. Despite a good portion of her music mentioning them, Billie does not drink or smoke anything of any kind nor does she intend to start. Even socially, she refuses alcohol, all on account of her overall fear of substance addiction.   𝖇𝖆𝖈𝖐𝖘𝖙𝖔𝖗𝖞. OCCUPATION ⇩//WIP// BRIEF BIOGRAPHY ⇩⇨ https://www.roleplayer.me/view_blog.php?id=0000578704