Hello all,you wish to know who I am? Well then you need to know who I once was first so sit back and enjoy the ride.
The name was Willow and when I was in high school I was a little pathetic girl who was unsure of herself and in love with my friend Xander,or at least I thought I was at the time any way.
When Buffy came to our school she became my friend and Xnder's as well and we started to hang out and things like that but one day we noticed something weird was going on with her and so I followed her,which almost got me killed by Darla but that isn't the point here.
That is when I found out about Buffy and she told me and Xander as well that she was a Slayer,meant to kill all the things that would try and hurt us and of course it was a bit of a shock to us both but we accepted it in the end.
Since that day a lot happened to us and we started to help Buffy whenever we could by checking the books about the demons or vampires she was to face and that way she would be ready for them.
When miss Chalander came to our class she seemed like a nice enough woman though one day I cought her doing a spell in class when everyone was gone and so I asked her to teach me and so she did so.
When Angelus had killed her I kept practicing it the best way I could and I am also the reason why he became Angel again, though Buffy didn't know it at the time and she killed him sending him to hell...Xander was the reason for that,go figure.
Any way our graduation was basically a big fight for the fate of the world and many died that day but we stayed strong and fought back the big bad as we liked to call it and blew up the school...oops again but hay it was cool.
In collage I still practiced my magic and that is where I met Tara for the first time and we clicked right away. We became friends and helped each other out with our magic and slowly it became more than just a friendship and we fell in love.
It took a while for Tara to get used to everyone, but when she did we all helped Buffy in our own way and over time things seemed to be getting better but then the magic started to get ahold of me and it was like a drug I couldn't let go.
That is when I met Amy again who had become human once more after turning herself into a rat to get away from those who tried to burn us at the stake because of a damned demon...our own parents were the ones doing so,go figure.
Any way Amy and I had a blast together changing people into animals with our magic and not caring how it effected others..oh those were good times really.
When Tara found out she asked me to stop it or she would leave and that was a choice I wasn't ready to make and so we broke up,though later I did a spell to make her forget it all..that was a good trick really.
When my addiction to magic almost got Buffy's sister Dawn killed I vowed to never use it again...one that I kept for a while really up until we had to help Buffy become a super slayer to fight off Adam and it worked with much sucess really and it was fun too.
Glory then came into the picture to try and harm Dawn so I had to use my magic even then but, I had Tara there to try and help me keep myself grounded so to speak and in the end Buffy killed herself to save us all.
The world was having trouble without Buffy so I revived her with my magic,ripping her out of haven so it would seem and taking her back to earth. When she was herself once more she was not really the same and we all felt bad about that.
Tara and I got back together because of the spell I cast on her and things were never better until she found out what I did and everything fell apart again.
Tara left me and didn't come back for a long time after that and the moment we were about to kiss was the worst moment of my life because that is when the bullet from Warren's gun killed her and she died in my arms.
That was the moment I lost myself to the power and the darkness of it all as I went to the magic shop and took in all of the words of all of the spells in the books leaving nothing behind and then went off to seek my revenge on Warren and his friends.
I had found Warren when he tried to run from me and after saving Buffy's life by taking out the bullet in her I used it against him and then in the end I skinned him alive and that felt so very good.
That is when I became what I am now,Dark willow and no longer the pathetic little weakling I was once, but stronger and more angry than ever before.
I had almost killed Buffy and the others when they got in my way to kill the last two brats but then Giles pulled a trick on me making me feel the pains of the world and that made me want to end it. I found the tower that would do so and started to say the spell.
Buffy and the others tried to stop me of course and then Xander started to talk to me about how he loves me and it almost worked but I stopped him from talking and left in my usual purple lightning teleportation way and was gone from there.
I am now darker than ever before and have little emotions if at all really,I am not sure about that one at the moment and I have lost myself comepletly to it and the power that comes with the darkness as well.
Any power that I take from a demon or those of magic I keep for myself and thus my power only grows and my emotions slowly slip away the more I use it and I like it that way. I am a lot stronger now and a whole lot darker so this is me the new and imporved Willow and nothing will ever change that.
You still wish to get to know me? Let's see you try!
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