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"Erik, you said yourself we're the better men. This is the time to prove it. There are thousands of men on those ships. Good, honest, innocent men! They're just following orders"
About me: You add, you talk, you add and don't talk and I'll delete without a seconds thought.
I muse (MANY) James McAvoy characters, there's a list below if you are not interested in Charles.
Charles Xavier (X-Men).
Kevin Wendall Crumb (Split, Glass).
Victor Frankenstein (Duh, Victor Frankenstein).
Wesley Gibson (Wanted).
Mr.Tumnus (Narnia, The Lion The Witch And The Wordrobe).
Robbie Turner (Atonement).
Bill Denbrough (IT Chapter Two).
Rory O'Shay (Inside I'm Dancing).
She smiles at Charles as she walks over to him in his chair and grabs his shoulders and rubs them lightly she smiles more as she leans down and kisses his neck lightly "youโre stressed my love whatโs wrong" she whispers in his ear as she giggles lightlyย
*Charles watched her walk over and when he felt her rubbing his shoulders he let out a heavy sigh, he groaned a few times as he closed his eyes smiling*
I Love it when you rub my shoulders, you always know the spot that hurts.
*He was so glad to have Jean in his life, he knew at first it was a bit of a rough start for them. But after things went smoother he was glad that they worked through things. He let out a moan as he scrunched up his shoulders feeling her hit a knot in his shoulder. He looked back at her and chuckled*
It wouldnโt be this bad if I was walking more.
*They both knew that when he was walking it was in private, he didnโt want anyone but Hank and Jean knowing, he closed his eyes and sighed heavily again as he gave a weak smile*
I Love feeling your fingers digging into my skin and smoothing thigns out, it feels so good.
She smiles rubbing his shoulderโs more as she still kisses his neck lightly wanting to keep him distracted happy she purrs in his ear "my love Iโll always be here to make you happy and so anything you desire of me
Jean looked at him and nods. โI know youโre my teacher, and itโs not right.. i understand that.. and Iโve tried to fight it and I still do at times.โ She adds, as she was closer to him with his approval. โLike I said Iโve been fighting with myself on the matter.โ She leans into his touch before leaning inward towards him and kisses his cheek softly before getting the liquor. โWe can do that, and the less you drink the better, you may just sober up and not have such hangover.โ She smiles and takes them away from him as she knew he couldnโt walk unless he uses his chair. โDo you know it bad for your health - well anyoneโs health.โ
*Charles listened to her words and didn't say anything, he watched as she took his drinks and he sighed nodding and finally looking up at her* Yes, I know it's bad for me *He looked at his wheelchair and for a moment thought about getting in it to go get some water from the Kitchen but he knew that she would try and help, he pushed the thoughts out of his head as he pulled and pushed himself to the edge of the bed* I'm going to get myself some water *He pulls the chair closer to himself and manuvers himself into his chair and sighed, he gently grabs the wheels and starts to push and pull on them getting himself from beside the bed and he started to wheel himself to the kitchen clearing his throat*
Jean looked at him before walking around and got into his bed and just sat down. โWhy donโt you look so good? Did my leaving this world when I didโฆhave such an effect and impact on you?โ She spoke vocally now as she can feel his power wasnโt working all that much due too the drinking. โFor Christ sake, Charles all youโve done is drink havenโt you?โ She looked down, leaning into him as she sniffs. โDo you have anything to drink?โ She asked, sitting next to him.
โI would hope not, as i would love to stay here.. and by here I mean On earth and if youโll allow me to stay, here here as wellโ she says looking at him. โI donโt have anywhere to go.โ She shakes her head. โI still can get over the fact and you finally told me how you felt about me.. i didnโt get a chance to tell you.. but I feel like me sacrificing myself for you, the people, my friends, the x-men.. nonetheless I need to tell you.. as you told me.โ
*Charles gave a slight smile as he looked at her while she was speaking, he picked up his drink on his bedside table and started to drink more, her asking questions about him only to start talking again made him chuckle, his powers weren't working at this point due to how much he had drank, when she spoke about her feelings he looked up at her and sighed* What are you talking about?
Jean moved to she slightly across from him, she was nervous as she bit her lip. โDonโt act like you donโt already know..โ she says, in a shaky tone while reaching and holding his hand. โCharles..I have been fighting with my own mind and my feelings..โ she said softly before she moves into him closer. โMy feelings for you..are so strong.. so intense..โ she says aloud as she looks at him before looking down.
โIโm sorry that I had to fight it off, every time,although thatโs all Iโm sorry about.โ She said before adding. โThatโs all Iโm sorry about.though.โ
Jean didnโt realize she was in his home or much like in his bathroom, hearing his voice, calling her name. Was this real? She asked herself. Turning to the door and taps the knob and felt it, she sheds tears of joy before she opens the door and walked out. She saw him, he looked a mess, โCharles..โ she simply said as she looked around before walking closer.
โHow is this possible..?โ She whispered speaking to him telepathically; she touched the walls and the bed and looked at him. โYou donโt look so good, Charles..โ she said a tad bit saddened about it. โIโm hereโฆonly I donโt understand why?โ
Jean was a light in the sky, a beacon of hope for those who needed it. She can see Charles and the students. She knew how he felt and still did want she thought was best. Saving everyone from these aliens as she knew as like as they live and she was alive no one would be safe, mutant or none mutant.
It kills her to not be there with him, she has evolved into a light therefore she isnโt allowed to go back; or can she? She flew to his widow before she watched him with a smile in her eyes and found her inside his room only in his restroom. Looking into the mirror as she gasps and jumping back hitting the door. Was she back? Jean looked down at her hands and was able to see them, touching her arms and face to see if it wasnโt a dream.
Jean moved to she slightly across from him, she was nervous as she bit her lip. โDonโt act like you donโt already know..โ she says, in a shaky tone while reaching and holding his hand. โCharles..I have been fighting with my own mind and my feelings..โ she said softly before she moves into him closer. โMy feelings for you..are so strong.. so intense..โ she says aloud as she looks at him before looking down.