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I have been writing for a very long time , I refuse writing that is less than 4-8 paragraphs in length. I am very detailed in my writing and seek to write with those of the same caliber.
Sincerely, Writer.
I'm aksing you to understand where I'm coming from, why I could feel that way... and instead of trying to do so,ย you go "maybe I should give you space" or "maybe you should log off" all because I'm trying to tell you how I feel.ย That hurts.
but like, can you understand even why I felt that way?ย It's not that I don't have ideas. I have a few, but like... idk, now I'm worried I'm just going to be met with aย "could work but i don't know" it's discouraging.
And, I'm more than willing to discuss things, but I felt rejeected and like dismissed. Being told I should win you over... kinda made me doubt myself as a writer. cause it's like, doesn't my writing speak for itself? Isn't that a selling feature?ย I'm really trying not to get upset with you or about it... but right now it's like... I have to come up with a solid idea... or I'm not good enough. That is how it all felt.
You might not think that you're treating me different, but it kinda feels like you are. Again, it's how I feel. I said I was fine if you didn't want someone for Jericho, I was just trying to help you out, but if you want someone else. That's fine too. I don't own you nor do I wish to act like I do. Would I like to write with you there too? Yes, cause I enjoy writing with you and I don't think you understand the sh*t I'd give up and just write with you.ย The only one I wouldn't give up is Andie, but then I'd simply ask if you wanted to make someone with her. But it's fine, not everyone wants to have the same wp multiple places, it's cool.ย Again, I was just offering and I feel like I poured my heart out not just about taking a role for Jericho, but in general... and you kinda brushed it off last night.
Because, it feels like it is. I vent to you, because I trust you. and it kinda hurts my feelings when it's like "oh go ask so and so" like okay... then to post that status, kinda hurt my feelings. so it's whatever.ย Like how can I not take certain things personal? then instead of talking to me, you want to log off... like cool...ย
and now you're just going to ice me out. okay. cause that really makes me feel great. all I said was you were being weird, because I feel like since last night you have. idk what i did or what i'm doing, aside from venting... but sorry i bother you, i guess.