I stood in the bathroom not sure exactly where I was at the moment as it was one of my amnesia attacks or episodes. My hands were covered in blood as I could see out of the corner of my eyed I wasnโt sure of that was the only place that there was blood on my person.These sensations and cravings were getting more intense by the hour and moment. My mind was unable to recall who I was at the moment which made my hands want to shatter the Mirror in front of me.
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Racing thoughts and Panic struck all through my mind and body along with an intensity of rage.I ran my bloody hands through my hair nervously as I could recall I had a brother but I couldnโt recall my own name or the events that I had occurred at the moment.. I felt around my pockets for a wallet or cell phone as maybe there was some records of who I wasโฆ
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All I could find was a name and a cell number on it and thought maybe if I had called this person that they would know who I was. I didnโt think of washing my hands as I glanced downwards that I saw a duffel Bag on the floor But that wasnโt all I saw as there were bodies on the floor. As I moved towards the phone on the counter that I took great Notice that the body count Kept Growing as I Glanced around. My vision was still with the blurriness growing from this episode blackout I had as I dialed the number on the card that I had found in my pocket just moments earlierโฆ.ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย
Lilly Rush had been sitting at her doctorโs office, her hand on her tiny bump.: 9 weeks, She had been pregnant for 9 weeks, It still seemed odd to her, She was having Scottyโs baby. She had no idea this would happen, but she would be lying if she didnโt admit to having feelings for him since the day they met.ย Now here they sat waiting to meet her new OBGYN, her last having to move away and now adding to the already nervous Lilly, She was to meet with a new one.
Scotty looked over at his soon to be wife, He didnโt think any of this was going to happen, He didnโt know he loved her back, it took a long road to get them there but it had happened. He was watching her smiling, today. Had been a good day, Her mood swings had not been all that bad, he could however tell just how worried she had been, โYou know itโs going to be okay right Lil? This doctor will be just as good as our other oneโ He rubbed her tiny baby bump โYouโre so beautiful, you know that?โ He said, she was only 9 weeks but she was already glowing and he could already feel a bump every time he touched her belly.
โYou have to say that Scottyโ She said winking at him, a part of her wanted to have her way with him right there in the doctors office waiting room, It took all she had in her not to pull him in to a passionate kiss, instead she held his hand. She knew they would have to go back to work after this but for now she was content in his arms. For one tiny second they werenโt homicide detectiveโs working for a cold case unit, instead they were parents to be.
The Nurse had looked at her clip board saying their nameโs โRush/Valensโ she said, watching as the blonde woman and who she could only assume was the father had walked up to her. Lilly held Scottyโs hand walking over to them โthat would be usโ She offered. She had half wondered what she would see, how big her baby had gotten since the last appointmentย she had about 2 weeks prior.ย She had done what she was told to do then laid there waiting for the new doctor , all the while never letting go of Scottyโs hand.
