The thing about memory loss is that you lose the good and bad. You lose it all in the blink of an eye, and sometimes you can get it back, but most times you don't. If you ask me, I'd tell you the same. Most people tend to say they don't miss the memories they've lost, but the emotions with-in them. I miss the identity they gave me. They meant I'd mattered to someone at some point, but not anymore. Because I've lost it all. A slate wiped clean, except my name, of course.
I remember finding my wallet on the bedside table in the hospital when I woke up. I remember the doctors talking to me. Elias Dirk Kohler. Who the fuck was that? I remember asking just that. I also remember the panic, the pain. It feels like a distant memory, is a distant memory, but it feels like it could have happened yesterday.
Apparently, it'd been a suicide attempt gone wrong. Meaning, I'd survived, but not without having fucked myself up. The doctors wondered how I'd survived that dive. I wondered how I survived. It didn't, however, take me long to find out. It was the wolf in me. That extra boost in stamina and determination, the basic instinct of survival. It didn't want to die as much as I did, so it lived. And dragged me back with it. This, this was something I didn't share with the doctors. The same doctors that I'd asked to report me dead. There was no point, in my mind, to let my family know.
Once released from the hospital, my ID told me it was my birthday. That I was finally eighteen and free. So I left town and never looked back.
Shifting | All werewolves possess the ability to shape-shift into the form of a large wolf on the full moon. Super Human Strength | Omegas possess strength far beyond that of normal humans and are even stronger in wolf Form. Omegas gain strength with each year to make up for the lack of a pack. Super Human Speed | In human form, Omegas move twice as fast as humans, and in wolf form can run at speeds of 50 miles an Hour. Omegas gain speed each year. Super Human Senses | Omegas can Smell things miles away, hear things within a mile radius, and see things from far distances. These increase in strength with each year. Animal Control | Omegas can control dogs and other similar animals to an extent. Resistance to Cold | Werewolves have a remarkable resistance to cold. Fellow Wolf Sense | Lacking a pack, Omegas do not possess a "Pack Sense", but can sense when other werewolves are near, especially higher ranking Werewolves. Rage Enhancement | Werewolves can increase in strength the more that their anger increases.
Silver | Silver is dangerous to a werewolf. it will burn skin if a wolf comes in contact with it, and it will kill if a weapon made of the metal hits the heart. Wolfsbane | Wolfsbane acts as an acid if a wolf comes in contact with it. It will induce involuntary changing, and will act as a poison if ingested. A silver weapon dipped in the herb will be twice as deadly. Moonstone | Moonstone will turn off a werewolf's power if contact with moonstone is made. Mercury | Mercury will kill a werewolf if it enters the blood.
BIRTH NAME | Information. ETYMOLOGY
Elias - Masculine. English Origin. Pronunciation: ee-LIE-əs. The name Elias means God the Lord.
Dirk - Masculine. German Origin. Pronunciation: DURK. The name Dirk means Famous Ruler.
Kohler - German Origin. Pronunciation: Coal-lur. The surname Kohler means "charcoal burner".
Goes By: Dirk. Species: Omega Werewolf. Gender: Male. Gender Role: Masculine. Orientation: Bisexual: relating to, or characterized by a tendency to direct sexual desire toward both men and women. Age: 23. Age Appearance: For his age, he can sometimes look older. Birthday: November, 26. Parents: Unknown. Siblings: Unknown. Birthplace: Greenville, Alabama. Hair Color: Dark Brown. Eye Color: Blue. Height: 5 ft 10 in or 178 cm. Weight: 77 kg or 170 lbs. Tattoos: Intricate black motifs on his toes. Appearance:Dirk has tanned skin, and a slim, athletic build to him. He has short dark brown hair and blue eyes. Like all werewolves, his eyes will turn yellow when he becomes very angry. In his werewolf form, Dirk's fur is black, and he has the typical glowing yellow eyes that comes with lycanthropy. In human form, he often wears black jeans with a t-shirt and a leather jacket.
Personality: Blunt and honest, Dirk is never quiet about his opinions or views and once he gets an idea in his head, he'll walk through hell to accomplish it. It's not stubbornness or determination, but a will so strong it won't waver for anything. Some would say he's courageous, some would say he's reckless, but the one thing that's always been true is that he will do whatever needs to be done, no matter the consequences. To anyone who meets Dirk, it is painfully obvious that there is something inexplicably alluring about him. This only seems to draw others to him. He doesn't have a problem with talking to a random stranger, he can talk about anything.
He can't stand to see the people he cares about hurt, or the things he cares about for that matter. He would do and say anything to protect them. If he cares for you, then you have a true friend. Dirk has a hard time admitting when he's wrong. He always thinks he's right, and believes that no one can prove him wrong. He's a firm believer when it comes to getting revenge. If you hurt him, or someone he cares about in some way, then he will find some way to make you hurt just as badly.
When it comes to relationships, Dirk has made himself untouchable, through years of pushing people away and building up walls around himself.
Blood Type: AB-negative. Preferred Hand: Ambidextrous; able to use the right and left hands equally well. Allergies: He has no allergies. Occupation: Owns a bar called Southern Comfort just outside of Nashville. Likes: The smell of cooked fish, and the forest, the sound of someone singing, the color green, the taste of apples, surfing, music. Dislikes: The sound of crying, the smell of garlic, the color pink, large bodies of water, being told what to do, being touched by people he doesn't know. Habits: Baring his teeth when he's angry, in his human form, tapping, running his hands through his hair, cracking his knuckles.
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// You're welcome, sweet face. I got a little bored earlier and decided to play with photoshop and wanted to make you something. :) I am glad you like it and there's no need to thank me again. I enjoy making things. -kisses cheek; If you'd like to use it and need the coding, I'll gladly give it to you.
// Okay so..... I kind of made you a doorknocker. Well, that's a lie... I made you two. I couldn't decide which I like better (but I'm might be leaning more towards the second one...), so...... I'm going to let you choose. Just click the links to see each. I hope you like them... If you don't like either, that's totally fine as well. No worries. ^_^
