05/12/2016 02:22 PM  Writing Samples. I found it was a need to put this down here in case anyone wants to see what my writing is like. SAMPLE 1: This sample was for one of my starters I wrote for someone from my Medusa profile but I love this starter so much, I thought it would be a great sample of my writing.  *** Please keep in mind I may not write as much as I did on that starter. Only reason for that is because Meredith is my baby and I'm OBSESSED with the character along with MerDer and the twisted sisters (Meredith and Cristina). Also anything in the sample that is in italic is what the therapist is saying, except for the last paragraph. For that past paragraph, I've actually decided to put what the nurses has been saying in bold and in italic. I don't want that to confuse anyone. "So why are you here, Dr. Grey?" It was Meredith's second time in being therapy, but the first time in a few years since she last have been to therapy. First time she went because each time she worked with Derek, all she could think about was Derek's tongue in her mouth. She ended up finding out Derek wasn't the only reason why she went to therapy for the first time. Ellis Grey was also the reason why Meredith went. Finding out that her mother wasn't trying to kill herself when she was cutting herself. Her mother was an extraordinary surgeon who didn't want to die, but almost ended up killing herself due to blood loss because of Richard Webber. She wanted to be with Richard, but Richard decided to stop seeing her mother so he could stay with Adele. But this time her being back into therapy had nothing to do with her mother. It was all about Derek and trying to figure out how she can move on to get Derek to believe she was ready for marriage and have a life time with him. She may say she isn't at the moment, but honestly if Meredith actually could let go of the past and the problems she had with Derek, they could possibly make it work. To have a life time with one another the way how they both want it to be. But Meredith of course was so stubborn worrying about how their future would end up and believing Derek would do the same thing as Thatcher had done to her and her mother when she was about five years old. Derek and Thatcher of course weren't alike and Meredith wasn't like her mother who would have an affair with other people, but it still worries her. Worrying about how their future would end up if it's nothing but problems. Although, it would work if Meredith wouldn't run away each time when there's a problem around her. Each time when there was a problem, Meredith always tries to ignore it and hope it would be back to normal in time. It doesn't because she and Derek would have to talk it out before they could even fix it.  The room where Meredith is in was quite. Not one single word was coming out of Meredith's mouth. The therapist was just sitting there looking at her waiting for her to answer her question. You would think it would be easier for a person to talk in therapy for the second, but with Meredith it wasn't. The blonde surgeon doesn't open up to people, she doesn't open up to anyone except for Cristina. But since Cristina wasn't around, and she and Derek aren't in a very good place, Meredith felt like going back to therapy would be a better option. If the therapist was the same one who she had before, then yeah. She might have talked right away, but it was a different person. Talking to someone about her personal problems was hard for her, even to new people who she never had talked to before. "I've read your file. You've been in therapy before. It is about the same reason? About you and Derek? I've also read something about your mother in the file. But I'm sure you're past that part already, right?" The therapist sat there with her leg over the other. A binder placed on her lap and she was holding a pen with her right hand. Surgeons and nurses names was being called or paged to be somewhere. There were surgeons and nurses walking passed the door to the room and also the windows where people were able to see inside the office from the hallways, but Meredith wanted the blinds closed so no one would see her in therapy. She didn't want anyone to know she was in therapy, actually. People seeing Meredith in therapy was one of her weaknesses. It'll make people thing she isn't strong enough. She is strong, but when it comes to Derek, Meredith is vulnerable. When she's around Derek, it always makes her to want more and same goes for Derek. They can't seem to stay away from each other no matter how much they try. "There was a rumor I've been hearing around the hospital. Is that why you're here? But I can't tell you more about that until you tell me why you're here." The rumor was what brought Meredith to the therapy in the first place, but she didn't want to admit it. Not to the shrink, anyway. Not at the moment at least.  Still not one single word had come out of Meredith's mouth. She is quietly sitting there on the couch staring at the table in front of her that only had a vase of flowers on it. Going to therapy was the best option the blonde could think of but yet she wasn't ready to open up to the female therapist who was sitting in the chair by her. "Dr. Grey. You've been sitting here for a while now and haven't said a single word. If you don't want to talk to me, then I can't help you the way how you want me to. If you just want to sit here for a while, we can. But you need to talk to me so I can help you get through what bothering you." The way how Meredith was going, she was going to spend a lot more days and hours in therapy. Meredith clearly didn't want to be there, but she didn't have a choice. Well, she did, but it was the only thing she could think of. "You know, we can sit here as long as you want. I have time to sit here till you're ready to talk. You just need to know it'll be longer sessions and more therapy days." Just as what she expect it to be. More hours and more days of therapy. "Coming to see me is a huge step, Meredith. It'll be even a bigger step if you'd talk." The therapist was more than willingly to wait till Meredith starts talking, but she was trying to make the famous daughter feel more welcome so Meredith would be in a mood to start talking soon. It didn't have to be right away, but hopefully soon Meredith would be able to start talking so the female therapist would able to help Meredith. To help her to move on from the past and maybe it'll push Meredith to be ready to be in a relationship with Derek again. To get the extraordinary woman to be more than ready to have a marriage and a family with the love of her life, the man who she wanted to spend the rest of her life with. The only other person who knew Meredith well enough other than Cristina.  Meredith mind was pretty much thinking about Derek the whole time since she had sat there on the couch. Since overhearing the nurses talking about Derek Shepherd and a nurse sleeping together, it was starting to make Meredith realizing she's going to lose him. It probably was her fault for drawing the love of her life to another woman, but she was hoping Derek would at least give her a few more weeks or hopefully a few days till she figures things out. She didn't want to lose her McDreamy over another nurse who could never be as good as Meredith is for him. The nurse wasn't Meredith Grey and that would most likely mean the relationship with Derek and the nurse or anyone else who Derek is going to be with in the future would never work because Derek only has eyes for Meredith no matter how much Derek wanted to move on and doesn't want to wait for her. Meredith's only wants to be with Derek no matter how much she doesn't want to admit it either. What they're going through right now could possibly be a way to keep them both strong in the future. Their relationship could end up becoming way stronger than it ever was because of their past problems. Meredith just has to believe that and hopefully it'll stay that way rather than them breaking up or running away from each problem they have or what they're going to have in the future. The pregnancy hormones, which she had just recently found out that morning before getting to work, she was pregnant with Derek's child, were starting to make Meredith's eyes water while thinking about the love of her life. Thinking about how she could lose him over something she thought she wasn't ready for, but never actually had the chance to try to see if they could actually make it work. The watery tears started to run down her face, but before the therapist even had the chance to notice it, Meredith's pager went off and she wiped the tears off of her cheek before looking at her pager. "I gotta go. I got a patient to attend to." Meredith stood up from the couch and took one step away from the couch to start walking out of the room. "We're not done here, Dr. Grey. We still have a half hour of this hour." The female said as she took the binder of her lap and stood up when Meredith did. "Yeah, well I am. Plus, I got patients that need me." Meredith told her therapist as she walked towards exit of the room. "Same time tomorrow, Dr. Grey." The blonde woman took a deep breath and walked out of the room. They were only supposed to meet two to three times a week but since Meredith didn't said a single word during the therapy session, her therapist thought it was best if they made an extra day out of it. Meredith would still have to pay for that extra day, that didn't matter to her. Money didn't matter to her at all. Not at this moment anyway. She was just too focused on Derek. Plus, the extra day would give Meredith more time to have a chance to talk to her therapist, even though she may not want the shrink to poke into her head. Walking through the hallway and sighting, Meredith walked over to the nurse's station and took a deep breath. She placed the tablet for her patient's charts onto the counter as she was updating her patient's charts. Updating her patient's charts, she started to overhear something very disturbing from the nurses. "Did you hear? Dr. Shepherd has been sleeping with a nurse. I wonder how Dr. Grey would feel about that." Meredith's eyes looked up from the tablet over to the nurses. Hearing that was putting too much emotions through Meredith's body from the pregnancy hormones. It wasn't the first time Meredith heard of if it, but people was still talking about it. "Stop with the rumor spreading and get to work!" It was the hormones that were making Meredith like that. Yes, she may be crappy most of the time, but she had never actually said something like that to nurses. Not even to her friends. "If you'd rather be spreading rumors that could or could not be true and not work, then you might as well go home and not bothering coming back!" The hormonal surgeon said to the two nurses and stomped off away from the station after picking the tablet back up from the counter to the nurses station. Guess the nurses didn't know that Meredith was standing there because when they seen her, all they could do is stand there looking over at her, but after hearing what Meredith said to them, they were in complete shock. The blonde woman then made her way over to the patient that the nurses paged her for. She had to go to the ER. There was an emergency patient that was coming in with some abdominal pain and a head injury. While getting to the ER after about ten minutes or so, Meredith went over to her patient and checked the head injury while the interns and nurses checked the abdominal pain and to stop the bleeding. After checking on the patient and stopped all bleeding, she headed the patient over to get a CT scan done. Since Derek was going to get paged, she made sure the nurses would page him to the room where the CT scan was so he wouldn't have to go down to the ER for nothing. SAMPLE 2: Okay. So this sample was also a starter for someone, but I also love this to use for a sample. ***Same goes for this sample. Anything that is in italic is what another person is saying, not Meredith.  Waking up at 5 O'clock in the morning by the sound of her alarm, Meredith turned around and hit the button to turn it off. She turned back over and continued to lay there as she started to think about how her life would be in the next nine months. Would she and Derek get back together because of his unborn baby she had just recently found out she was carrying? Or would they still be going through this whole ignoring one another because Meredith couldn't fully commit to their relationship as much as he can? All because of Meredith can't admit how she really feels towards Derek. They could still end up back together even if it has nothing to do with the baby. If they did get back together, Meredith just hoped it didn't have anything to do with the baby. Getting back together because of the baby wasn't Meredith's kind of idea for a relationship. Although since Meredith is pregnant with his child, they couldn't really ignore each other if they end up not getting back together. Derek is the father and he has the right to be a part of their child's life and even with their personal problems going on, Meredith wouldn't keep his child away from him. She would want Derek to be a part of their child's life. She didn't want their child to be without a father like she has been for years. Not even that, Meredith and Derek would have to talk to each other about their child and co-parent their child about where is the baby going to stay, who is going to pick up their child after work from day care, who gets the child during holidays, and other stuff like that.  Taking a deep breath, Meredith removed the blankets off her body and slowly sat up on her bed, swinging her feet off the bed and onto the wooden floor. Meredith looked over at the alarm clock and saw it had been about fifteen minutes since she had turned her alarm clock off. It was 5:15 in the morning. Pulling herself up from her bed, Meredith took a quick shower, grabbed her clean clothes and changed into them. She brushed her hair and finished getting ready for work. When she had finished, she went out of her room, went downstairs to the kitchen, and saw Izzie sitting at the kitchen table finishing off her breakfast. "If you want a ride, hurry up because I'm leaving." The blonde haired woman said to her roommate as she headed off to the coffee maker to pour herself some coffee in her travel coffee mug. "We still have lots of time before we have to go to work, Mer. So come, sit, eat." Izzie told Meredith and was still unaware of Meredith's pregnancy. "I want to be at the hospital early. I got patients to check up on and I'll eat at the hospital. I'll pick something up on the way or find something at the hospital to eat." Since Meredith found out she was pregnant, Meredith had changed a little. Lately, she has been pretty much all work and no play. Or at least doing nothing fun. She's been wanting to do more hours, do a lot more of night shift or at least until the baby comes because she knows she would have to take a bit more time off to take care of her baby. She didn't want to become like the mother how Ellis was to her. "Are you okay? You seem different lately. You've been working a lot more." Izzie was starting to get curious about how Meredith has been acting lately. "Are you still avoiding Derek? I still can't believe you're avoiding him because of him telling you he loves you. I'm starting not to get you two. He loves you and it's quite obvious you two belong together and that you love him back, why don't you just suck it up and get together and live a happily ever after together. Get married and have a family. We all know that's going to happen anyway, why don't you just make it happen sooner rather than later?" Izzie suggested, trying to get Meredith wanting it more than she thought and trying to butt into Meredith's relationship problems. "Izzie, just stop! I'm going into work early because I want to. Me wanting to work more has nothing to do with me avoiding Derek and if it was, so what!" the hormonal surgeon said to her friend. "So again, if you want a ride, hurry up!" Meredith said to her as she walked out of the kitchen and out of the door with her bag on her shoulder and travel up in her hand. Meredith unlocked her door when she got to her car and got in, waiting for Izzie to hurry up. When Izzie finally got to the car, Meredith drove them to Seattle Grace Hospital. It nearly took about a twenty minute drive and a very quiet one too. Meredith haven't said a single word on the drive there because she didn't want to start fighting, the same kind of fight they had earlier, about why Meredith wanted to go to work earlier. If they were still interns, it would make a lot more sense and there wouldn't be any questions asked because they all would know the answer to that. They all would want to get the best case. If they wanted the best case, they would have to go into work earlier. Since they're attending's, apparently Meredith needed a reason for going into work early and there was a reason to it, but she didn't want to say anything yet about it because she wasn't ready to tell anyone. Just yet, anyway. Walking into the hospital after getting there, Meredith headed to her locker and changed into the dark navy blue scrubs then went to work. Just after she had finished checking up on her patients and updating their medical charts on the tablets, Meredith has gotten a page. A new patient had come into the ER and needed both Meredith and Derek's help, but Meredith was unaware of Derek's part. She didn't know he was a part of that case till after she got to the patient. "What happened with the patient?" Meredith asked curiously. The patient had been in a car accident. There was a shard of glass in the abdomen and there seemed to be a brain tumor that caused the accident.  SAMPLE 3: This sample is actually a sample for this account. I was planning to use this as a starter for someone, but now I think I kind of changed my mind and to use this for a sample. :) "Where the hell am I? How did I get here?" Isabella asked herself in though. After giving birth to her daughter, Isabella had woken up in the hospital morgue. It wasn't the best kind of place to wake up in after giving birth, especially if there's other corpse lying around in the morgue with her. Sitting up on the table in the morgue, Isabella looked around the room. She certainly wasn't alone in the room. Three other corpses were laying on some gurneys. Seeing them laying there, getting all dried up scared the hell out of her. Not because they were drying up, but because they were dead. That only meant one thing to her. She wasn't where she was supposed to be. A morgue isn't a type of room where you were supposed to wake up in. After giving birth, you are always supposed to wake up in a hospital bed, where you have blankets around you and be as fully comfortable as you possibly can. Not waking up on a freezing cold table where the room is cold as well. Not just that, Isabella was naked, so it was even colder. She was lucky enough to have a sheet on her to keep her a bit warm, even though it wasn't working. Looking around further in the room, she had found some clothes. She wasn't sure why there was clothes put in the morgue, especially since if dead people no longer had to wear clothes. But Isabella was not dead, or at least what she thought of. She thought she was still alive. She thought the nurses and doctors had made some sort of mistake and thought she was dead, then brought her to the morgue. Wrapping the sheet over her, Isabella had jumped off the table and walked over to where the clothes were. Picking the clothes up, they seemed to be her size. Well, if she was still pregnant, they wouldn't be her size, but she was no longer pregnant. She knew that she wasn't pregnant anymore because the last thing she remembered before passing out or whatever happened was giving birth to her daughter. Well and hearing the nurses saying that she was crashing. "Wait a second..." Isabella stopped to think before continuing to get dressed. "She was crashing the nurses said." She thought to herself again. "Would they have meant Arabella?" She asked herself. Arabella was the name she was thinking of naming her baby girl. If the nurses had meant that Arabella was crashing, then that means she would have been in the morgue with her if she didn't make it. When she had looked around her, there was no infant, unless they had revived her. "Arabella isn't dead. If she was, she would have been here with me." She wasn't going to believe it. She had a mother's instinct that her daughter wasn't dead and she was going to stick to it. If anyone was to be dead, it was Isabella. But Isabella didn't get how she was dead if she was walking around and had all the feelings in her body. There was no way she was sleeping either. After deciding to get dressed, Isabella walked out of the morgue. It was completely dead in the hallway. She must have been in the basement of the hospital. There was not a single soul in sight. Taking a deep breath, she had walked through the emptied hallway and found an exit of the hallway, for her to go up the stairs. She went up the stairs and went to a floor level where there were actually people. Patients, visitors, nurses, and doctors. "Finally!" She said to herself as she opened the door to walk into the hallway with the other people was in. Just as when she opened the door, she had a sudden urge of thirst. This wasn't the kind of thirst as normally. This was kind of a different thirst. It wasn't water, coffee, tea, or any kind of that thirst. She had smelt blood. She saw none, but for some reason, she was craving for some blood. It sounded weird to her, but it was what she was craving for and she couldn't help it. Walking by a room, Isabella had seen a patient sleeping in the room. No one was in the room other than for the patient. She looked around her and everyone else was minding their own business. She had no idea what was going on, but at that point, she couldn't control her body. Walking in the patient room, Isabella closed the door behind her and shut the blinds to the window. She had walked over to the patient and then the next minute she had noticed, her teeth were in the patients arm with blood all over her mouth and the patients arm. Just as then, there had been some sharp pain on her gums. She was transforming into a vampire, but yet, she had no idea. She quickly had pulled herself away and tried not to make too much noise for others to hear, hoping the pain would pass. The patient had woken up and started to scream. Just as then, Isabella had quickly got out of the room and speeded through the hallway so no one could see it was her, who caused the patient to scream. Finding a place where no one was, Isabella stopped and was panting. "What the hell is going on?" She asked herself that question again. "Why did I just sucked blood out of that patient and why was I in pain afterwards?" Isabella had questions, but no answers to them and the questions were driving her insane. Licking her lips, she had noticed there was still blood on them. "God the blood tasted so good, I just have to get more!" She said to herself. "But I also want to find out about my daughter. To see if she was alive." How was she supposed to get more blood, but also find out about her daughter? Well that was easy. She can always go find out about her daughter first then go get blood, but how is she supposed to ask about her daughter if people could think she was dead? She would have to make sure she would talk to a doctor or nurse she doesn't recognize. Meaning, no one from her case. Making sure there was no blood left on her face and lips or anywhere else on her, Isabella had left to find a nurse who would tell her whether or not if her daughter is alive. 0 Comments

09/08/2013 09:05 PM  The Guidelines. Before roleplaying with me, we need to go through some guidelines/rules or however you wanna call it.  I know it's a lot of reading, but this is important.  PLEASE take a moment of your time to read this. FRIEND REQUESTS: Once being accepted, it will be because I trust you or if I know you in OOC. There might be times I accidently add/accept you. If that happens, then I'll delete you right after I realize I added or been accepted by someone. Most of the time I am pretty careful on who I add though.    If I had you on my friends list for a while and all of the sudden if I'm not on your friends list, there probably was a reason why. It probably won't be because of the number problem. I actually don't mind being a number. But if I ever did delete you, it'll be because you did something that I don't like or got me really annoyed. There are also many of other reasons why I would delete someone, so if you don't want to be deleted off of my friends list, you would follow my rules. If I ever do go on a deleting spree, all of my mains are safe! They should know who they are!    PHOTOS:  I edit all of my photos on photoshop/photofiltre. Before I even had these programs on my computer, I've been using the online photo editors. If you ever want the link where I got the photoshop/photofiltre from, feel free to ask. I don't mind giving it to you, but it might take a while to find the link for it since I have one of them saved somewhere and the other link I don't have saved, but mostly know where to find it. Either that or google it or buy the photoshop.   DO NOT STEAL MY PICTURES! Yes, I'm aware that I found them on the internet, but if you want a certain picture, PLEASE ASK! I edit them and then put a tag on them. If I find out that anyone stole a photo of mine that I uploaded, then I'll delete you. If you want one of my edits, feel free to ask. I don't mind making one or a few for you. If you asked and keep hounding me to make it for you right away, then I'll just say forget it. I'm not going to even bother making one for you. It'll be because you're pressuring me and I might not feel like making you a photo at that time. If I say I'll make you a photo, I will mean I will make you a photo. BUT if it does take like a month or more than that for me to edit one for you I don't mind you asking again because I could have forgotten to make you one. If there's a certain photo you want me to edit for you, send me the photo. If you have read this far, please tell me what your favourite TV show is, in the comments below.    MAINS: I do have a group for Grey's Anatomy, Charmed, General Hospital, One Life to Live, All My Children, etc... It all depends on what I'm roleplaying and where I put these roles on, which will be mostly on all of my pages/accounts, since I'm trying to make this for all of them. I will not accept more than one of each character as my mains. If I do, then I have my own reason why and I will not explain why.    STORYLINE: Please message me before starting a storyline. Just because I roleplay from a show, doesn't mean I follow it. Just like my Starr Manning account, I do follow the show, but not all of it. I have another Starr Manning account that I don't even follow the show at all and I make my own storylines. Most of the time, I don't follow the show and the other time I do. It depends on if I like the storyline on the show or not. If the show that I roleplay from is done and not making new ones, then I will make up my own storylines simple as that. Just because the show is done, doesn't mean you can't roleplay them anymore, right? If my character is original, then I most likely won't follow the show, because well, they're original.    IMPORTANT DETAILS: Please try to use good grammar. I hate when people can't use good grammar and when I'm trying to get to replies, I can't even do them because people doesn't use it. Put some effort into your replies/messages or whatever you're doing for me to read.   Please, please, PLEASE do not use text talk. I absolutely hate it! Sorry, but most of the time when people talks like that, I don't really understand it. There are times people says something to me and I have to ask them what that means. It's mostly because I never heard of those certain text talk before so I have to ask what they mean. I'm not trying to be dumb here or anything, but text talk isn't my thing. I don't even text using text talk.    If you send a starter, it has to be three or four paragraphs and up. After that, I at least want two paragraphs per reply, but I would perfer three or four. No semi-para or para. So, let's say each paragraph has to be five to eight sentences in them, depending on how big they are. If you want to add more, then do it. I don't really care. As long as it's multi-para I'm happy. But I WILL NOT ACCEPT NOVELLA! It's way too much for me. I'm normally a multi-para not novella. All though, I will do para or there are times when I write and can't stop writing. It happens.    DO NOT GOD-MODE MY CHARACTER! I don't like it when people control my characters. If I find that someone controls my character, then I'll stop roleplaying with you and delete you off of my friends list. If I ever let someone to god-mode, it'll be only to my characters love interest. But that'll rarely happen though because I like to control my own character.   If my character is single, doesn't mean he/she is available. It'll probably mean they have a love interest already, but haven't yet admitted their feelings. If my character is taken then my character will not cheat on the love interest. My characters aren't cheaters unless if it was for a storyline that I'm doing.   When it comes to messages and comments, I don't care where we discuss storylines or just to talk. Preferably in messages though because people may want to snoop into our OOC talk, I don't want that. Roleplaying is only for comments. I don't' really care if people see that since I have nothing to hide. It's only roleplaying anyway   OOC: If I'm not around, then it'll mostly be because real life is calling me and I must go to it. It's way more important than being on here all the time. If something ever comes up in real life, I have to go to it, meaning I won't be on all the time and it could be possible I might be taking a hiatus break.   When it comes to replies, please wait. I get that most of you want to roleplay with active roleplayers. Honestly, active roleplayers, doesn't mean that you reply to them in the next couple of days or sooner. Being on the profile every day or close to everyday means active. If I say I'll get to replies, obviously means I'll get to replies. It will take time because most of the time I'm just lazy to get to the replies. Lately, I've been pretty good with the replies, depending on who I'm roleplaying on and maybe with. If you have read this far, please tell me  which horror movie is your favorite (if you do not have a favorite horror movie then tell me who your favorite Disney character is) below . Please to not bug me for replies. I'll get to them when I feel like it and I know you'll do the same so as long as you don't have a problem with me not replying quick enough or that day, we'll be fine. I'll most likely reply in a few days anyways.   I understand that a lot of roleplayers just doesn't have one profile/account. If that's the case, please try to be on your character who is connected with my character at least a few times a week or maybe once every week. It doesn't matter if you reply to me or not. I'm very patient when it comes to replies. You'll reply whenever you can, I understand that. Go ask a few people who I roleplay with. I'm sure they'll tell you how patient I am when it comes to that. Just as you guys know, this isn't my only roleplaying account. I have lots more, mainly because I'm this nice person who does favors for people and/or if I feel like making another. Also, I do have AIM. If anyone would like to get a hold of me when I am not on this profile, feel free to look at my page for my AIM or just simply ask for it. I do try to be on this profile as much as I can.    PLEASE REMEMBER THERE ARE TWO HIDDEN THINGS IN THE RULES.  I'LL KNOW IF YOU READ MY RULES OR NOT! It is possible that I will update this. ;)  2 Comments

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