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05/04/2021 01:15 PM 

β€” π™³πšπ™΄πš‚πš‚π™΄π™³ 𝙸𝙽 πš†π™·π™Έπšƒπ™΄ pt. 1,

πšπš‘πšŽ  πš–πš˜πš–πšŽπš—πšπšœ  πš’πš—  πš πš‘πš’πšŒπš‘  πš’πš'𝚜  πšŽπšŠπšœπš’  πšπš˜  πšπšŠπš•πš•  πš’πš—  πš•πš˜πšŸπšŽ  πšŠπš›πšŽ  πš—πš˜πš  πšπš‘πšŽ  πš–πš˜πš–πšŽπš—πšπšœ  πš’πš—  πš πš‘πš’πšŒπš‘  πš’𝚘𝚞  πšπšŠπšžπšπšŽ  πš‘πš˜πš   πš’πš—  πš•πš˜πšŸπšŽ  πš’𝚘𝚞  πšŠπš›πšŽ.    because  it's  easy  to  fall  in  love  when  you're  comfortable,  when  you're  wrapped  up  in  her  strong,  strong  arms.   when  it's  mary-sue  laying  atop  isabel,  a  beating  heart  a  strong  vibration  under  their  ear,  the  top  of  isabel's  breast  just  grazing  their  cheek.    somewhere  outside,  the  streets  of  Phoenix  are  buzzing  with  life,  laughter,  cars  rushing  by.   the  Arizona  heat  trying  to  filter  into  the  airconditioned  apartment.   all  things  that  are  so  terribly  comfortable.    it's  so  easy  to  fall  in  love  with  everything  you  absolutely  know,  including  the  way  isabel  smiles  when  she  wakes  up  knowing  mary-sue  is  right  there.   that  lopsided,  innocent  grin.

it's  a  little  piece  of  heaven  &  you  don't  even  have  to  be  religious  to  fall  in  love  with  heaven.

the  thought  always  peaks  in  those  moments:   we  should  get  married.    neither  of  them  ever  say  anything  in  those  moments,  it's  too  comfortable  to  even  try  shifting  the  aura  of  the  moment.    no,  that's  not  when  you  TRULY  fall  in  love.

𝚒𝚘𝚞  πšπšŠπš•πš•  πš’πš—  πš•πš˜πšŸπšŽ  πš πš‘πšŽπš—  πšπš‘πš˜πšœπšπšœ  πš‘πšŠπšžπš—πš  πš’πš˜πšžπš›  πš‹πš˜πš—πšŽπšœ,  πš πš‘πšŽπš—  πšπš‘πšŽ  πš πš˜πš›πš•πš  πš’πšœ  πšπšŠπš›πš”  +  πš‘πš˜πš™πšŽπš•πšŽπšœπšœ,  when  mary-sue  knows  in  these  moments  of  the  world  trembling  with  fear  that  somewhere  tomorrow,  even  through  sorrow  +  fear,  that  they'll  get  their  comfortable  moments  with  isabel.   you  fall  in  love  when  you  can  still  look  at  a  person  &  the  world  falls  away.   even  as  the  world  crumbles  between  you,  you're  still  going  to  reach  out

all  of  this  was  never  supposed  to  be  of  reality,  but  either  was  mary-sue's  power.   they  were  just  supposed  to  be  this  kind  baker,  working  under  this  sweet  little  old  lady.    then  every  now  &  again,  they'd  go  out  to  stop  some  creep  hitting  on  a  woman  who  wants  to  be  left  out,  or  they'd  stop  a  local  robbery.    HEROISM  IS  EXCEPTIONAL.   but  they  met  this  tall  adonis  who  can't  die.   if  that's  possible,  anything  is  really.   so  that's  why  mary-sue,  even  with  their  whole  entire  body  absolutely  aching,  is  crawling  to  their  knees.

they  give  out  this  grunt,  palms  bloodied,  bits  of  cement  +  rock  in  them,  get  to  their  feet.   hazel  eyes  quickly  scan  the  whole  entire  area  before  they  find  isabel,  standing  strong  in  the  face  of  this  monstrous  creature  that's  resembling  an  age  old  tale  of  a  griffin.   nobody  knows  where  it  came  from,  but  it's  there --   just  like  everything  else  that's  possible.    every  little  wild  thing.

a  woman  who  can  see  timelines.
a  woman  who  can't  die.
a  man  who  can  manipulate  emotions.
a  sister  who  has  super  speed.

the  creature  is  barrelling  so  fast  forward.   mary-sue's  aching  body  limps  towards  isabel.   one  hand  wraps  around  the  back  of  the  taller  woman's  shirt,  before  their  whole  arm  wraps  around  isabel's  waist.   that's  actually  more  for  herself.   a  breath  in,  scanning  timelines  like  she's  a  goddamn  pricing  gun  before  that  nuclear  apocalyptic  timeline  pops  up  again.   their  hand  raises.   the  world  around  them  buzzes.   a  tank  of  all  things  appears.

right  in  the  middle  of  firing  at  whatever  horrific  war  is  going  on  in  that  timeline.    the  creature  practically  explodes.   mary-sue's  hands  falls,  then  her  forehead  rests  againsts  isabel's  back.   the  tank  disappears  from  this  timeline.

"   lets  get  married  in  vegas,  "     mary-sue  simply  whispers.   because  it's  best  to  fall  in  love  when  you're  tired  &  you  know  you  can  handle  anything  together. 

02/22/2021 01:59 PM 

timeline added: xena / witcher / etc.

 

*  Not gonna lie,  it's mostly just Snow White but with Mary-Sue as their name.

--  Mary-Sue is born as a princess. Her mother dies giving childbirth, her father marries another woman. Shortly after the marriage, a prophecy deems that the new queen will fall to the princess. The queen sets out to hide Mary-Sue and Mary-Sue's heritage. It is quickly revealed the new queen is, of course, an evil, lesser god and when Mary-Sue's father / the king hears of what she's doing, he sets out to banish the queen. It doesn't work. She kills him, declares a new reign of terror and monarchy over the kingdom.

-- What God doesn't like power is the moral of the story? The queen / God (coming up with names later) misses the fact that there were quite a few loyal people to Mary-Sue's father and Mary-Sue. A few escape the reign of terror. Mary-Sue ends up finding a way to escape - the few loyal people hear of this and set out to unite with her.

-- Cue an anarchy.

02/13/2021 02:44 PM 

rise to fame [ cs. ] ,



»    one  of  the  last  steps  to  recovery  was  realizing  that  the  vigilante  streak  mary-sue  was  on  was  harmful.   they  went  from  a  self-harm  addiction  to  an  adrenaline  addiction  -  but  one  thing  stayed  true.                        THEY  WANTED  TO  HELP  PEOPLE.

»     mary-sue  has  only  one  social  media  account:    tik-tok.     the  only  real  normal  and  simple  thing outside  of  mary-sue's  job  as  a  baker.    a  local,  small  owner  business  too.    a  little  entertainment  when  they  weren't  out  readily  finding  crime  to  stop.    they  started  engaging  in  political  discourse  over  anything  LGBTQ+  right  orientated...   and  quickly  rose  to  popular  tik-tok  status  as  your  local  hot  lesbian.    they  switched  from  vigilante  to  using  that  source  to  help  people.

»    they  went  back  to  college  to  get  a  degree  in  sociology  -  started  social  work  for  troubled  LGTBQ+  youth.    rumors  still  frequently  fly  of  people  actively  trying  to  find  out  who  the  previous  local  Phoenix  vigiliante  was.   it  doesn't  help  that  Jumper  disappeared  around  the  time  Mary-Sue  got  famous  on  Tik-Tok.    people  love  their  conspiracy  theories.

»    yes,    their  sister  absolutely  hates  this.    kristen  wanted  mary-sue  to  stay  out  of  the  spotlight  so  kane  could  never  find  them.   on  the  plus  side,  now  that  mary-sue  has  followers  and  fans,  they  can  counteract  quite  readily  kane's  attempts  at  a  rising  politician  without  seeming  like  an  anarchist  or  terrorist  like  kristen.

02/09/2021 03:46 PM 

[ rs. ] hands :

I need you to tell me. What are you to do when one of you is immortal and the other one has a thousand timelines crammed into one head? You just already knew things could never be simple.   WHAT'S A KING TO A GOD?    She tried to walk away from you but she couldn't. She came back.    WHAT'S A GOD TO A NON-BELIEVER?    There's a thousand timelines where she doesn't die. Where she keeps living.

Then there's one where she dies. & she takes your hand and she whispers:   
I WANT TO DIE FOR IT.    You take her hand in return because you know it's true. She'd fight God himself if it meant keeping you safe. Her hands are soft enough, her eyes are blue enough, her smile is true enough. You just never told her that the only timeline where she dies is also the timeline where you die.

02/04/2021 11:17 PM 

[ cs. ]: criminal background.



arrest record includes: 

breaking and entering    ( it's the thrill of it. when nothing else seems as particularly interesting. you just break into the houses lining the street of your rich little neighborhood. eat their food. steal their things. they couldn't figure out who was doing it - you were so good too, kept your face off camera, you were out before the police arrived. )

assault and battery    ( it's just that - nobody messes with you. especially when you're standing in a gas station buying something for once. it's hard to pocket the soda fountain drinks, after all. he had this cocky smile and you warned him, you really did, but he moved closer. so, you know, you punched him straight in the jaw and kicked him straight in the balls. you aren't even quite sure which order tha was in. something like that. then you walked out with the soda. tossing money on the counter. poor gas station attendant. )

grand theft auto    ( oh, also. on your way out you happened to also steal his car with the keys you swiped off him in the middle of the assault. it's not even the first car you stole - it's just the one you've gotten caught stealing. )

criminal identity theft    ( the fun part? the REAL fun part? you knew you were going to get caught. there's cameras. you aren't dumb - you just didn't finish school because you had zero motivation to do anything with your life. so before those sirens went off behind the stolen car you're joy riding in - you used google and street knowledge to conjure up a fake identity.  so when the cops arrested you - they didn't arrest sabina wilson.  physically, yes. but on record, you were some other poor chick. now she has the real criminal record. )

YOU'RE  REAL  GOOD  AT  BEING  A  CRIMINAL.
normally that doesn't get you anywhere. but charlie isn't just anyone. he's the man that founded a super spy organization of women with very certain talents. 

yeah, if it wasn't for charlie and becoming an angel,
you'd be dead or in prison. instead stealing cars, assaulting people and breaking and entering now saves lives.

imagine that.

01/16/2021 07:04 PM 

past to present character study.

a. b. c. d.    as if reciting the alphabet in your head to help you calm down is all you have   (oh god - it is all you have.)   or at least you feel like that. you do the bare necessities to take care of yourself.  a shower so you don't smell.  at least every other day.   some kind of food. sometimes you make cinnamon buns in the morning and that just is oddly... cathartic.  it's really the most you do.

verse 1:  main verse.  your name is mary-sue smith and you're nothing special.  you're just a kid that watched your sister get kidnapped.  now your sad and you don't know how to stop feeling sad.   how to stop feeling guilty.

 
A.B.C.D.E.   you found that a cold, painful razorblade makes you feel alive.   so you get addicted to it.  you're defensive,  you're angry.   God, you can't keep friends.  you're holding onto a thin string of a relationship with your mother.   your best friend.   your confidant.

and you can't even keep that.

verse 2:  charlie's angels.  your name is mary-sue smith and your sister was never kidnapped.   your family never suffered that rift and in this timeline -   that shows.  yet,  you're still sad.   you're still angry.   all your friends are toxic.    God,   you're so self-sabotaging.  you don't need to steal anything.   you do it anyway.   


A.B.C.D.E.F.G.    all of that landed you in jail.

a.b.c.d.e.f.g.h.i    i want you to get help,  please.  i care abot you.   you're in the kitchen,  you're making cinnamon buns.   you're doing it my scratch.   it's your mother that asks you,  in this soft and pleading voice.  the sleeves of your shirt are clinging to your skin.   you can feel the fabric chafe against a fresh cut.

maybe she knows.

verse 1:  main verse.  your name is mary-sue smith and you're something special to your parents,  at least.  you find help.  you change everything.  you find a job in a bakery.  you promise your lost sister that you'll do anything to help - even if that means helping other people. you change to rubberbands on your wrists.  you start to get tattoos.  the color of your hair changes.


YOU LOOK HEALTHY.   you look like you take care of yourself  (because you are)  and you realize it's okay to not be okay.

verse 2:  charlie's angels.  your name is mary-sue smith but you change it to sabina wilson.   you're tired of your past.   you probably looked so pathetic sitting there in jail,  addicted to crime and self-sabotage like you never wanted to live.   yet, bosley merely says  "Charlie and I can help you reroute your crime into talent."   and, damn, you looked so confused.   yet, they did it.

and you found people who weren't toxic.   you stole things for a better cause.   your anger could be well placed.  you can do it.   you can live.   you can want to live.

01/16/2021 01:19 PM 

npcs / relationships.

* why, yes. i did create a whole entire world in my bored imagination. while i don't have pages for these characters, all the NPC'S will be played in certain storylines / you can ask me for 1x1 with them specifically where they will be written in     MY GROUP.
-----       furthermore,  if one really snags your attention - feel free to ask to inquire about writing them yourselves.


KENDRA DARRELL MCCABE    |     aka    "the boss."
 
played by:  lashana lynch  |  species:  human.  |  significant importance:  exceptional leadership skills, proficient combat skills in both hand-to-hand and a variety of weaponry.  the founder, leader and heart of the anarchist organization:  "Thoth."  |  mentor to mary-sue, confidant and best friend to kristen.

AIDEN KANE    |     aka    "the devil."
 
played by:  adrian pasdar  |  species:  mutant.  |  significant importance  /  power:  empathy, the ability to control emotions. the real terrorist mastermind behind a cult known as "pandora" aiming to end the current government  |  everybody hate this man.

NICOLE RAY EXISTERE    |     aka    "the gunslinger."
*  this role is is currently being played / filled   HERE.
 
played by:  milla jovovich  |  species:  mutant.  |  significant importance  /  power:  deadeye,  the ability to understand and see someone or something's vital and weak spots through armor, through walls, through everything - nicole never misses.  |  like a sister to mary-sue, kristen's significant other / one part of a poly relationship.

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       ALT / SECONDARY PAGES YOU CAN FIND ME ON :

KRISTEN JORDANNE DURUS    |     aka    "point one."
click here to find the page.
 
played by:  ali larter  |  29, bisexual, same verse and world as mary-sue.  she's mary-sue's biological sister.  multi-li/ship.

EMILY DREXEL LELA KALDWIN    |     aka    "void daughter."
click here to find the page.
 
played by:  sarah butler  |  25+, lesbian, dishonored with a big marvel / modern verse, immortal void creature just trying to exist.  this page is single ship with elsa of arendelle kaldwin.

01/12/2021 12:08 PM 

STAR MAPS (rs).

I'LL  DIE  FOR IT.
( relationship song - star maps )

You're my best friend ( I love you so much ).
I know a million doors. I know a million path ways.
This timeline is ours. 
I  THINK  WE  DESERVE  IT ( DON'T YOU THINK SO TOO ? )
We don't have to take the other paths.
You don't have to take the other paths.   God, I promise.

01/12/2021 12:06 PM 

GUARD.

She really doesn't have to.    END  OF  STORY.    Yet, Sabina does. It's an impulse. Not because she thinks Elena can't protect herself   ( actually, Sabina gets quite a kick out of Elena suddenly acquiring Accidental Angry Top Mode )   but because it's more of a habit. Sabina Wilson is impulsive.    VERY  MUCH  SO.    She'll never stop to think about protecting a loved one. Someone she utterly cares about. She'll just do it.

Explanations aside, the moment goes like this:

Sabina Wilson is watching one large   ( and, gross, hairy )  fist come barreling at her gorgeous face   ( okay, so, she's really dirty right now ). Elena's somewhere across the room hacking her way into the mainframe to shut down another corporate sized mercenary group prying on innocent lives. Things never go quite as quietly as they're supposed to. Sabina's head veers at the last second, that hairy fist smashes straight into the floor. The ugly grey patterned carpet certainly wouldn't soften that blow. At least one knuckle cracks, it sounds like a couple and that gives Sabina just enough leverage to maneuver her way out of his grasp. He stumbles to his feet, leans forward to grab for her. His mistake, really. 

Sabina moves out of the way and he just goes flying through a glass door. The elevator down the hall dings. Oh, that certainly catches her attention. In fact, it catches her attention enough that she misses hairy fisted guy getting back up.   
MUCH  ANGRIER  THAN  BEFORE

This time he ignores the distraction   ( Sabina )   and goes for the main proprieter of   'I'm gonna f*** up your plans'   ( Elena ). He charges forward. Sloppily, at least. It was Elena's gasp that switched Sabina's attention from their new visitor to their old. Sabina just propels herself forward. Throws her body between Angry Hairy Mercenary and Best Friend. He collides into her with enough force to knock the breath straight out of her. Sabina's interjection has him going off course.


PLAN  ACHIEVED:  JUST  REALLY  BAD.

01/12/2021 12:04 PM 

RUN.

THE END OF THE WORLD COMES FREQUENTLY.

Sometimes there isn't a time the end of the world isn't here. Mary-Sue's fingers push through her blonde hair. Her hands are shaking. There's dirt caked in her fingernails. The scar on her nose is never going to heal. She always runs into something. Something always runs into her. Her nose always gets split open. It's always her nose.    ALWAYS.

The end of the world is always here for some. People's minds are an ugly void of apocalyptic torture. Of dystopian nightmares. She's swore. There's a limp to Mary-Sue's step. There's nothing really wrong with her leg. She's just sore. She's just exhausted. The end of the world is here. For some. For all. Timelines are messy. Timelines don't make sense. Mary-Sue's green eyes look upward.

She mouths the word "run" as if it's going to be heeded. The buildings shake beside her. Some are already collapsed. Somebody can't stop crying. Absolutely sobbing. The mutant lurches forward, even with aching body to move into a run. The street rumbles, as if it's shaking from her, as if it can't understand why
HER world isn't ending. She gets to the end of the street - then it all just disappears.

You see - seeing timelines is like seeing visions. 


GOD,  THEY'RE  FRIGHTENING.   (GOD  ISN'T  HERE).

Mary-Sue reaches her hand out, touches Carol's arm. Almost mouths run again, instead she just clears her throat. 

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