POD Phyllis

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Gender: Female

Age: 29
Country: United States

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October 07, 2019


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11/21/2020 04:19 PM 

Its time to be Single and Mingle.
Current mood:  determined

Phyllis was now just simply coming to an understanding that Asmo just no longer wanted anything to do with her. She just assumed it was some way to try and impress Sharon. Who she felt truly had not wanted anything to do with him. As much as Phyllis wanted anything to do with that daughter who just came out of now where. Like she thought babies came from storks at any chosen time. And just were left at your doorstep. If only that old cliche could be true. Since child birthing can for some be one the most painful experiences.   And how can girl rule over others. Who can not even all be on each others list. But she did think about one thing. Maybe if she just took some time to get out there and meet new people. She might actually find the right one. 

Although no days all you ever really find is flakes. Or people who do not write more than a sentence at a time. No less it did not mean she would not keep trying to do so. Cause the last thing she desired was being labelled another POD girl who just refused to move on. And maybe having extended family was better than no family at all. 

The truth was her greatest fear was of being broken again. Since no matter how much we can say we will refuse to let love in. Love controls itself not us controlling it. She could turn off her humanity. But then she would just want to kill and rampage about. And that surely would not leave her with any friends or followers. 

First got to get a new video up. Second just start adding others trying to see if it will go anywhere. Third, ignore the invasion of the body snatchers. Cause they seem to be from another planet. And likely take over those they snatch. At least from what she been seeing thus far. She then turns and hits her MP3 player. She starts to get ready for the new day now ahead of her. 

And it just so happened to be the perfect song. That she needed to hear for a little morale boost
 
No, I don't know where I'm goin'
But I sure know where I've been
Hanging on the promises in songs of yesterday
And I've made up my mind
I ain't wasting no more time
Though I keep searchin' for an answer
I never seem to find what I'm lookin' for
Oh Lord, I pray you to give me the strength to carry on
'Cause I know what it means
To walk along the lonely street of dreams
And here I go again on my own
Goin' down the only road I've ever known
Like a drifter, I was born to walk alone
And I've made up my mind
I ain't wasting no more time
Just another heart in need of rescue
Waiting on love's sweet charity
I'm gonna hold on for the rest of my days
'Cause I know what it means
To walk along the lonely street of dreams
And here I go again on my own
Goin' down the only road I've ever known
Like a drifter, I was born to walk alone
And I've made up my mind
I ain't wasting no more time
But here I go again
Here I go again
Here I go again
Ooh baby, ooh yeah
And I've made up my mind
Ooh baby, ain't wasting no more time
And here I go again on my own
Goin' down the only road I've ever known
Like a drifter, I was born to walk alone
'Cause I know what it means
To walk along the lonely street of dreams
Here I go again on my own
Goin' down the only road I've ever known

10/28/2020 03:16 PM 

Sister Devil Wives Reunited
Current mood:  confused

Phyliss had not seen Sharon in over a decade. It truly had been so long. She really had no idea what to do anymore. She realized perhaps now was just the time. To look in unexpected places for the answers she was seeking. She really been out of the loop since POD Noah had left. And she just truly felt so clueless and lost. But she did know at least why Asmodues would not have anything to do with any of them. Now maybe he once greatest foe. Could now be the one and only friend she had left. 

01/30/2020 04:31 PM 

Whoever is trying to set me up please Read

                               






You seriously are dumb. I would never rant my occ business after calling out another writer for starters. And second nor would I make an account of something after leaving evidence of myself doing so. On a page, I am ranting from. 

You clearly knew at some point I would have learned of your actions? So whoever you go get a life. 

I had intended to make a Shera based Rosario account and Temple to Damian to point out the fact. Whoever you people are. You will not ever run my side of the family off. And secondly None of you ever really even knew Damian. If you assumed he would have chosen a man named Justin over all of you??? 

Sharon was also a woman in RL who I will not reveal who she roleplays now. Out of respect for her privacy. The ironic part was back when all this occurred. The one actual account Justin did write. Spoke once or twice to Ethen that was it. ( Who we now are being told was a fake Ethen and not the real one) Which I don't know or care who is who, to be frank about it. Then he left RP after that. And Jason filled the part he had written.   Then after Jason left I have no idea who writes it now. 

I clearly have no idea what Justin, Kim and Heather have done to you. Whoever you are. But why don't you for once just be honest and say what the hell your issue is with all them?

And on a side note

According to as I recall being told whoever was Justin's ex had remarried the week after he dumped her. So sounds like to me, Whoever she had been or not been was cheating in the first place. Clearly should have had no f***s given what who he was writing with, to begin with

And since whoever you are left a comment and brought it up. When Nate and Ruby attacked Ethen it was never over if Ethen was man or woman in RL. It was over he was writing with a Real-life couple causing them RL issues. Cause when Tyler told me Joanna banged her head against the wall over my actions. I could only imagine what she had done overall that bullsh*t drama. This was also at a time before we knew Alhianna and Alex Jr had been the same girl who actually wrote Phoebe. Which I suppose means Phoebe is actually passed on now. If Ahilanna is really dead. 

And I still wrote my accounts at that time. Tyler had never taken them over. I myself no longer view things the same way I had during that time period. And I realize now no matter who wrote what accounts. Joanna and Johnny made their own decisions and choices at that time.  And now knowing the Real Ethen left back then. Overall of that, I do feel bad about that and hope he can forgive both Nate and Ruby. I suppose a part myself can get perhaps why it may have bugged his ex to still have him be a part of the coven after that. 

We had planned to tell everyone about us lying about who I was. When I started writing as Tyler again. And Lisa would not believe I was a girl in RL.
But Tyler said that Joanna had said I was a horrible person. When he lied to her and Johnny and told her it was him. And if Johnny found out I was a girl. He would start bugging me again. So to just leave things as they were. I guess maybe in a way I too was guilty of loving both Joanna and Johnny. Just not in the way Ethen had. 

I truly think it would not have made a difference. Cause all the things that occurred still occurred. It just now you know who done them. I suppose if I had not loved so many of you. I would have just given up and moved on with my life. But being a POD is just part of who I am and it always will be. And no one should hold on to hate and bitterness forever. There comes a point we all should let go of the letdowns, deceptions and disappointments. For we are all only human. 

And also we do not know who was making all those Kim and Justin accounts back then when all the Kain drama occurred.  So whoever did that back then. Never owned up to doing it. At least not to any of us. I am sure it was not Brittany or Jason cause Jason only knew Joanna. He never knew the rest of you. 


I guess to me when I think about it. The only thing I ever truly found ironic about all that back then. Was when I was new and I told Joanna I thought I might be lesbian. And the girl who wrote Jennifer Blackfire told her she should drop me out of the family for that. Then one-day JB became a Lesbien herself lol I honestly think back more about that and Caleb and Crystal Blackfire.  How much I  miss them too. Then I do all the Johnny, Ethen and Abby crap.  I just miss us being coven no matter what Tag line or title it was under. 

And just really hope this the last damn time I ever have to address this part of my life again. And lame people who like to play mind games. Go get a life. And I know you can't be Kyle ether. Cause we have never told him all those things. 


10/07/2019 06:01 PM 

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