POD Melanie Turner

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November 23rd, 2020




Gender: Female

Age: 40
Country: United States

Signup Date:
April 27, 2019


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11/20/2020 06:08 PM 

Oh brother none misunderstand me more than you
Current mood:  triumphant

Just like you, I refuse to be the one to make the first move. And its simply because now I have no idea what you will think. And I rather not have to explain it. Perhaps now I am at the place now. You had been then right from the start. But its not just about you forgiving me. But facing those you created after me. I know as I was made from this place. That I am to blame for the scars that made you. Cause at the time you felt as though. Love was wielded as a weapon to simply manipulate you. I know that was what forever changed you. Thinking it had all just been some game to rid myself of one. That I just simply seen in the way in a global domination game. 

Ask yourself, Brother, if things had not between us as they were and had not ever occurred. Where would we both be now? Perhaps Desur's more than this. But it would at least still be all of us together as we once were. Just under new names and houses. I could never admit openly that it was never just more than a one sided feeling. Due to I do not want you to confuse her actions with my own. And I still think you had been married all along.

But I know if you can think back. You will truly know when it was her and when it was me. The simple place to look is the place you were before this quake came to claim and shaken all you knew. Back to a time remembering Sunday played on your page. And your father reminded you what it felt like to be young of an age. 

Seek out what that world would be like today. To find the prince you were once. Before this became a game of what you will and will not take from me. It's so simple Brother if you would simply just allow yourself to once again see. You have the power to make it be. As though we never crossed those blurry lines and it was like it was before we had. And neither of us would still be lost in this sad tug of war. You have nothing to lose and much to gain. That is all I can say due to that is all that is left to be said.     

 

10/30/2020 07:58 PM 

Why am I back now?
Current mood:  vexed

The oblivion had consumed me so long ago. What caused me to return? I ran back then after Dracula killed me for killing Johnny and Abby. So why am I living and thriving? Acting like the hero of the story. When I cleary had always been the greatest villain. All this love, all these changes as some now believe the truth over the lies. All this love!!! It sickens me I need hate!! I need them to still fear me... Not adore me. I can feel their hearts starting to open up. Their minds finally thinking its time to forgive and forget.   No, I refuse to lose now. I refuse to allow this to happen to me. I did not spend all these years in wasted vain. I need their hate and pain. I need it to survive. How I long for those emails. Yelling at me calling my name. How long for them to think its always me to blame. 

Great Cosmos I call to thee send me the one I need the one I can use to make those hearts bleed. And those eyes wet. Still make me the one they shall never forget. Come to me and grant my request send me the one that can divide those that love the best. Send me the one that causes a rift in that love that disgusts me so. Send me the one who can finally make them go.  

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Cosmos I call to thee. I beg of thee Humbly Send me the one I need. Make it be Oh great Cosmos Make it be. For only, you can see the one I need. Oh, Cosmos I call to thee. 

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I humbly beg of thee. Oh, Cosmos send me who it is that can fulfil what I need. The one I can use to throw a hornet in their nest. And the one that without a doubt outdo the rest. 

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