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08/11/2022 02:14 PM 


Bowie’s favourite horror themed books. 


08/08/2022 05:47 PM 


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08/03/2022 09:49 PM 




talking to the moon

something about the moon and space fascinates me, I could spend hours looking at it, in this playlist I tried to represent that feeling, so beautiful and magical here´s the spotify link, hope u like it [PLAYLIST]


07/26/2022 12:07 PM 


3 Of Bowie's Fears.

Monatophobiameaning “fear of dying alone". Bowie has lost a lot of people in her life, losing people way too young. Bowie fears she will end up dying alone, beause people keep dying around her. Not only that due to her mental health she thinks she is not good enough for people so they will leave, meaning she will be alone. She does not want to die alone. She wants to die with people around her that care about her. This fear started after losing her parents at the age of eighteen. Dying alone is one of her biggest fears.

Claustrophobia - meaning "extreme or irrantional fear of confined spaces". Bowie is a free bird and likes being able to go wherever she wants, whenever she wants. Being confined in a tight space is frightening for her. It causes her to have a panic attack and lose control of reality. He fear started when she was around seven. He grandpa accidentally locked her in his shed at the bottom of his garden. It was a total accident but Bowie had a major panic attack, and she was left in there for an hour until they finally realised. Since then she has been fearful of them.

Coulrophobia - meaning "extreme or irrational fear of clowns". Bowie absolutely hates clowns. At the mere sight of one she starts freaking out. She can watch a horror movie with a clown in most of the time through parted fingers or behind a cushion, but a clown physically being in her presence is something she positively hates. When she was nine she was at a friends birthday party and they had a clown which looked really creepy. It followed her around and chased her, which she believes then caused this fear. 

07/20/2022 12:58 PM 


Drabble Writing Piece - Telling Azarath.

Bowie was sitting in the late night diner with Azarath. This was the first time they had met and spoken to each other. Bowie had freaked out at his bar after seeing one of her attackers. Azarath had said he wanted to get to know Bowie and like word vomit she revealed everything about her tape when she was younger. She could not stop herself. It just kept coming. Then she was done and she felt dirty and ashamed. She looked down at her coffee. She said he could run away from the damaged girl now. She wouldn’t hold it against him.


She was expecting judgement. He was the first person she had told other than her therapist. She hadn’t even told her best friends or her sister about everything that had happened. She didn’t know why she chose to tell him. Maybe there was something about his aura, something in his face that exuded kindness and compassion. He had been so kind to her already during the night, she felt like she could trust him.


She was surprised when he reached out his hand and held onto hers. His eyes offering her a sympathetic look. “I’m sorry for what happened to you. Don’t worry you won’t be seeing that guy and his other dumb friends in my bar ever again. It will be a safe space” he promised. “And I’m not going anywhere. You aren’t damaged. You went through something traumatic, and you survived. You’re a hero not damaged” he said. In that moment Bowie felt strange. She never expected this sort of reaction. It made her wonder if she could tell her friends and family about it without getting judgement.

07/20/2022 12:27 PM 


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apologies for it not being aesthetically pleasing. I'm mobile.

07/19/2022 12:03 PM 


07/18/2022 10:39 PM 



Play it loud.

1) Harry Styles - Late Night Talking
2) Lizzo - About Damn Time
3) Thomas Rhett - Slow Down Summer
4) Jake Owen - Barefoot Blue Jean Night
5) Joe Nichols - Sunny and 75
6) Billy Currington - We Are Tonight
7) Avril Lavigne - Bite Me
8) Ed Sheeran - Bad Habits
9) Panic! At The Disco - Viva Las Vengeance
10) Justin Bieber - Ghost
6 county fair necessities

Phone | Sun Screen | Camera
Money | Fan | Jacket

07/13/2022 11:54 PM 


12th July 2022

Dear Diary,

                 What an amazing day. It is my monthiversary with Azarath and he surprised me with a beach trip. Just as I was closing Darling Buds at 6pm he came in and said I have a surprise for you. I kept pressing him but he would not tell me what the surprise was. Eventually we arrived at the beach and he unpacked the car and I followed him down and we found a great spot near the water. He had a portable BBQ and a picnic of things for us to enjoy. It was so romantic. We watched the sunset and swam, and enjoyed each other's company. It might not seem like the greatest of things to some people, but to me it is the best thing ever.

               It truly is the simplest of things in life that mean the most and that date meant so much. He is so thoughtful and romantic and I honestly don't know how I got so lucky to have him. Everyday with him is magical. Everyday i fall in love with him a little more. I never want to lose him. He is so special to me. I am trying to figure out how I can surprise him for a date now. Maybe a motorcycle ride and a picnic. Cooking him dinner and having a movie night? Whisk him away to a different state or country? I'm not too sure. I really need to think about it. I keep you updated diary. 

              That's all for now. Until tomorrow. Talk to you later.


07/08/2022 12:22 PM 


Bowie is a big fan of Stranger Things. So here are 10 80's songs that would help pull Bowie from the Upside Down.
01) Girls Just Want To Have Fun - Cyndi Lauper
02) Wake Me Up Before You Go-Go - Wham!
03) Don't Stop Believin' - Journey
04) I Love Rock 'n' Roll - Joan Jett
05) Africa - Toto
06) Another One Bites the Dust - Queen
07) Sweet Child O' Mine - Guns N' Roses
08) The Final Countdown - Europe
09) Livin' On A Prayer - Bon Jovi
10) Here I Go Again - Whitesnake

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