ADDITIONAL TASK 12: DIARY ENTRY.
September 16th 2020:
So today is my birthday, yet another year without my parents. Why do they say happy birthday? My birthday isn't happy. I feel lost. I am still missing a piece of myself, and I don't think it will ever be whole again. Yes, this birthday is different. I have a sister with me this time to celebrate, but that doesn't fix the sister I lost. It's all very complicated, and strange, but it definitely isn't happy. I don't even know what I am going to do today. Probably just go to work, and grab a takeaway, and drink... just like any other day. Birthday's really f*cking suck the older you get, maybe next year I won't even bother celebrating. I'll just strike September 16th from my calender.
September 28th 2020:
October is drawing closer and I can't wait to celebrate Halloween. I am loving the fall weather, I feel calmer than usual maybe that has something to do with the weather? Who knows. Things are a little calmer at the shop too, as I've sent most of my orders out already and only have a few left to do. I think weddings seem to simmer down a little during fall, but I know it will pick up again during winter. It's just so much nicer in fall, and people's personalities have changed too. For the first time in a long time I feel happy, and look forward to waking up tomorrow. I've started decorating my home for fall and it's getting me in the spirit. I just freaking love it.