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11/24/2021 12:20 PM 

Unsaid Johnny {Drabble}

It all started about a year ago when I was only 12. I remember living on my dad's band's tour bus. And I didn't like much then I remember a yelling match between my dad and I.

"Raj come on its not the best home its I can give right now we are tour" Johnny said.

"Its not home that's for sure," I said sitting on my bunk.

"Come on don't be so mad" Johnny said

"I'm not mad I'm annoyed" I said as I grabbed my notebook and starting writing lyrics that just popped into my head from Luke's song Unsaid Emily.

First things first We start the scene in reverse All of the lines rehearsed Disappeared from my mind When things got loud One of us running out I should've turned around But I had too much pride

No time for goodbyes Didn't get to apologize Pieces of a clock that lies broken

If I could take us back, if I could just do that And write in every empty space the words "I love you" in replace Then maybe time would not erase me If you could only know I'd never let you go And the words I most regret are the ones I never meant to leave Unsaid Johnny Silent days, mysteries and mistakes Who'd be the first to break? Guess we're alike that way

He said, she said Conversations in my head And that's just where they're gonna stay forever

If I could take us back, if I could just do that And write in every empty space the words "I love you" in replace Then maybe time would not erase me If you could only know I'd never let you go And the words I most regret are the ones I never meant to leave Unsaid Johnny (Ah-ah-ah) (Ah-ah-ah) If I could take us back, if I could just do that And write in every empty space the words "I love you" in replace Then maybe time would not erase me If you could only know I'd never let you go And the words I most regret are the ones I never meant to leave Unsaid Johnny

I started singing the song as I was singing I starting crying feeling my dad and I were drifting apart. Not as close as we used to be. I know I'm a teen now I just wish I didn't feel the world on my shoulders or like I'm being forgotten not just by my dad but my mom too. I miss when were close and a family.

"I miss my family Lily I miss them a lot," I said crying

"I know the feeling well," Lily said as she rubs my hair while I cried in her lap.

"I know my mom had her faults," I said crying more

"Hey I know its tearing you apart," Lily said as she hears a "Ah-Ah"

"I heard that too," I said listening again. I got up and followed the voice and saw a very week Luke Patterson I went running over to him to help him up.

"Luke? What happened?" I asked as I helped him

"Ah-Ah, Another fight with my parents this time not about the band," Luke said weakly.

"Come on I will take you to the bus its all I can give you right now," I said bring Luke on the bus.

I sat down and started to write a letter to my dad with all the unsaid words I wanted to say to him. I hope he hears me one day he is still alive just distance.

Dad I am sorry for everything I just have so many unsaid words I need to say. Starting with If you could only know I'd never let you go. And I love you I just miss how close we used to be now its both you and mom have your loves and I am a third wheel I mean I understand it now didn't believe I just wanna know what did I do wrong? I know we've had our share of fights over little things but I know no one's perfect but sometimes I just I was noticed with a hi or something I am not saying anything mean just letting you know what I left unsaid. Rajah

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