Out of all the things Lily had been questioning over the last few months, especially being held within The Center, her loyalty to The Organization had never been a thought. Sure, she still had questions. Concerns. A lack of trust within every relationship she'd ever known proved that alone. But still, it was who she was, and being invested in something screamed that you had to have the passion. The drive. The will to outstand obstacles you never seen coming in your path and the resilience to recover quickly and continue on the journey because your faith outweighs the doubts every time. It takes devotion. Utter devotion. 

It also wasn't even a question that being in Seattle
made her thoughts into a simple fact. Not only did the girl need to be where she was.. she actually wanted to be. Even being centered amongst the rest of the group, seeing their Sanctum related struggles and tragedies forming right before her eyes still didn't phase her decision. Difficult times was all she'd ever known, and those new clouds would, too, soon pass. If anywhere, here. The place that had saved her. The people that didn't blink when taking her in, even though they knew everything she'd be bringing with her. The people who placed her amongst some of the only people who had cared for her all of her life. Even if one of those three people was the exact type of monster she survived attacks from all of her life. That's when she thought of Sophia. Of Phoebe. The two strongest women she'd ever known, manipulated by someone they trusted. For some, Lily knew the doubt would only be stronger now. They'd take it as weak. Foolish. But for her, it only drew her in closer. It showed her that there would always be a negative force no matter where you went. That remaining loyal and sticking together was the only option.