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Diary Entry 20 - 09/20
September 20th 2021.
Dear Diary,
Well I am back in Hartsville now. Home sweet home. I collected Baxter from the sitter, he seemed really happy to see me. I was nervous that he may have forgotten me, but he jumped up for hugs and kisses almost immediately. I am so glad he didn’t forget me. The two of us stopped off at the shop so I could get a couple bouquets of flowers. We then went on an extra-long walk to make up for lost time. We then stopped at the cemetery and I lay the flowers on my parents graves. I wished my dad a belated happy birthday since I could not be there yesterday due to being on the ship travelling home. I hope that made up for missing it.
It is the first time in a long time that I had missed being with him on his birthday. I know it could not be helped. It isn’t like I could just teleport from the ship to his grave and then back on the ship. But I still spent most of yesterday beating myself up because I wasn’t there. I felt like such a bad daughter, like I had failed him somehow. That probably sounds stupid doesn’t it? I guess I am just an idiot. A big dumb, dumb with idiotic thoughts running through my head.
Baxter and I then spent the day on the couch cuddling, snoozing and watching tv. It was nice. I needed a chill day with my canine companion. I really missed the lovable goofball. I was going to go into work, but I did not feel up to it. So a couch day it was, and I am glad I did it. I think Avery and I are going to order take out later since neither of us want to cook anything. I think we will watch a movie too, and have a chilled out night. I think we both need a vacation to recover from the cruise vacation.
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