𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐣𝐮𝐝𝐞.

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Age: 28
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August 05, 2021


08/29/2021 02:36 PM 

past these walls - reflection.

Sometimes… I get scared.

I don’t know about you, but I’ve been on my own my whole life.

Yeah. I’ve had foster parents and what not, and that’s’ great and all… but it’s not the same.

I don’t really do well with allowing people in. It’s kinda scary, actually.

Like. What if I allow someone into my life and heart and then they hurt me?

What if they promise that they’ll stay… What if they promise all these things and then… leave me?

That’s probably some psychological bullsh/it that has more to do with me than it does with them, but it doesn’t make the feeling of the fear any less scary to deal with.

I like to be alone because I can handle it. I know what to expect when I don’t have anyone to depend on, but… allowing someone in?

Opening up my world to them? That’s a whole different ball game.

And it terrifies me to death.


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