ac — 07,

Extremely uncomfortable was probably the best way
to describe how Lily was feeling at this moment. The
air was calm; but she wasn't. It wasn't the first time
she'd found herself inside of Phoebe's tidy office, but
something about this meeting just didn't seem right
to her. What was actually going on? The woods had
left the brunette wondering about so many what if's.
What if her idea's were right? What if they'd taken it
upon themselves and committed the acts against the
group? Or, what if all the doubts she had found herself
wondering about actually true? No. That couldn't be it.

"Hey.. Phoebe.." There she was, right in front of Lily. 
She couldn't decide if she was excited or as nervous as
a fly watching a slow motion swatting coming directly
at it. Her shaky words were soon followed up, to no one's
surprise as the girl began to unload. "I feel as if I've learned
a great deal. I'm going to go ahead and start off by saying
that the most important thing i've learned is to never let
my faith and loyalty of The Organization began to suffer
through my own questioning. Not that it did in the first
place but.." Dark orbs quickly met those of a phoebe. Why
had she just said that? She knew why. She was feeling
guilty about the thoughts that spiraled throughout her 
head the last few weeks. "If anything, the camping trip
taught me to always remain faithful to Sanctum. To you."

Soon realizing she probably should've closed with those 
statements, a barely audible sigh escaped past the girl's 
rose colors lips before she continued. "I've certainly learned
not to upset whatever or whoever a few of my fellow 
members have. Although, to me, I wouldn't mind having
a few of my families body parts delivered to me." She hoped
that the seriousness in her tone would allow phoebe to see 
that she genuinely wasn't joking on this matter. "And the 
dead animals.. I.. know that was a blessing. I don't need 
any further elaboration on that. Other than the fact that
if it was what i think it was.. participation would be nice."

She'd felt like she'd barely been speaking when she glanced
at the time, shifting in her seat as Phoebe's hand done quick
work at jotting down her words. "I'll be honest with you, 
because I trust you. I've had an uneasy feeling since.. well,
since a certain ex of mine has shown up in Sanctum. I.. I
know i shouldn't question but.. I just couldn't comprehend
why someone I've been running from, which I know you are 
aware, would just be brought in with welcoming arms. I just
couldnt understand why. But, after the trip, I realized that it
truly doesn't matter. I've placed my life in your hands and
I'm sure my safety was top priority before he was even
considered." And with that, Lily stood, giving a small and
thankful bow to the woman as she made her exit.