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trying to love again { poem }
I wish I still had the heart that could love you without hesitation.
The heart that had never been deceived and lied to and beat up and broken.
I wish I could give you more of me.
More of the parts they took with them when they left
but I'm still trying to figure out how to get them back.
And I am so sorry.
I'm sorry that when I feel like falling I inch away from the edge.
I know it can't be easy to love someone who doesn't know how to let you.
But I'll work on it.
Because you make me feel like late-night drives and hallmark baking scenes
and maybe I'm afraid because sometimes I love you scares me more than goodbye.
Maybe that makes me a coward
but the thought of doing this without you is even more terrifying.
So please bear with me, please hold on because I'm not letting go. 
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