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trying to love again { poem }
I wish I still had the heart that could love you without hesitation. The heart that had never been deceived and lied to and beat up and broken. I wish I could give you more of me. More of the parts they took with them when they left but I'm still trying to figure out how to get them back. And I am so sorry. I'm sorry that when I feel like falling I inch away from the edge. I know it can't be easy to love someone who doesn't know how to let you. But I'll work on it. Because you make me feel like late-night drives and hallmark baking scenes and maybe I'm afraid because sometimes I love you scares me more than goodbye. Maybe that makes me a coward but the thought of doing this without you is even more terrifying. So please bear with me, please hold on because I'm not letting go.
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