Rp and me. (The things I get made to feel bad about in rp.)
Sorry, I’m a lousy writer. Sorry, I write too well. Sorry if you think I’m an idiot. Sorry if I daunt you. Sorry if I feel lost trying to figure this all out! Sorry if I’m the wrong sex. Sorry, I am straight. Sorry if I don’t sugar-coat. Sorry, I’m honest. Sorry I won’t lie. Sorry if I act too nice. Sorry, you think I’m a pushover. Sorry, I’m not a pushover. Sorry, I respect you. Sorry, I’m not worth your respect. Sorry if I don’t do drama. Sorry I won’t play your games. Sorry, I’m so easy to blame. Sorry I won’t JUST partner you. Sorry, I only partner with chemistry. Sorry, I am not elite enough. Sorry I am friendly. Sorry I work too much. Sorry I get tired. Sorry, I seem too confident. Sorry, I doubt myself. Sorry, I go quiet. Sorry, I’m not good enough for you. Sorry, I should be a better man. Sorry, I’m not an ass. Sorry, I am an ass. Sorry, sometimes I struggle. Sorry, I forgot. I don’t count. Sorry THEY are always more important. Sorry, YOU are always more important. Sorry, I forget all these things I do wrong. Sorry I need to man the f*** up and deal with it! - Right?
Sorry I don’t know what the f*** I’m doing because of it all, or where and if I even fit in! I feel like I’m drowning.