What do you consider your greatest achievement?
My greatest achievement?? Oh god…..probably co owning a business with my best friend and cousin. Never in my life did I think I would be an owner of a business but it’s something I can be proud of it. It beats working three jobs just to help cover my dads medical bills.
What is your idea of perfect happiness?
Does perfect happiness actually exist? Life isn’t perfect. It’s not all sunshine and rainbows. But if it does exist then I would love to be married and maybe have a kid or two.
What is your current state of mind?
Uhmmmm does fire bad, tree pretty count as a state of mind? I’m happy I guess you could say. I’m content for the most part. My mother when she wasn’t in her right mind would say that this town would eat me alive. Lucky for me she’s bat sh*t crazy.
What is your occupation and how do you feel about it?
Well I co own Purple Haze Apothecary with my best friend and cousin. It’s not all natural ingredients and we carry something for everybody.
What is your most treasured possession?
Well the most prized possession I owe is probably a bracelet that my father gave me when I graduated high school. He always wanted me to have a better life than he did. The bracelet belonged to his mother and he wanted me to have it as a reminder to always be myself.
What or who is the greatest love of your life?
I don’t think I’ve had one yet. I’ve had relationships but none that really planned out to be anything.
What is your favorite journey?
I guess you could say the one I’m in now. Life is a series of moments and it’s what you do in those moments that matter.
What is your most marked characteristic?
My big heart??? I don’t know really. I’ve learned that it doesn’t matter what other people think about you it’s what you think about yourself…but even then I never really did give a sh*t. What you see is what you get.
When and where were you the happiest?
That’s a hard question. It’s hard to remember a time but honestly when I’ve got a guitar in my hand. Sometimes it easier to write down your feelings into a song or a poem and then it’s like everything makes sense in the world.
What is it that you most dislike?
Oooh we could be here all right. I hate lying. I’ve never seen the whole deal of it really. Be honest for f***s sake….and I really dislike….no I f***ing hate clowns. Clowns are just….creepy.
What is your greatest fear?
Greatest fear? Being alone or drowning. I want that wedding in that little white church…maybe kids someday. It’s hard to love someone else when you don’t love yourself completely.
What is your greatest extravagance?
I’m not sure. Probably my leather jacket. I bought it with my own money.
Which living person do you most despise?
Who do I despise??? That is a loaded question but if I have to answer my mother if you can even call her that. I have my reasons and I am sure that it was the talk of the town for a while but it is what it is.
What is your greatest regret?
My greatest regret would probably be not coming back sooner. Maybe if I would have known sooner just how much help my father needed I would have been home sooner rather than later.
Which talent would you most like to have?
I don’t know…I already play guitar. My father taught me when I was young and it’s something that makes us close.
Where would you like to live?
I’m pretty content where I am. It’s where my family is.
What do you regard as the lowest depth of misery?
Lowest depth of misery? For me I guess it’s somewhere in between almost losing my life to feeling like you are not lovable.
What is the quality you most like in a man?
Honesty. Humor. Someone who can accept the good and the bad.
What is the quality you most like in a woman?
Interesting question…I’m not entirely sure that I have an answer for it. I’ve never really thought about it.
What is the trait you most deplore in yourself?
Well I can be impulsive and do things without thinking which can get me into trouble and I’m stubborn so there’s that.
What is the trait you most deplore in others? Dishonesty. I mean the worst thing you can do is lie to me because you think I can’t handle the truth. I’m not a child so there’s no need to lie in order to protect. I can decide what I can or can not handle.
What do you most value in your friends?
Loyalty. I know it may sound stupid but even when I’m at my worst if my friends are there for me then they have accepted me at my best and worst.
Who is your favorite hero of fiction?
Buffy the Vampire Slayer. For some reason I always related to her in some way.
Whose are your heroes in real life?
Well my father for one has always been my hero. He was proud to be the sheriff and he was good at what he done.
Which living person do you most admire?
My cousin Raven. She means more to me than she knows.
What do you consider the most overrated virtue?
Patience I guess. I’m not really sure I’m actually patient myself but that’s from dealing with the sh*t that I’ve dealt with.
On what occasions do you lie?
Another loaded question….let’s see if I can answer without putting my foot in my mouth. I try not to lie because one lie leads to another and so on and so forth. But sometimes a lie can be necessary.
Which words or phrases do you most overuse? F***. Jesus Christ. Mostly f*** though…on occasion son of a bitch.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
I can be pretty impulsive sometimes. I do things without thinking and sometimes wind up with more trouble than I intended to get into.
What are your favorite names?
Well….. Charli, Jade, Salem,Ben, Wyatt, Bo.
How would you like to die? Uhmmmm peacefully.
If you were to die and come back as a person or thing, what do you think it would be?
Maybe an animal like a cat or maybe a guitar.
What is your motto? Carpe diem. Seize the day cause tomorrow you might be dead.