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The Razor's Edge of Darkness
Angel couldn't help replaying the tragedy in his head. Doyle kissing Cordelia goodbye, then jumping onto the Scourge's beacon to switch it off, knowing that it would kill him, but also knowing that it would save the Listers, and every other demon and half demon within six blocks, including Angel. Every one except for Allen Francis Doyle, that is. Doyle had been Angel's connection to the Powers that Be, a trusted warrior against the dark underbelly of Los Angeles, but more than that, he'd become a good friend. Doyle and Cordelia weren't just coworkers, they were family. And they'd just lost a cherished family member. Angel sat alone in his basement office. He'd been there since he and Cordelia had come back from the warehouse where Doyle bravely gave his life. Cordelia said she was going home. He didn't expect to see her today. And maybe this was the end of Angel Investigations. Maybe Cordelia would pursue that acting career again. She was prettier than most actresses, although her acting skills weren't exactly up to par. What would Angel do if this was the end? He'd failed in Sunnydale, made a mess of things there. He never should have allowed himself to fall for Buffy. He could still be there now, helping her fight the good fight. But instead he'd screwed it up. He knew where a relationship with the slayer would lead. And Jenny Calendar had paid the ultimate price. Now it looked like he was a failure again, here in Los Angeles. Angel sought redemption, but he would never atone for all the evil he created before the gypsy curse, before he got his soul back. And was he even doing anything now to begin to balance the ledger? With the chaos he'd created in Sunnydale? With the loss of Allen Francis Doyle, a good man, a champion for good? Maybe Angel was doing more harm than good. So he sat in the dark, brooding, contemplating his dark past and wondering whether there was a way forward for himself, whether the world would be better off without him.
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