You know one thing I have learned in my time on in this man made hell
No one knows you
I WANTED TO BE FORGIVEN
I WANTED TO BE FORGOTTEN
BUT I GET IT NOW. SHE NEVER LOVED THEM. SHE STILL LOVES ME
Most details regarding of Astaroths past are unknown, excluding Alexander he was never really able to adjust Never able to acceptThe fact it was all a set up they dont callit life in hell with out a reasoning vampires or demons alike where not the first here Who came first before The children took wivesWho was it in the beginingWho was it that truly lead Hells lesser evils to such greatnessSuch power, desire and love Why do you let that green monster fade your beautyI walked away I couldn't bare for another to take blame for my manipulation for my mind game I never wanted any oneI wanted every one I wanted to spread my love to heart in hellI can not say am a label I can't say it's only one It's many its a higher level of living Loving so many who only divide themselves over your love. Who cannot ever reach you plain of purity Who will never understand what it means to love their coven, to love so many lost souls? And then see them fight as if they assume you love one less then the other. Never seeing you never wanted this. You never wanted to be forced to face the truth. That you can never be whole until the world you once knew is Reborn Or For ever forgotten The saddest part of allThe only other one who loves like you Will only accept you like someone you can not be. Someone that can never be forgiven Lies and confusion lies and confusion So many years of lies That truth would seem like a Another attempt to misleadAnother attempt to deceive Don't we all have those we share everything with And those that never know the truth And those that think they know the truthand those of us that doAnd that is how it will forever remain reality is only but what we let it be.