Jade

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Gender: Female

Age: 23
Country: United States

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07/11/2019 07:41 PM 

AC 130

01.   Jade has to sleep with her bedroom door closed, if the door remains open, she will remain alert and awake.

02.   Any time she feels hurt, saddened, or angry, she shoves those emotions down—faking her happiness and choosing to swallow any feelings that don’t suit her.

03.   With everything that has happened since she has come to Sloane, Jade’s mental health has slowly started to dwindle, recently she’s picked up a taste for Codeine to numb everything out.

04.   She keeps her nails long, refusing to cut them short, in case Tom has another PTSD episode and she needs something to quickly pull him out of it.

05.   Jade throws herself into work at the bookstore when she’s feeling particularly overwhelmed, stressed, or scared.

06.   Jade still sleeps with a stuffed giraffe that her father bought her when she was only a young girl—if ever she can’t find him, she starts panicking and becomes unreasonably upset.

07.   Thomas holding her until she falls asleep provides her with a sense of safety and security that she often needs now as she lives in a constant state of fear that someone is watching or following her.

08.   Frequently Jade uses Thomas as her sounding board, running all of her anxiety thoughts by them for reassurance that they are only thoughts, not her reality.

09.   Jade must shower with the door locked and a weapon of some sort close by. She believes showers are the time she is most vulnerable and because of this wants to be ready for anything.

10.   The female is always eating something. At events and parties she always packs food in her purse just incase something happens and they all get trapped or taken hostage.

11.   She often wakes up in the middle of the night petrified or has random anxiety attacks through out her day. When this happens she starts verbally listing off things that are real, for example: “My name is Jade. I like the color yellow. Thomas is my boyfriend. I only eat red skittles.:

12.   She is uncomfortable in big, crowded areas, when in these situations she tends to drink heavily to feel less uncomfortable and socially awkward.

13.   Exercise is a huge part of the female maintaining her mental health, she frequently goes to the gym, and is always taking exercise classes.

14.   Jade has go to snack foods that she enjoys eating when she is feeling particularly sad or stressed. Strawberry icecream with Hershey’s chocolate syrup and any kind of cereal being the main ones.

15.   She intentionally tries to push people away when she starts to care about them—only to eventually discover that she can’t do it.

16.   She overthinks everything and because of this she overloves—something that often gives her anxiety and causes her to constantly second quess how much people mean to her. To ease these thoughts she remembers happy memories with the people in question.

17.   Jade hates the feeling of being thirsty or dehydrated, especially since the cabin. She always makes sure to have bottles of water in her car, office, and nearby, and is constantly guzzling down fluids just in case.

18.   Ever since Polynesia and the games they were forced to play, Jade has learned to always be prepared for anything. Because of this she keeps a knife and pepper spray on her persons at all times.

19.    She has a blog with many follows and posts on their daily. This gives her a place to express herself and get anything off her chest that is bothering her.

20.   Jade drinks a bottle of wine atleast four of five nights a week to help relax her.

21.   When she feels lonely she cuddles with Swan on the couch and watches sad movies.

22.   When something is bothering her, instead of just discussing it, she turns everything into a joke.

23.   She writes letters to her father when the guilt of his death feels like too much to bear.

24.   If she has to sleep alone, she has her dog Swan sleep in bed with her, and also sleeps with a bat next to the bed and a knife under her pillow.

25.   Jade constantly licks and sucks on her lips when she is stressed, bothered, irritated or overwhelmed—because of this her lips are perpetually chapped.

26.   Before she gets into any vehicle she has to check the back seat to make sure no one is back there.

27.   When she first wakes up in the morning she sends a heart to her boyfriend and closest friends so they know she is okay but also so they can reply and she can know that they are also okay.

28.   Jade frequently has panic attacks and when one comes on she hunches over, putting her head between her legs, and does a series of breathing exercises.

29.   She listens to a lot of music from the 80s when she feels sad or misses her father.

30.   Jade jiggles her right knee when she’s feeling anxious or uncomfortable in social settings.

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05/08/2019 09:08 PM 

AC 121

A Likely Story started out as a pipe dream, one that Jade never imagined would come true. After moving to Sloane it took her several weeks to get it just right, she had a clear visual in her head for how she pictured it and she wanted the aesthetic to fit it exactly, entirely unwilling to settle for anything less. From the outside, A Likely Story just looks like any other hole in the wall bookstore in a run-down building, it’s once you enter that your opinion of the bookstore changes entirely. As soon as you enter, you are swept away into Wonderland. To your immediate left you will find the Queen of Hearts section, where there are fake white rose bushes and a red paint station if ever you wish to paint a rose. To the immediate right is the infamous tree where Alice fell down the hole, complete with the rabbit hole itself. If you were to crawl into the hole you would find yourself in a secret reading area decorated with an array of imagery and scenes from the 1950’s Alice in Wonderland Classic. Directly before you, you will see a sign pointing in all which directions, the Chestire Cat sitting atop it. Each direction points the reader towards a different genre of books for easier shopping. Jade’s favorite part, however, is the store length tea party table the stretches down the center and is decorated with clocks and tea cups alike. The most unique thing about the bookstore is the morals painted so beautifully on the walls, all of which feature specific scenes from the infamous film. Look closely, however, you would notice that the characters along the walls, though they are character from the book, are actually familiar faces from Sloane depicting those characters.

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04/10/2019 07:35 PM 

ACAC-117


To: Talia Seftor

From: Jade Michaelson

Subject: Revolution??

 

Talia,

All of us, even the softest, have become callused. The harmless have become ruthless, the warm have become cold. The sensitive and fragile grew thicker skin with every degrading word thrown at them, every touch that was unwanted, and every waking moment their voice was silenced. The sweet little girl in all of us remains, but she’s hiding and for good reason; We pray they don’t see any trace of innocence and mistake it for obedience. After all, the best defense is a good offense; and no one but ourselves are here to protect us. I wonder if this is bad, all the things we have become, or if it’s the start of a revolution.

You’re not all bad, Talia, and somewhere deep down that little girl still lives inside you. You’re not an innocent and you’ve certainly done plenty of things that I cannot justify but you’re not entirely evil.  I can not say the same about Annarosa. I don’t trust you and I don’t distrust you and I do fully distrust and dislike Annarosa. This doesn’t mean I agree with everything you done, it does not mean we are friends or that I support your…choices. I just happen to side with you, I happen to think there’s still a few shreds of redeeming qualities left within you. I am not much for anything that comes with war or choosing sides—nor do I hope any of this truly comes to that, just know that if it does, I will side with you.

 To you I give my blood oath-- I will side with you from this day forward and follow you into what’s to come. To your name I will be loyal at whatever the cost.

Regards,

 

Jade Michaelson


03/23/2019 01:40 PM 

Updated Owes 4/11

I owe:

Lars 4/9
Elsie
Irelia
Shae
Owes me:
Vida 3/21
Nate 4/2
Stella 4/6
Mason 4/6
Alina 4/15
Cam 4/15


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