I f***ed up. I was blind or perhaps hopeful but there are some things that I have done that I wish I could take back. There are opinions of people that I had made under the influence of false friendships that caused me to dispose of ones that were genuine.
I sit back and make the ultimate decision that people are sh*t, but that isn’t true. Though few and in between, there are some that are indeed genuine. Their hearts are in the right place and just like I have done more than once, they simply acted on that heart being shattered. I get that now.
I don’t know where she is. I don’t know if she is alright but I owe her a wholehearted apology.
Treasure, you were right. I was wrong. You were wronged and I stood up for the wrong people. It should not have come down to what it had for me to realize this but it did. I don’t expect our friendship to ever be as it was because I said some things that I cannot unsay, but you are not a bad person. You never were and I’m very sorry for misjudging you. You saw what I was blind to.
Neither of them deserved my defending them. That is all I’ll say on that.
I hope you’re alright out there.