Lauren couldn't help it a glowing bump, a child that was biologically hers and nick's again, but this time it wasn't it was Nick and Brian's and she was happy, happier than ever to do pregnancy again. "all I ever wanted was for Brian and Nick to be happy if that meant having their child i was more than happy to give this gift of love and life to them. they deserve to have a baby together no one should be denied that, adoption and surrogacy all the same thing to me but i was just happy when they asked me to do this, i didn't get back to them straight away before Odin arrived we had a miscarriage previously i was a little hesitant" Lauren grinned half way in the trimester she was radiant. glowing like each time she had been with the three of her children. A woman's body was wonderful what it could do in pregnancy the opportunity to grow a little human for two people who deserved this more than anyone else in the world she knew, Brian was such a hands on natural father and Nick himself.
No, She wasn't angry, she felt like she was doing some good, if it meant making Brian and Nick a happy couple by giving them something they truly wanted. Rubbing her belly with the tiny feet that kicked against her hand a smile upon her lips turned into a grin "it's a beautiful thing to see this baby's dads at appointments how they kick when they're around it's kind of beautiful" she chuckled beautiful that Odin was taking note of her belly. "He doesn't realise he's about to be a big brother in the coming months he's noticing mom's belly is bigger and he comes and kisses it, but. honestly I cannot wait to see the four of them together in the hospital room." A teary eyed Lauren chuckled "i'm more emotional this time around, it gets me when i think about the four of them and the rest of the siblings with this baby" A big family between Nick and Brian was everything Nick and her wanted exactly when they met not one of them wanted children until they met each other.
Her dark hair sat upon her shoulders it was a good thing again she was having this shoot done with both Brian and Nick giving them something to cherish, being known as mom she wasn't going to be phased if the new addition was going to call her mom. She'd sat there staring into the camera as Lori dooman snapped a photo sitting in Brian and Nick's gender neutral nursery it took her back to the shoot to when previously pregnant with Odin. Glancing up at Nick standing there "don't even say it, I'm in love with seeing you two in love with the little bump who knows when you two are around" it was true this baby knew when there dads were around. Every time she looked at hm she waned him to fall despratley back in love with her, this pregnancy made her feel like she was half okay with it half wanting him back.
George Michael's version of the Bonnie Raitt song played in the background She sung as she could "I can't make you love me, if you don't.." she hadn't found a song that connected her on a deeper level about how she felt about Nick. "dance with me, just for old times sake" she whispered holding her hand out. Dancing she rested her head against Nick's cheek "Thank you.. for giving me this opportunity Just thank you" she whispered softly..