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11/21/2016 11:56 PM 

what lay behind the Wall.

What lay beyond the Wall.


                               
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I didn't know if it was going to work. In truth it had been very much a spur of the moment idea. I just knew I had to do something. We couldn't just sit back and watch the Bureau win.

I didn't know if it would work. If we'd all get on and be able to work together for something that would benefit us all; Our Factions, our life's. Our home!

Our Faction system was no closer to resuming peace. Each day it seemed like we constantly waged a war against each other- when really the real enemy was the Bureau!
They controlled our World! They were the reasons for the Factions in the first place. They were the reason Divergents were being hunted and the reason the Factions would turn on each other in a quest for power.
They even controlled the air we breathed!

I didn't know if it was going to work. But it was a start. A start in allowing us to control our own lives. Our own futures and our Destiny. We just had to come together and see it through.

Carefully I checked over the integral suppressor, of the semi-automatic riffle. I wanted to make sure that when I needed it, it wasn't going to let me down.
The Bureau was many things. Stupid wasn't one of them. They'd been watching us all these years. They'd been kidnapping children from the wasteland villages for years. Mind washing and planting them into our community like a sick and twisted experiment to play with our lives. Coax us in the direction they wanted us to be in. They didn't care about us! They only cared about obtaining what they classed or called  pure specimens. Perfectly engineered humans. Divergents!

When I'd first discovered the Bureau, they'd deemed me to be to 99% pure. Whatever that was meant to mean. But I was grateful for that one percent. I'd come to realize that there was no such thing as a perfect human. That logically no single one of us, no matter what a machine or computer might say is 100% pure. it was impossible! Our minds wouldn't allow for it, no matter how much we might try to fool ourselves or lie to those around us. We were all made up of random thoughts, emotions and memories. Spur of the moment decisions, choices. Sure some were more capable of adapting, to any given situation or showing compassion, intelligence or bravery then others. But that was what made each of us, in my opinion unique.

I wasn't sure who'd be waiting for me when I stepped out of the room.The secret meeting we'd had the night before, hadn't gone as smooth as I'd hoped. people were scared! it was bad enough they had to deal with the constant power plays within the Factions. but to suddenly be informed that there was another threat, a greater one who had the ability and did control our air and our lives. It shook a lot of people up pretty bad.
I wanted to cross the wasteland. Infiltrate the Bureau and disable their ability to control our air supply for good!
I wanted to steal their data. Their technology, how they were able to create their force field barrier.
I wanted to use their technology against them! Create our own as a means to stop them from spying, observing or manipulating us. And influencing the wars that were raging within our own Factions.

I strapped the riffle across my shoulder and picked up the pistol. It was a semi automatic, already clipped and loaded. Quickly I strapped it to my waist for quick access; before stuffing some rappelling gear and a few spare clips and riffle rounds into the small black backpack I tossed over my shoulder.
I'd arranged to meet anyone who was willing to come on the mission with me in the common car park of the Factionless. It was on the verge of the city and a place we could gather without drawing too much attention to ourselves.
From their it would be easy to slip out into the threes and head for the wall.

Standing in my loft apartment I took a moment to look around, breath deep and get my mind into order. A moment, so Caleb had once told me was exactly 90 seconds! The phrase, it came from some medieval time when they believed every hour held so many moments. I'd just smiled and nodded when he'd told me. It had seemed typical of an Erudite to break even the simplest of things like a moment down to mathematics and equations. But now I felt subconsciously aware of every second of that moment and I savored it. Savored how my loft looked. The bareness that I called home. I knew once the moment was up and I turned, walked out that door. I wouldn't know if I would ever see it again.

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The City was more derelict on the outskirts. With large chunks of boulders and steel or mesh support beams blocking most of the roads. It had never been cleaned since the great war. But the Factionless had fared well creating their subliminal city, headquarters within the abandoned and crumbling ruins of the old buildings that still partly stood or delved deep into the ground.  The car park was underground. I guess it was why it was so well preserved. The levels upwards had sheared away maybe from a bomb or explosion, but it only served in being more suitable for the Factionless. They had created a thriving population with the means to be self sufficient using every square meter and level. it was like a small town within a city. Where traits of each faction could be seen busily working away on each of the levels.
I remembered when I'd first seen it. I'd never seen anything like it. How organized they were. How simple it seemed for them to work side by side regardless of what Faction they had once been sworn too. It had seemed ideal! That was until I'd realized that my mother, that they had their own agenda. That they were no different. It was done, created and working towards them taking control of the other Factions.
Finding a dark corner by the East exit I sat and waited. I'd told them I was leaving by 9.  It would take the a couple of hours to reach then scale the wall. I wanted to be deep in the wasteland before nightfall.
It gave them ten minuets. Leaning back I closed my eyes. I didn't want to see no more. I didn't want anything to distract me from what I was planning out in my mind-

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Dec 8th 2016 - 5:40 AM

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I never expect so many. That so many of my friends would be willing to put everything on the line for this crazy venture of mine. And it was crazy! But as I looked up at their faces, I knew that even though the Factions had tried to separate us, we were all more alike then Jeanie Mathews or the Bureau of Genetic Welfare gave us credit for.
I was glad in that moment I didn't have to talk. To thank them. I couldn't of done it even if I tried.
Instead I rose with a nod "Ready to go?" my voice sounded gruff. Almost void of any emotion and i found myself silently scolding myself for my lack of social skills yet again.

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I wanted them to know what they meant to me. That each one of them was special irreplaceable in my heart. That I could never thank them enough, for deciding this foolish mission was worth taking the risks for. In books, you read about fearless leaders. The amazing speeches they gave before riding into Battle. How they could inspire a whole army to fight and not give up even when the odds were stacked so incredibly high against them.  I wasn't that guy. Emotions were hard. They exposed your weakness's. They left you feeling vulnerable. And words as much as they could inspire, they could rip you heart apart with a single sentence. I'd often wondered if people realized it. The power they had when they spoke. Most went from day to day without even giving it a second thought. I envied them.

I turned my gaze to Harrison. It was crazy that he was standing here among us. The risk he was  taking, just by being here was phenomenal.  He was the reason so many initiates had pledged to Dauntless over the years. The reason I had! he was one fo those  fearless leaders from books. He had stood for everything in the Dauntless creed. People believed in him. Believed in him so much that it had become dangerous for him, for any who followed him. When he disappeared, we were lead to believe that he was killed for being a traitor. It was only recently I'd heard the rumors that Harrison was alive. I'd heard them in the Factionless, when I'd ventured there to see my Mother.
"You want to lead?" I offered. It only seemed right that I should ask. He had way more experience then me. Half the time it felt like I was fighting a constant battle just to keep myself from sinking.

Zeke had brought the supply's, the ropes tracks we would need to scale the wall. The Wall had remained firmly shut, even after we'd found out about the Bureau. neither Jeannie or my parents wanted to give up their claims for power so easy. But it hadn't stopped the Bureau. Their technology was way more advanced then our own.
"Uriah's meeting us at the wall." I informed him. Not bothering to explain that Uriah had taken it upon himself to disable the control rooms cams from around the wall so we wouldn't be spotted when we scaled it.
he'd said it would be quicker for him. In and out, working alone and draw less attention. I knew he was right. But I also knew Zeke would curse out about it and the risk his younger brother was taking.

Reaching down I grabbed for the black duffle bag Zeke had dumped at me feet. Once we departed the Factionless car park, there would be no turning back. We'd already broken the rules just by being there in the first place. Carefully I swung the duffle bag wide across my left shoulder and took a deep breath in.
"Ready?" I frowned. I wanted them to be sure. I wouldn't of blamed them if they walked away. But the look in their eyes... They knew the risks and they were as dedicated to this as I was. It felt corny  that it made me proud. Phoenix, Blue, Peter, Tris,and Modi, I'd trained them myself. I'd trained them to be Dauntless. To do Dauntless justice. I'd never intended it to be like this.
I wasn't even sure when everything had changed. When I'd stopped being just their Instructor and become someone they thought they could trust.

I'd wanted it so bad. Almost like Phoenix, Blue, they had the key. The one thing I was missing to piece my life back together. To make sense of it all. I'd never found out what that was and now I wasn't so sure it even mattered. I was just reminded of it, whenever I looked Phoenix in the eyes.
Maya, Calab they were other Factions. Calab had the smarts, even if he didn't believe it and Maya, I was hoping she'd be the glue that held us all together. The one to help us bridge the difference across our  Faction groups.
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I lead the way out of the car park.  The route I'd chose, across the rubble of fallen buildings, wasn't the easiest, but it was the safest. By road it was only a matter of time before we'd get spotted by a Dauntless scouting party or by Factionless all too eager to report back to my parents or Jeannie.
By the time anyone realized we were gone, this way it would be too late. They'd have no idea what direction we were headed until we'd already breached the Wall.

When I was young I'd try and imagine what the city had looked like before the War. The pieces of rubble that we now climbed across I'd imagine were jigsaw pieces in my mind. The twisted shafts of iron the glue that held each puzzle of a building together. I used to wonder why it had been left. Why no one had bothered to try and place the buildings back together or at least clean it up. It had never entered my mind that no one cared.
It wouldn't take long for the rubble to slowly give away to trees.  Not at the rate we were moving.
 We all knew the risks. What it would mean if we were seen. There was no viable excuse why we'd all be traveling together. None that would be accepted anyway.
I slowed my pace to glance across my shoulder. I wanted to check that everyone was doing ok and keeping up. I hadn't realized we were moving, single file almost in combat style. It made me smile.
"Everyone doing ok" I called and waited watching the heads nod. "Just over this building and we hit the trees" I turned to point ahead.
The trees meant swifter travel and cover. They didn't necessarily mean safety. If I was honest, we wouldn't be safe till we cleared the Wall and out there, alone in the wasteland no one was really safe. We were just exchanging one danger for another.

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Dec 7th 2016 - 7:07 PM

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Maya of Asgard

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Date: Nov 30th 2016 20:52
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When a seed is planted in fertile soil the roots grow deep and strong. As it grows in unity for a nobel cause wonderous events happen.

A figure moved in the back to try and blend in with the crowd gathered listening to the start of a new movement against the evil that had held them all captive. It was heart wrenching to watch what had happened to Midgard, the placement and labeling of their people into Factions. The secret plots to hold them there proving that absolute power does corrupt. It did not sit well with her but it was not her place to judge nor interfere. Each one in this room was a friend to loss, pain of heart and body. Their lives were hard, not sure who to trust if they even could give it. This she understood having lost a husband and brother abruptly. It was a deep, painful bleeding in the heart that did not heal but was tolerated as time passed. 

Her hand fussed with the clothing she was wearing, so foreign when she wore so much less, as she casually glanced around. Only two had she met, the male called Four who was speaking and female Dylann. Never given them any reason to distrust her, she was fairly certain that they would accept her presence. Easily could she be thought to be Amity or Candor, she would let those she met place her and fall into line from here. The glances to one another between them showed an alliance that was forming, it made her pause to think she had few friends in her own life. Though unbeknownst one day she would be at Dylann's side in friendship, perhaps a few more after this meeting. 

Though she came of duty to one she cared for, bequeathed by one of her Gods, Loki, to keep watch and give counsel if needed to his son. She had often traveled the sands of time and Midgard was her favorite haunt.  Asgardians were not mortals, a race of warriors, far advanced in many ways, they must be careful not to hurt them. More so they must not disturb the fate of time, aiding discreetly if needed but the mortals must be given free will for their own world's destiny. 

Her eyes caught sight of the young man standing toward the front, the youth she had played games with, shared her tales, taught the beauty of nature and lovingly watched grow. His ridged form and balled fists gave her inkling to his irritation. Yet he was not giving in as the hands relaxed some, a lesson in self control well done. A grin crossed her lips as her mind touched his as was their gift, 

"Guess who be here Lord Modi?"

Her giggle rang in his mind as again her hand tugged at the clothing, Maya had came.


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Dec 7th 2016 - 7:05 PM

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Date: Nov 29th 2016 16:38
Subject: Beyond the wall. ((Blue))
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When reentering Dauntless she'd given the name Blue as her new name, but many still called her by Cassandra, Cass, or Cassie (though only one person was allowed to call her that). Even now as she walked with everyone, still not fully sure of what they were doing even though she'd been there when Four spouted off his plan, most of them called her by her birth name though there were still a few that called her by the one she gave her self. Four was one of them, might of been part of the reason she didn't really pay attention when he was telling his plans to them. Then again she was never one for planning, she just went with the flow for the most part. Sure she used her brain, but brute force was more her thing. It was what she was known for back in Dauntless. She was a perfect solider, or she would of been if Harrison hadn't taken her in when her brother was killed a few years after their parents. She may of been a monster, nothing but a killer if she hadn't had Dylann. The Davis' where her life line, and continued to be as Donovan came into her life.

Now she followed the others due to Dylann following Four, she followed her adoptive sister into battle without a thought. She did it on more accounts then she could really remember.

She really wasn't surprised when Harrison came along, he may of been old in Dauntless' leaderships eyes but in the end he was still the warrior he always had been. Dauntless was all Cassandra knew, so she kept that persona even if she was Divergent. Harrison though was Dauntless all the way, yet he kept his Divergent daughter safe, did what was best for her and then he went on and took in another Divergent girl that had no other link to him then being his daughter's best friend. He did what he had to in order to keep both girls safe, even if she knew and he knew that Dylann still was mad at him for it. Hell at times so was Cass but she forgave him in her own way, just like Dylann.

She couldn't help but think of her choosing day, and all the things that happened up till this point. Honestly her life was nothing but following Dylann around like a lost puppy. Beating the crap out of anyone that so much looked at Dylann the wrong way, but things were changing. Dylann was becoming someone else, someone who could take care of her self. Someone who didn't need a raven haired girl stalking her just to keep her safe.

It wasn't just Dylann changing though either, ever since Donovan came into the picture Cassandra had been changing too. Or becoming more of who she is on the outside. Dylann had always known everything about Cass, knew she was always holding back. Hiding behind her walls, her sarcasms. Still still had those sarcasms but she was more opened up then she'd once more, she didn't mind being something other then the brute force, though she still didn't like listening to others plans she would go along and do what was needed of her.

Her eyes went to Donovan, who wasn't far from her. She knew he was going because of her, knew he knew that she'd go because of Dylann. She couldn't help but smile at him for that. She knew family wasn't that big of a deal for him, yet, but if she'd have her way he'd learn the importance of it. It would just take time. And she'd make sure every last one of them would have all the time in the world once everything was said and done. It was her one last job as a solider, get everyone home. Everyone. These were all she thought about as they were on the move, not saying a word the whole time.


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Dec 7th 2016 - 7:04 PM

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The factions didn't mean anything anymore. Jeanine was gone. Everything had broken down. The foundation of their lives, gone. if it were up to Donovan he would have went away. Put all of this behind him. Lived his life out somewhere in Amity fields. Reading books and forgetting all the things he had done. being raised by Jeanine after he was given up by his mother in factionless, he was Erudite. He had believed her logic but it wasn't until later that he felt the wrong in her logic.

One person kept him here. he had family but he didn't know them. The connection wasn't there. The desire to do good. To be good was there. He knew Cassie would follow them, which meant he would to. Plus the Erudite in him was eager to know what was out there. Ignoring the crowd of people he stood off to the side, moving out of the way for Zeke. Who brought supplies.





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Dec 7th 2016 - 7:03 PM

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An Elder. Once you were past a certain age Dauntless faction thought you obsolete. it was fitting in their eyes for you to either tkae yourself out of the equation or allow a leader or trainer to do it for you. In their eyes death was better than being out of prime shape. Harrison was past the age most would think. But he wasn't worthless. He was still the soldier he had always been. Dauntless to the core. his test results had been only Dauntless. He was not divergent like his daughter, but he would protect her at any cost.

Even if that meant going away. This had put a strain on their relationship he knew that. And the information he had given her had probably left her confused and questioning things.  But they were a family. Dauntless were. Blood or not. They were a team in this. And the ones beyond the wall were their enemies. Harrison had been waiting years for this, and he couldn't have agreed more with Four.

"didn't think i would let you kids go alone did you?" he sat down with a grin.




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Dec 7th 2016 - 7:02 PM

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ooc; i change age depending on what i am apart of in that moment. I think it's easier to write more older. if this is a problem to you delete me.

Knowing why he was there didn't make it easier. They ran around like idiots just looking for trouble. Normally he thought it might be amusing but not when someone important to him was involved. Modi had been sent to learn things from them. To feel things. He had to be like them. live around them and not use any of his abilities to his advantage. not easy. Things were getting scarrier for this group of people. For his mother who didn't know him. there was no way he could reveal who he was and no one would believe him anyway. The secret meeting had not convinced him of their reasoning. When would her path be set to create his? Maybe he'd accidentally changed something, and his futre was  uncertain? Modi was growing frustrated with their ways. 

The woman he knew wouldn't have been so reckless. but if this trip was teaching him anything it was that maybe he didn't really know her. Because sure enough she followed the next day. Meaning he went too. Always quiet unless he was being a sarcastic instigator. But his attention was on the person who was watching them. He wasn't sure who it was yet, but someone was following them. Someone who wasn't a friend. Modi stayed quiet abut him. Curious about his motives for now. But growing annoyed every second by Peter's voice. The male was only there because he was a coward. He needed to be taught a lesson. Looking away Modi relaxed his fists so no o ne saw his anger. Missing his family and his home, the quicker he helped them with this, the quicker it would all be over?




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Dec 7th 2016 - 7:01 PM

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Zeke blinked a few times rapidly. He'd been sure that he'd just got a glimpse of Eric, but when he'd looked again, there was nothing. The morning had turned out overcast, it was still a lot brighter then car park that was Factionless.  Dark enough for his eyes to maybe play tricks on him?
It took his eyes a few moments to adjust to the darkness as he wandered aimlessly into the car park and tried to remember the exit that Four had said to meet him at.
At first he hadn't thought that he'd end up coming. So far with everything that had happened, he'd always ended up staying behind to keep his eye on the leaders of Dauntless and Erudite. Someone had to, life had turned some what crazy the last year with all the things that had happened.
There had been a time when he wouldn't of believed Four. When the Dauntless leaders had believed and stood by their creed. But the more he saw and heard, it seemed like that time had ended after Harrison.
It was kinda strange to see the Factionless going about their lives like this. A network in production working together. Who would have known. He'd always been told that were vagrants , didn't fit in and were of no use anywhere. He could imagine Shauna's face if she ever gotta load of this! She'd probably look more dumbstruck then he felt trying to look as inconspicuous as he could while walking through them. Four had tried to tell him. Explain it all. Like how his Mum was alive even! But it was one thing to hear it and another to see it!
Up ahead he could see a small group gathered. He was sure that it was Tris slinking at the back of the group. He hadn't really had much to do with her. He'd seen her in Fours initiate class a few times like some of the others with her.  Phoenix, Peter, now that was a surprise! That kids only agenda was with what benefited him. His Brother, Uriah, knew them better, having gone through the initiation with them but it looked like he wasn't here yet.
Zeke ambled over and broke into a grin when he spotted Four sitting back in the middle of them on a fallen pillar.
"I brought the gear you wanted" he grinned and lifting the black canvas duffle bag up before him. "Enough harness's, ropes and anchors for everyone!"
Four had said it would take people from all of the factions that they all had to work together to see it through and get the job done. But it was pretty easy, even in the dark to see how the Erudite boy, Tris's brother Caleb? was already kinda doubting himself.


(Hope this is ok. I've tried to add everyone that I've seen write before me and go off of what everyone else has already wrote :) Sorry if I got anything wrong.)


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Dec 7th 2016 - 7:00 PM

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Do I go or not? He played with the idea for a moment before cursing and walking off to meet them. ❝ --- Hey Phoenix. " Peter strolled up with that ever present smirk. Winking at the woman with the constant angry look on her face. She was the daughter of the Dauntless Traitor. Which he reminded her of every chance he got. It was obvious he fucking loved to get her going. "Four " the previously candor boy, stepped into a mocking militant pose of attention. "Figured I would join you guys, seeing as we're all fugitives anyway. Think my chances of survival are best in bigger numbers." Peter admitted unabashedly.  Blunt but effective. If he had stayed behind alone, Fours mother would have held him like all the others. Maybe even executed his ass. That was one crazy broad. Peter Hayes was all about self preservation. Whatever saved his skin or seemed most likely to benefit him in anyway. That was the route he took. "Sad looking group. No excitement? The world is waiting for us out there. Well whatever is left of it anyway." he wisecracked. "Least I have Caleb. We can be in the everyone hates and distrusts me club together." Peter decided, slapping a hard hand down on his shoulder before looking around at the slump of a bunch.




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Dec 7th 2016 - 6:59 PM

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❝ --- Idiots." his figure remained in the shadows of a broken down housing area. The beams of the building exposed with the threat of collapse at any moment. There was no reason for any of them to know he was still there. He waited. Watching. They were changing all of the rules now. What did it matter if he was there too? His eyes looked over the Stiff. The girl who had given him more trouble then she was worth.  "Pathetic " he couldn't help it. It was fucking just like them to do something like this. All of them lining up like they were a full on rebellion. Did any of them realize the fault in their actions? It would do no good. Eric's beliefs were set. They were the problem with their society. The factions had fallen but his mission remained the same. Get rid of them, and he would start with her. With a menacing stare he waited. If they were going beyond, then he was going to. He wasn't a leader anymore, there were no leaders. Eric had nothing to lose, if they thought he was dangerous before, they weren't prepared for him now.





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                                I stood, numb and unsure. I honestly didn't know why I was here anymore. Caleb had done what he did. My parents were gone. Christina wasn't happy with me. I only seemed to do more harm than good. It made me think that maybe people like me were the problem? But I was stubborn, selfish. I had come this far after all. I, the weak girl from Abnegation had overcome many obstacles. Passed Dauntless initiation, but for what?

What good had any of it done? We would never be safe here. I knew that in my heart. Somehow I knew there was no peachy ending, not for me at least. I wasn't brave, I know everyone thought I was. I pretended to be. I wanted to be, I wanted others to see me that way, but I wasn't. Not really. What Four was suggesting was insane. Truly. But at this point, what did it matter. I was gonna die sooner or later, might as well give them hell in the process.

The founders. The people outside of our city that had kept us contained like lab rats. I hadn't realized how cold it was until I felt myself shivering. It was a windy and chilly day in Chicago. Rain was coming too judging by the distant clouds in the sky. I didn't even know I had made up my mind until I was standing there with the small group. Refusing to look at Caleb. For fear he would not be the same boy I grew up with looking back at me. He was cold. It angered me, hurt me and scared me to look at him.

Just a face in the background, that's what I would be. My parents were dead, Caleb had betrayed me once already, showing little care for whether I lived or died. So no one would mourn me in my death. This freed me, allowed me to fight for them. For all of them. Without fear of how it would affect them. I think I knew then, if it came down to it, I would sacrifice myself. I just wasn't sure yet, why. I had killed Will. I had broken trusts left and right. The world would probably be better off without me, but I was going to make damn sure I left my mark.




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